
An awkwardness is created between the two. For the first time Dusk did not dare to stare at Baskara for reasons of embarrassment. Likewise with Baskara who intended his stupidity that acted impulsively like before. He only follows his heart which he himself does not understand what it means.
They have nothing to do but friendship. And where there are friends who kiss his best friend. Fortunately, Dusk did not directly slap and abuse him in public because of his lack of teachings.
Even his best friend said nothing but sent him a message that he was waiting in the lobby.
After his brazen lips kissed the forehead of Dusk, Baskara did go straight to the toilet. The young man was afraid that Dusk was angry with him. It turned out that Dusk decided the same thing by leaving the party and choosing to go home.
Along the road, Dusk stared out the car window. The girl even still felt the heat radiating in the area of her face. "Dear, please stop the flowers! Heart, stop pounding excessively! and pipiiii, stop blushing! HOW EMBARRASSING!" Dusk berated himself who was unable to control his feelings.
He was ashamed of Baskara if until the young man found out, the taste for him grew again. I was not ready to be disappointed for the second time. What else by the same person.
"Lo's mad at me, Ja?" finally after a long time of silence, Baskara dared to ask when they entered the Dusk apartment.
"No, no." answered Dusk briefly. Even the girl still did not want to stare at Baskara. The young man let out a disappointed breath.
"Usually if a girl says no pa-pa it's nothing."
Dusk hissing. "Whatever you want!' the girl just passed by into the kitchen. Open the freezer, take some water to cool his face. Who knows by drinking cold drinks can reduce the hue he hid from Baskara. I don't know where that theory is from. But what's wrong with trying.
"Damn! why is my face so hot!" the incident has already passed an hour. But Dusk was still hot on his face.
Could it be because this was the first kiss from a man other than his father and his two brothers. To cause such a huge effect as it is today?
"If you're not angry, look at me dong Jaaaa." baskara's whine can't stand being ignored. "Why do you mindarin me?"
Dusk hissing. Don't you know Baskara is embarrassed?
Take a deep breath and exhale slowly. After feeling quite safe with his heart condition, Dusk ventured to look at Baskara.
"Gue's not mad at you, Bas!" the Dusk one more time. "Gue was just confused as to why you suddenly kissed my forehead so."
Baskara lowered her head by hooking her fingers. "Gue doesn't know either, Ja." she said. "Gue is as romantic as it is."
The twilight is breathing more and more. Feeling upset by the answer given by Baskara. Maybe if the young man said that because he loved himself, he could accept. But what did Baskara say? are you getting carried away romantic?
Dusk was really upset to hear it. The smallest corner of his heart felt disappointed even though he just got rid of it.
"Yes that. Lupain was just that. Let's just say it never happened." Break up Dusk in the end. Instead of him getting upset and impact on the estrangement of their relationship again.
"But where could I possibly forget it." muttered Baskara softly with the same position. Dusk heard it, but he pretended not to hear it and chose to go into the room and clean himself up.
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Dusk has often felt a sense of urgency since the incident that night. In fact, not only once twice Baskara calls on his phone he docked. So is the message of the young man who will be replied later that night. It was just apologizing for not having the time to reply. I am sure that the college is busy.
"What's been making your cherry face so upset lately?" Dusk did not answer. He just kept stirring his latte.
Dusk did look happier after the presence of Baskara. Maureen realized that. He also believes the reason his best friend looks upset has something to do with the young man.
"Did your favorite bodyguard throw a tantrum?" tanyanya undaunted because Dusk is still silent.
"He's not my favorite bodyguard! he was just a boring young man who could only be irritated!" ketus Dusk that instantly made Maureen chuckle.
"The more you deny in such an upsetting tone, the clearer it will be if you like it."
Maureen is getting stifled. "I have often met people who are in love but try to reject his feelings" he said amid laughter. "Serist like what you're doing right now!"
Dusk ripped off to hear it. It's been desperately numbing its taste for Baskara. And why is Maureen even more affirming her feelings to Baskara is real.
"I just don't want to be disappointed anymore." lirih Dusk in the end.
"Again?" maureen's forehead frowned confusedly.
"Yes. I used to like it. Love of adolescence, you know?" Maureen nodded. "But he prefers my other best friend and they're in a relationship behind me."
This is the first time for Dusk to tell his love story to others. For the twilight it is not important. It's all just the past.
But this time he seems to need advice from Maureen about his feelings.
Maureen nodded in disbelief. "What a tragic love story, son."
Dusk throbbing. "I'm serious!"
"Then, are you guys close again because he changed his mind and liked you?"
Dusk shook. "He only returned as a friend. Not more."
"But you're stuck with your own feelings by coming back to like them?" guess Maureen who was immediately nodded by Dusk.
Maureen rubbed the back of the twilight hand that was on the table. Feel concerned.
"I don't think he's brave enough yet to reveal it."
The twilight staring at his best friend did not understand.
"Yeah.. I think he likes you too. Maybe for the same reason to maintain the friendship until he is still silent."
Dusk screeched. "where possible. Her taste is sweet and feminine."
"Hey baby. What are you less sweet? even men in the art department have a lot to talk about you. They're fascinated and want to get close to you but don't dare."
"Dare not dare why?" no one approached him on campus other than Robert. But he was never fierce to the men who approached.
"Because Robert claims that you're the girl. And you know for yourself no one dared to go against Robert."
The twilight was getting heavy breathing. Why is the problem of love not as smooth as people.
Even at the age of a few more days have stepped on 19 years. He never once felt his name courting.
If it used to be a Sunday night spent with his friends at a nightclub. Now he spends the night cooking with Baskara.
He also wanted to be like other young people. Feel Sunday night with loved ones even if just watching or eating dinner outside.
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