Dusk Sky
Capable

God believes we are capable, so God presents it.

The presence of a child can be a test, if we consider it a burden. But the presence of a child can be a blessing, if we thank him.

Long enough Baskara let the wife in his arms. Until the young woman fell asleep from exhaustion after a few days of not getting enough rest and just spent her time crying.

His wife's phone shook again when he began to lay her down and covered her in a chest. Father-in-law's name is on the mobile phone screen.

Not wanting the family in the homeland to worry about them, Baskara came out to raise a call so as not to disturb his wife who had just fallen asleep.

After he greeted, the voice of the father-in-law immediately sounded. "How's Dusk?" that voice sounded full of worry. The buzz behind him makes Baskara know if there are many people gathered and the father-in-law uses a loudspeaker mode.

Before replying, Baskara breathed heavily. Given how his wife is doing now.

Not wanting anything to be covered, Baskara said truthfully all the details. In addition to not wanting to be blamed because he was not forthright, Baskara also hopes that the family can help him to encourage his wife.

He did not want his wife's condition to get worse. He wants his wife to be healthy and happy again.

"Lucky Dusk loves our future son. So he did not until his heart to die." if in front of the wife he could look tough, now he took off his mask. Show what he really feels. He also felt that he was weak. Not weak because of the presence of his second child, but weak to see his wife who lost her smile and spirit.

He was also worried about Anna. But he was also happy to hear his wife was pregnant again. Although when he remembered how his wife had been in labor at the time, he felt very guilty.

They are equally wrong because they do not plan a pregnancy well. Do not consult with experts about what they should do when they want to give distance to the second child without drugs that may have side effects on the uterus of the wife. They were too confident that Anna's events would happen again.

"Please make sure the food intake stays good, Bas. Love her vitamins as well as milk." Mother-in-law's voice sounded. "Love understanding to Dusk if it's for the good of the three of them. Dusk, Anna and your second child. Do not let you obey the twilight that is certainly reluctant to eat. Or you'll lose your wife and child in the womb."

Baskara, who had shed tears when complaining, now removes it sprightly. He must be strong. How his wife and children depend on him now. If he gave up, he could lose it all. He must be stronger than ever to keep the most precious treasure in his life which is also increasing.

"Tomorrow on the first flight, mama, papa and your mother went straight there. Your father can't come along because there's an important operation."

Baskara nodded, though she knew her mother-in-law could not see her. Previously his mother had also said the news when they exchanged news in the morning.

"Please keep an eye on Dusk. His mind is unstable. Mama's afraid she's doing nothing."

Although the possibility of Dusk affected by Baby blues syndrome is very small, given the age of Anna who will turn six months old. But that does not mean Dusk can not be attacked by stress and depression because of feelings of pressure and guilt that are too excessive as it is today.

"Yes, mah. The bus must be guarding."

Bas only hoped that his family would be able to make his wife stronger and accept what happened. He can come back like his usual twilight. Not a dim Dusk covered in gray clouds.

After the connection was broken, Baskara went back into the room. Walking study shirt and opening his wife's laptop.

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At first, Dusk was really sleeping. But with the condition of the soul that is not fine, making the hearing function increased many times. As if in every condition he must always be alert. Ready with a weapon if any enemy stabs him when he even just braked.

So when he heard the door open and close, he woke up.

Dusk who felt astonished her husband left her when sleeping became curious. Get him up and step near the door. Because ever since Baskara found out his wife was pregnant again, the young man never left her alone. Keuali nature calls.

Not until his hand on the doorknob, the sound of the husband's cry who was complaining about his condition was heard.

It seemed like Baskara was standing right in front of the door, making the young man's voice sound even though it still sounded faint.

Her tears flowed as soon as she heard what her husband told her. She feels selfish, spoiled and always wants to be heard. Without knowing what her husband really felt. All she knew and wanted was that when she was sad, her husband was there to comfort her and embrace her.

With trembling hands, for the first time he rubbed his stomach with all his feelings.

"Sorry.." she said softly. "Pardon mommy for thinking about eliminating you even before you were born into the world."

Her chest became increasingly claustrophobic as she realized how cruel she was as a mother. She thought of eliminating her child for the sake of her other children. Which he is sure he will regret for a lifetime if it happens. He would hate himself for that.

Unimagined how the prospective child feels if he knows it all. What if he was in that position what if his mother-Tiara-thought to kill him to be able to give full attention to his two twin brothers.

He will definitely feel very hurt. Heartache because it is not expected and is only considered a bully.

"Sorry mommy is evil, son" he said in a voice as gentle as a whisper. Didn't want her husband out there to know he was awake.

Dusk hurriedly stood up when he heard her husband was about to end the call on his phone. He went back up to the bed and closed his eyes. Shortly after, Baskara was heard entering the room.

Not feeling the shock of the bed - which meant her husband was not sleeping next to her - Tenja peeked in and explored the room looking for her husband who was sitting at the study table with his laptop on.

I don't know what her husband is doing. But for so long he waited and Baskara was still in place, making him sleepy again and unconsciously drifting into a dream.

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