The Romance of Earth and Blue
PART 38 – When Time Continues to Pass

Two months since taking 11th grade. It feels jumbled. I felt much busier as more and more tasks were given by the teacher. I am also active in the Olympics. Losing and losing behind.

I just want to keep busy myself so I can reduce my sadness every time I think about Blue. Yeah, that guy still can't be completely forgotten. Sometimes I remember the good times we spent together. Every time I think of Blue, I still cry.

The atmosphere in the classroom felt very crowded today because all the teachers were in a meeting. Bima as usual was being nosy to me. I don't know if there is always a nosy behavior like by taking his pencil or patting his shoulder while the teacher is teaching. I feel very upset and disturbed by Bima's behavior. I have tried many times to avoid Bima, but Bima still bothers me wherever he is.

One day, while I was sitting in the library to study, Bima suddenly appeared and started to interfere again. I felt very frustrated and ended up talking to Bima.

"Why do you always bother me? What's wrong with you?" ask me in an annoyed tone.

Bima was surprised by the question and was silent for a moment before finally answering, "Sorry. I didn't mean to bother you. I'm just gonna go for a bit. See you kelp it became the most entertainment for me,” he said while chuckling.

I don't even think about that one human being.

“My father said, Bima likes you, so he keeps looking for your attention,” Fanny said to me as I chatted about how upset I was with Bima.

Fanny looks fun and light when saying the sentence while continuing to eat the chocolate. While next to her, Kartika just nodded her head in support of everything Fanny said.

I let out a rough sigh and leaned back on the chair while watching the waitress put down our food that had just arrived. Apple pie, strawberry cheesecake, and gelato. The right combination of foods to increase the risk of diabetes.

“So how?” ask Fanny.

I who was about to scoop on my apple pie turned my head towards him. “What?” the question he asked was completely unclear.

“Your feeling, you like Bima no? Bima is good. Well even though he also won Blue anyway, but he did not follow in the negative direction anyway. Bima is the standard type of guy. Not badboy, not also the image of the studious guy.”

I'm speechless. “I have no feelings for Bima,” I replied honestly.

“You still can not escape from Blue huh?”

Kartik. Once he opened his voice it really made me unable to answer it. Fanny chuckles at Kartika's answer. “It looks like it.”

“Udah 5 months passed, Earth. Are you still hoping to reverse the same Blue?” ask again.

“honest.”

I don't know either. But to be honest in the deepest part of me, I still want Blue back. “Iya,” I finally answered.

Kartika gave a rough breath. “He's evil with you. Bet if you forget. And now you still hope? If Blue is still in love, if he is serious about his words last time he will definitely try to explain wherever it is difficult. He will chase you. But what is the evidence now? You are strangers. It should have been enough to realize you, I don't want to ngemarin. That's your choice. But as a temen, I just don't want you to be too protracted.”

I tried to absorb everything Kartika said to me. It felt strange, I knew that everything he said made sense. But I still want to share my feelings with Blue. I still love him as much as I did before. Not changed though.

It's worth it that she looks a little dressed in make up today. So daring. Even if the teacher knew, he would definitely be scolded completely.

“Oh, yes. Good luck,” I said as I walked towards my stool. There is an anxiety in my heart that is broken. What if they're gonna get back together? Especially Namira who already wants a normal relationship without backstreet. That will ease them this time.

Blue responding to Namira's message also heightens that possibility. I can't do anything, can I? How else.

There were some people who came this morning. Fanny and Kartika have also neatly occupied their benches. “Blue!”

I turned my head as Namira called out that name out loud. From the back of the class, I saw Namira running small after successfully stopping Blue who was passing through the front of the class.

It arrived right in front of Blue. I could not very clearly look towards them as it blocked the wall. But what I do know is that Namira makes a lot of people curious about her.

I don't know what they're talking about until such a moment of silence. Blue looks to go from there. Fanny who had just seen the free show hurriedly walked up to my stool and sat down at her place. He chuckles a little. “Tau? Namira rejected dong same Blue. Where he pede so much again in public, do not reveal feelings.

Blue is also perfect to say she said Namira's make up is too sluggish,” she said while whispering.

I just fell silent. Quite relieved though I also felt sorry for Namira.

Brakkk's.

I turned my head and found Namira who looked angry. “All because of you! Satisfied to make me ashamed huh?” Without warning he even doused me with water that was out of nowhere.

I'm surprised I don't play when my uniform gets wet.

“This is all because you used to call Blue from me! Try it first you do not act that, surely Blue will not reject me! Surely I'm the same she's still dating now. The basic destroyer of people relationships!” his body went up and down. Tears had flooded Namira's face.

“Nam, i-“

I who approached him immediately he pushed. Fortunately Kartika held my body. “What the hell, early in the morning storm. You are ashamed of yourself, and you are wrong with people. Basic girl stress,” exclaims Fanny.

Fanny pulled my hand straight to the toilet. He helped me dry this uniform. Fortunately, it is not the time to wear white gray so it is not too visible. “That's Namira why the hell? Not very clear. Rejected even turn on people,” gritted.

I just shook my head.

“Earth, denger. Don't be so naive. Don't be too nice to people. If you are in them, you will be continuously stepped on. You have to dare to fight. You're not the wrong one. If I were you, I'd slap it.

Life is how it works. If you don't want to be hurt, you have to hurt. So stop is too good same wrong person,” Fanny keeps nagging me.

I just nodded so that all the chatter was done.