The Romance of Earth and Blue
PART 31 – Without Meeting

The thing I thought that it was just a mere threat turned out to be really dad did. After school, I just sat stiffly on the sofa in the living room. Opposite me, dad was sitting with both hands folded looking straight at me.

“Adek already do not want to enter univ adek choice again?” tanyanya has repeated for the third time.

“Mau, Well,” jaawabku slowly.

“So why is the value so ruined? Not that the materials in the matter of UAS have been learned from long?”

I'm nodding.

Dad took a deep breath. “What's Blue?”

My heart almost stopped. I shook my head quickly not wanting more and more people to go back to blaming Blue for all the mistakes I made.

“Dad understands you are a teenager. Dad will not forbid you from a new semester in class 11 later you can go back up, can you?” bargain dad.

I didn't think Dad would still give me that choice. “I can, Dad.”

“Good. But as a punishment, for 2 weeks of school holidays you are prohibited from playing with your friends. Enough at home, studying.

Weekend I take you for a walk. How?”

“Iya, adek will study diligently,” my great-grandson.

This time I really mean it. Father has given his trust to me to fix all this. I can't let my guard down so Blue doesn't get dragged into this.

He stood up and sat next to me. Dad put his arm on my shoulder and stroked it. “Sorry if I have too much restraint on you. Trust me, everything you do for the future is good too. I just help the road that has been chosen from a long time,” he said gently.

I'm nodding. My tears could not be accommodated anymore and in the end I vented everything by crying in my father's arms.

I'm not messing with my words. Although it would be quite difficult for me to not be able to meet Blue for two weeks, at least we can still talk to the phone.

“Today want to stay up again?” ask Blue.

We were making a video call at the time.

I tidied up a math book and was busy looking for a question bank for chemistry. “Iya. There is one target chapter that I have to learn today,” I replied.

On the desk of my study I have set a daily learning target that has been arranged in such a way. “Oh yes already. You focus on learning, I'll say yes,” said Blue made me turn to him immediately.

Quickly I shook my head. “New 10 minutes view you. Kangen,” whining.

Blue just smiles across there. “I don't want to disturb learning,” he said.

I just kept quiet as if I didn't hear that. I did not tell her at all that my father scolded me and asked me to show that I was still capable of achievement even in dating. The Blue one knows only that I want to bring back my learning.

I know that what I did by lying to her was a mistake because we promised to be open to each other.

But this is a different thing. I wanted to protect Blue, I didn't make her feel like the wrong thing in this case.

“Do not first. I still want to hear your voice while studying,” I said. It's been about a week that I've only been struggling with these papers. Seeing Blue I seemed to recharge my energy that was almost exhausted.

“Later you do not focus loh,” he said while chuckling.

“Focus. Nih I proved,” I said. I'm trying to do the first thing. But just two minutes of focusing on my book, my eyes always wanted to glance at him.

“Tuh, he said focus. Kok see it even to me anyway,” he said teasing me.

It really makes me sick. I miss Blue very much. Wanted to linger looking at him like this. But if I follow what I want, my learning goals will not be achieved. In other words I failed to prove my sincerity to father.

I closed the bank about it and focused on looking at Blue for 5 minutes. I promise after this I will really focus on learning.

“You satisfied first hihaatin you. 5 minutes, can?” my many.

He nodded. “Bentar.” Blue appears to disappear from the camera. He soon returned with a guitar full of stickers.

“You learn guitar?” I just can't believe it.

He chuckles and nods. “You once said that guys who can play guitar are cool. So I you look cool in your eyes.”

Geez, this guy really can't make me comment anymore.

“Blue, you did not say anything was cool,” said I.

He shook. “Anything my discordant voice?”

“Siap.”

I went to the bed and took the headset so that Blue's voice sounded clearer. I put myself down while watching carefully the small movements on Blue fingers that have been seen dancing on the strings of the guitar.

“Ekhm,” Blue small cough.

The guitar that still sounded hesitant began to listen carefully.

“Gazing a beautiful smile on your face-“

I can only hold my breath even from the first rhyme. Blue sings the song seriously. His soft voice was indeed suitable to sing such a seductive song.

The sound of the tap is perfect for beginners.

I'm back to being enchanted with my own lover. Countless had how much admiration was always spoken to him. Blue is 100 times cooler.

She ended her solo concert with an awkward laugh. “Still weird yeah,” he said looking insecure.

“If you want a big concert, I will buy VVIP tickets anyway,” I said expressing my admiration.

“Turnback dong capital if only you watch,” he said chuckling.

“Who is teaching?” my many.

“Alan. But he is not suitable to be a music teacher, fierce,” said Blue complained.

I smile. “From the articles I read, usually someone can smoothly learn guitar after a month. But you've only been a week.”

“As long as you study academically desperately, I'm here to also study strings desperately,” the candle.

“See your palm,” I said.

Blue shakes. “Not need.”

“Blue, I want to see.”

He relented. Blue put down the guitar and showed her a palm full of wounds. His skin peels in some parts. That was enough to signify how hard he learned to fluent.

“Sure to hurt? Blue, you don't have to try so hard just because of my words,” said I feel guilty.

“It doesn't hurt. Don't tell me to stop trying not to be your ideal type, because until whenever I want to fight for it.”

I'm speechless. God, I want this man to fill the rest of my life. I want to spend my life with him, grow old with him.

“Oh yes, you look thinner. Are you okay?” ask Blue suddenly.

I was shaking while looking at the tissue full of nosebleed blood because I was too fouled myself.

“I'm okay. I love this learning activity,” I said again lying.

“Do not eat late, occasionally you have to entertain yourself. Take your brother where to cake, buy ice cream, watch, or anything that can make you not stressed. It's five minutes. I'm shutting it down, Earth. Happy learning.”