The Romance of Earth and Blue
PART 34 - Bitter Recognition

"How what? Confessing also finally?" hisisku. My tears are flowing towards my cheeks. Feels so cold. Maybe because of the wind or also because of the attitude of this man standing before me.

Blue took my hand. He really held it even though I was trying to let go. "Earth, look at me."

I directed my gaze completely at him. I can see how his eyes are a little glazed. Greatable. He is even good at playing with tears.

"What sampe do you know?"

"Is it that important to you?"

"I'm sorry, it's purely my fault. Excuse me. I really admit that all of this is true. I was too cowardly to say all that from the beginning. But believe me, my feelings for you are not a lie, Earth. I mean it."

The most painful of all is confession. To be honest, I still want to avoid all these facts. I want Blue to say that everything is just a lie or some kind of misunderstanding. But in front of me, under the bright blue sky as the name suggests, he admitted to all the great mistakes he had made.

With more force, I threw out his hand that was holding me.

"Why do you have to, huh? Why are you so mean to people's feelings? Do you think all of this can be done with an apology? Engga, Blue. It hurts so much" I said, letting out all the wrestling feelings in my chest to him.

Blue just pecks there. I don't understand the meaning of that look. All I know is that he seems to be thinking about something.

"Yes, Earth. My mistake this one is big. Sorry for hurting you" he repeated.

I had no intention of replying to her and just fell silent looking at her with a look of unkindness blurred by tears.

"I don't know how to boil all this. I was too short thinking. I shouldn't have done that."

He still admits everything.

"So what do I do now?" tanyanya now.

"You think?" I replied with a question.

"Let's get it done."

My eyes were round hearing what was said from him. I looked at him trying to find earnestness that was at least still there. Blue eyes look serious.

"What?" Maybe I heard it wrong, right?

"It looks like we should've done it all, Earth. My mistake was too fatal, but you and I are different. My life all this time only makes you difficult, makes you always stuck in trouble. I refused when your homeroom teacher told you I was just holding you back, your dream. But slowly I realized that it was all true. I'm too bad for you" he said long.

"Why are you talking about something else? That's not the point," I said. "Even if I'm angry with you, I've never thought of making an end of it."

I think I'm too stupid here. But I loved him too much. What I want is not a farewell, but a sense of regret from him. But he actually filed a farewell so quickly the school did not think or consider it first.

Blue breathed a rough sigh. He shuffled his back hair. "Keep what's the solution? There's no better way than goodbye."

Look, he's even still struggling to uphold the word parting. I wiped my tears and nodded. I forgot to look me in the eyes at him without hesitation.

"Okay, you want to, right? This must have been your plan. Surely after this I heard rumors that you have become the same Rena," I said while chuckling. I clapped my hands when I saw Blue looking shocked at my words.

"Well, it's none of my business. Thanks for everything, Blue. Good bye." I set my foot in a hurry down the stairs. No. gabe. I didn't want to look at her even though in my heart I was very curious about her current expression.

At the end of the stairs, my steps immediately stopped when I saw Bima who was leaning. He looked when I stopped. He immediately put his black vest over my head.

"You look like a mess. Just wait for the UKS, I'll get your stuff."

It was only a few minutes until Bima came while carrying my peach backpack and lunchbox.

"Now, I've entered all," he said.

I nodded and thanked him in a hoarse voice.

"Your gate is ahead. Let's take you."

Again I just followed and walked behind his high back.

"Where do you know that I'm a permit?" I asked still with a hoarse voice.

"Group class is looking for you. He said your brother came to pick you up who's sick. It hurts, doesn't it hurt?"

I refuse to answer. Honestly, there is still anger in my mind towards Bima.

In front of the gate I saw Brother who looked worried and came straight to me. "She's feverish?" ask her while touching my forehead.

I nodded trying to go back to lying.

Kuraih my backpack from Bima's hand and carried it. "Thank you for being ushered in," I said then turned my back on him.

"Thanks," said Brother while patting Bima's shoulder.

I got into the car with a shunt. Brother followed shortly after. "That was Bima that time?" asked the man while pulling back the car.

"Huum" I answered briefly.

"You're crying? Why the same Blue? Or Bima who made you cry?"

I looked at him from the spy. How could he be this smart. Even though my homeroom teacher and friends can be easily fooled.

"I should have followed Brother's words from the beginning to not be the same Blue. Feeling Abang is always true, yes even though in the end it is also blunt feeling," I said while looking away out on the road that still looks lonely. The shops just opened.

"Blue cheating?"

I'm shaking.

"Blue racing wild again?"

I'm still shaking.

"Keep why?"

Again, I only gave the head bobbing until Brother gave a rough sigh.

"Yes already. Just sleep, your body temperature is high. That's why not much crying."

"Don't tell me you're with mom?" my door.

He nodded and made me more relieved.