
It turns out that the break is still long. My legs have started to feel sore from standing for too long. "Sit down, there will be no will," said Bima next to me.
I shake strongly. "It can be fatal" I murmured not to repeat the case.
Fortunately, the school became quiet because everything was in learning activities so I did not need to feel ashamed to get a punishment like this.
"You're so at home. Even though it was only 6 months." at that time."
I could faintly hear the voice of the man who seemed to be speaking. It seemed that the sound was coming from the 2nd floor. Because it was so quiet that the conversation became heard by me.
"It's okay "It's Blue.
There was laughter. Let me remember, it looks like it's Adit. "Ru, don't tell me you really like the Earth? Yes, it is, Ru. You're cute, a lot of schoolmates on the wan. It is only a bet, already got the money also from children. Take it off, mah."
Whahuh? A wager?
"Thank ah." Blue responded again.
"The earth is too big, right? Or do you still want to benefit him to do your PR work? But the truth is, I didn't think that you could naklikim Earth. He was apparently not interested at all in the world of dating or the like."
My tears are flowing. I know enough about what they're talking about. So I'm just an object of betting huh? And Blue succeeded with the cruel game so that he got paid well. Does this mean that this is all a lie? The Blue feeling to me is not real. It's all just my wishful thinking.
I could hear the sound of footsteps coming down the stairs getting closer. I still bowed while sobbing.
As the sound of footsteps grew louder, Bima pulled me towards the sports storage warehouse next to my class and the stairs. We hid behind a closet with a pile of basketballs. Bima covered my mouth with her hands as the sound of footsteps also entered the storage shed.
"That's Rena. He said he likes you. Gas, Ru. Throw away the Earth. Win Rena everywhere," Adit chuckles.
From behind here I can't really see there because it's quite dark because there's no fentilation at all. My eyes are blurred by tears.
"Yes later."
"Let's call if you need help with Rena's chat."
"That's 4 balls, right? Yuk later wanted to hunt Mr. Agus," Blue's voice was heard again. They came out of the barn while closing the door.
Exactly the sound of the door closing, Bima released his hand. My body is very limp. I just sat down and cried.
Blue is too evil.
"Earth," call Bima slowly.
I shook my head as I continued to shed my tears. I was banging my chest trying to pull out the tightness in my heart receiving all this.
"Why is Blue evil?" I asked while sobbing.
Bima squatted in front of me. He didn't say anything. "Cowok like he did not pantes you cry," said Bima while helping wipe my tears.
"Everything must be boong, right? Blue is not possible. I still believe in Blue," I thought suddenly. I was too quick to conclude a conversation that even I didn't know for sure the truth. "I've got to find Blue. I want to apologize for thinking so hard about him."
I wiped the rest of my tears violently and then got up.
"Earth! You crazy? Is this your fault? Why are you the one who should apologize?" Snap Bima to me.
"Earth, cmmon. All of that is real. You are the object of their bet. Blue is doing that. Why are you still crashing?" ask her seriously.
I stared right at the net trying to find a lie. But Bima this time is serious.
"What do you know?"
"I know everything. I accidentally overheard their conversation a while ago."
"So why didn't you say, huh? Are you not the same as them? Are you satisfied playing with people's feelings?" my many. My tears are falling again. "Why didn't you tell me from the beginning, Bima?"
Bima. "sorry. You love Blue too much, you're happy with her, I can't say that's because you can't bear it" he explained, looking down. He did not even dare to look me in the eye.
"Got heart? I thought we were friends. But I was wrong it turned out. You're Blue's friend exactly. That's why you protect all his lies!" I'm really angry.
"Earth isn't that, I-I"
"Deliver!" I threw out his hand that was about to touch my shoulder. I look at him giddy. Really angry at everything.
I ran out of that place. I don't care about more punishment waiting for me from the homeroom. I don't care about crossing Blue. I really don't care anymore.
I entered the bathroom and cried so much that I took all my pain out.
It was in my mind how Blue and her laughing friends saw me who was already stuck in their game. Blue pretended to be that much to me and even introduced me to her family. It's all fake!
I should have realized from the beginning. I'm not a Blue type at all. I'm not like the women he likes. I'm not tall, not white, not as pretty as them. It should have been from the beginning that I realized myself instead of being consumed with his talk that said that I had my own attraction. Everything is just a joke. I'm sure that the actor is a job that suits him. He managed to deceive me, deceive many people just for the sake of betting a nominal amount of money even I do not know how much. Can a person's self-esteem be bought in rupiah?
After a while, I was calm. My tears are dry even though I'm quite a mess. But yes who cares. I called my brother and told the homeroom teacher that I wasn't feeling well and wanted to go home. The guardian of the class immediately believed in it because my body temperature became high due to long crying.
I walked over to the classroom after getting my license. "Earth." I turned my head and looked at Blue who was smiling then ran small towards me. "Hey baby, I was looking for you in class. Turns out you're here. I miss you." He stroked the top of my head as usual.
While I just fell silent without a beat up again for him. I've been beyond disappointed.
"Why? You sick?" He tried to touch my forehead but I hurriedly brushed his hand away.
Unfortunately, the school is crowded due to the break. I pulled Blue's arm and led her towards the rooftoop. I need to talk to him with four eyes.
"Why? Hmm?" His voice was still soft and looked at me with a normal look.
Huh, look at this great actor. He was indeed amazing at entangling women with his heartfelt gaze.
"You said you didn't want to lie to me, did you?"
Blue nodded. "I've always been honest with you."
"Even you're lying now" I chuckled discordantly. "Here you go, Ru. Stop pretending, aren't you tired of lying to me? Not tired of pretending baby?"
"What do you mean?"
"NOT SATISFIED SO I'M THE OBJECT OF BETTING FOR A YEAR HUH?" I snapped it until my chest went up and down with emotion. Blue was surprised by my words.
"Earth, how are you-"