The Romance of Earth and Blue
PART 16 – Reasons That Blue Make

“Sorry to me,” he said.

I just leaned my back on the chair and looked at him straight.

“You're sorry? People apologize means he's wrong.”

Blue speechless. “Earth, I have indeed dated Namira.”

He was finally honest. Although I had expected this but hearing it directly from Blue made my chest hurt.

“So you don't have enough of him yet? Namira is less what? She's kind, pretty, popular, smart. Everything he's got. Men are never satisfied yes,”, I quipped.

He took a rough breath and ruffled his hair. “Engga. Dengerin first my explanation.”

“Ya please.”

“We've only been dating for a month and it's not a good fit. The most jerk of me, I was a block because he didn't want me to let it go. I did not expect at all because it turns out until now he considers us still in touch, but not at all.” Blue reached into his fresh pocket and then pulled out his phone. “You can see for yourself. That focobook account, chat can not be deleted.”

I took her cell phone and read it quickly. Everything Blue says is true. They got into a serious fight. Blue offers a middle ground for them to change their nature. But Namira stubbornly said that they would be fine.

This time I was really worried. I don't know how to behave. “Earth, do you trust me?” tanyakanya. I looked into her soothing eyes. Blue always manages to make me bewitched with all his words.

The tears that I had been holding back so strongly had finally fallen as well. Blue quickly moved to sit next to me and calmed down. “Earth, sorry I did. I can't be a good boyfriend to you yet. Sorry me,” he said many times while stroking my shoulder.

I'm nodding. “I don't like you lying. Just try from the beginning of your story, I probably will not think negatively with you.”

“Yes, it's my fault. Sorry.”

We finally made peace after resolving all these misunderstandings. Blue says the most important thing is communication.

Blue drove me home after we had stopped by the bakery to give it to Mom.

“That's mom inside,” I said.

Blue seemed hesitant to get off his bike. “What's okay?” tanyakanya.

I chuckled and nodded. “Come, this is you love yourself. You bought it.”

Finally Blue according to. He gave the bakery himself to his mother. “Sit down first, auntie make tea first yes for a while. Or cold one?” treat mom as kindly as always.

“Cold, Mom. Beyond the heat,” answered I represent Blue who must be shy to answer mother's questions.

“Ya has been waiting for a moment ya.”

“Feel aunt. Sorry ngerepotin,” said Blue politely.

While walking towards the living room, I heard the voice of my brother who was busy with his game. It looks like he is playing PS in the middle room. “Blue first, I need to jerk off,” I said.

Blue complied and walked alone to the living room while I headed to the left to approach my brother. “Bang, there's Blue it. Temeni there,” my words.

Brother shakes. “He can't be alone?”

“Ih, that's his older brother. Same time temen so anyway.”

My brother did not respond at all and stayed focused on the screen. “Pity is Blue so afraid to come here because brother sinisin continues. Come on, Blue guy, please. Blue is good always take care of me.”

I'm glad I'm not playing. “OK I called.”

Although they look awkward at first but 15 minutes later it is me who looks foreign here. They are engrossed in their own world with screens featuring football matches. They really look familiar to each other as if I'm not in the same room with them.

But it's okay. I've been quite happy because at least today two problems were solved together.

Blue really isn't the one who talks more. The next day he's making an uproar because he's going to my class in the morning. His presence made many pairs of eyes instantly look at him. He glanced at me for a moment then headed towards Namira's bench.

It made a lot of responses given. Most of them were sorry for me who ended up being dumped for guessing Blue chose Namira.

I don't know what's on that guy's mind either. Did he finally realize that Namira should not be wasted after our conversation yesterday?

Thinking so only makes me more downcast. I was too scared to see that.

“Nam, can you talk?” ask Blue.

The class that became silent made Blue's voice sound clear.

“Why, Ru?”

“I think we talked somewhere else.”

“Emm here aja.”

My heart is beating faster.

“OK, because you want.” Next a few moments. “Before I wanted to apologize for what happened to our relationship. Though you yourself asked to make a secret, but now it is precisely you who are alone to everyone huh?”

“Nam, our relationship ended 3 months ago. The evidence of the chat is still there. I broke up but you didn't accept it so I ended up blocking your account. But it turns out to this day you still think we're dating huh?

Than getting complicated. Mending I said one more time, we broke up. There is no more relationship between you and me. So stop making that news because I don't want the Earth to be sad about it.

And for all of you who are horrified. Do not try to ngusi Earth if you do not want to face me,” said Blue with great emphasis.

I still couldn't believe what he said, I lifted my head and could see him walking towards me. “Yuk cement me breakfast,” he said while smiling sincerely.

“Emm, i-“

Blue brought her closer and tidied up the strands of my hair that fell on her face. “Why, hmm?”

I shook my head and turned my head because of the wrong behavior.

Blue didn't run out of sense to take me with her.

He even stretched out his hand waiting for me to welcome him. I finally stood up.

My eyes seem to be glazed now. Blue took me out of the noisy classroom and I saw Namira crying and being soothed by her friends.

I feel like I am not afraid anymore even though they will use me. I don't care if I'm called a guy's boyfriend snatch, a little girl, and other weird mentions. All I care about now is the warmth of Blue's attitude. He could always make my worry disappear, making me feel so much more valuable than anything else.

I am so grateful to have known and fallen in love with him.