I Select Another Door of Heaven
Tangis Rianti's

If asked which woman is able to witness for herself the marriage of her beloved husband with another woman? Rianti was unable to answer. There may be but I don't know how many percent of all women in this world are as tough as that, because in fact he really can't look okay after watching with his own eyes, he said, hearing with both ears if today his beloved husband has made a sacred marriage contract with another woman.

Not wanting to be known by his colleagues, after the time of the task was completed Rianti immediately resigned to go home, and, it was surprising for his colleagues because usually Rianti will rest for a while while chatting with them before returning home. But it turns out not for today, Rianti hastily paid even still with his full uniform.

"Why Sister Rianti? Tumben hastily" asked one of his colleagues,

"There may be a need" replied the other colleague,

" I think there's something, after the break was over his face was moody" another colleague chimed in,

"Maybe there is a problem or urgent need" said the others, they resumed their activities after Rianti's body was not reached again from their view.

The house is not where Rianti is heading at the moment, after ordering an online taxi Rianti asked the driver to turn around, he changed the direction of his destination to a place that only he himself knew.

An hour passed, this was where Rianti was. Standing on a grass field with a stretch of artificial lake right in front of him. Rianti stared at the ripples of the lake water that were blown by the wind.

There was no one and nothing Rianti did there. He just stood staring far ahead but with tears flowing.

"What'sthis? Why is it so sick?" after a long time Rianti spoke, the wind seemed to understand with his sadness, blowing shaking the leaves around the lake.

"God please assure me that everything will be fine, take my hand to get through everything, including receiving something I don't want."

"O Allah, You are the One Who Rejects the Heart. My tears may have been shed, but I never regretted my fate. Maybe my complaints are often heard, but really I never curse what is there. I know all this is happening in Your control, so please hug me if something happens not as I wish..."

Rianti's cry finally broke, the tears that from the beginning of his arrival to the place continued to come out, now flowed more and more. Rianti finally decays, he squirms with shaky shoulders on the green meadow, his hands clenched tightly as if enduring extreme pain.

The shadow of his two parents joining hands and smiling towards him suddenly appeared before him.

"Dad, Mother..hikss.." Rianti's bitter tears sounded heartbreaking. If anyone listened to her cries would know how much pain Rianti felt and how deep the wounds he had.

The place he came to today is a place full of memories with his parents when he was a child. A place that gives him peace and happiness by spending the weekend with his parents. And now Rianti is there hoping for the calm he often gets with his parents he gets back today.

"Mas.finally this happened to our household, sorry if I haven't been able to be what you want me to be, I'm only able to love you my way" nathan's shadow wearing a wedding dress and saying akad back across.

She had been trying to restrain herself, since knowing her husband's family plans with Micah's family about their past matchmaking, Rianti was not calm. His mind is always haunted by it, at that time he thought he had to prepare himself if one day Nathan left but Rianti had not had time to prepare for what he feared finally happened.

"O Allah, I know that there is not a single being that You test beyond the limits of his means, but why is it that O God You are sure on my shoulders? Though I'm not that strong" Rianti was not satisfied to let out all the tightness in his chest. He chose to shed all his tears in this place, hoping that after that there would be no more tears and be ready to face reality.