I Select Another Door of Heaven
Jealous

'I have never touched it baby, only you are always in my mind and heart even though I am with him.'

Nathan's words reverberated in Rianti's ears, even continuing to repeat as if deliberately so that his heart would feel more pain when he recalled the reality of Micah's pregnancy.

'I've never touched her, baby'

'Only you are always in my mind and heart even though I am with him.'

'I've never touched her, baby'

'Only you are always in my mind and heart'

'Only you are always in my mind and heart'

'Only you are always in my mind and heart'

"Are you really pregnant?" nathan's mama's voice broke Rianti's daydream, yet he was still expressionless, his face remained flat with a gaze that looked unfocused.

"Darling..." Nathan made a sound, he drew closer to Rianti with his worry and panicked face,

"Alhamdulillah..mama very happy, is not Pa? Finally we will soon have a grandson" cried Nathan's mother after getting a nod of the head from Micah who then completely awakened Rianti from her daydream.

"Congratulations, dear? Thank you for bringing great happiness to our family" Nathan's mother hugged Micah while Rianti was still opening up at her seat,

"Dear me...." Nathan is increasingly worried that he is trying to explain to his wife,

"Congratulations Micah, may you and your baby be healthy always" the phrase that came from Rianti's speech paused Nathan's speech, finally he was able to speak after working hard to regulate the state of his heart.

"Dear me..."

"Congratulations to you also Mas, Thank God you will finally be a father" said Rianti without looking at Nathan even though he was currently dealing with her husband.

"Hopefully you'll catch up" Papa Nathan said, he also noticed the change in his first son-in-law's facial expression.

"Aah.mama is very happy, anyway we have to celebrate a massive Pa,"

"Ma, just leave it all to them" papa Nathan interrupted,

"Have you checked your contents?" he turned to Micah who was still sitting embraced by Nathan's mother,

"Once Pa, we just got home from the hospital and the result is that our baby is healthy and strong, he is only three weeks old" clearly Micah explained the condition of her pregnancy as the doctor said with a smile that described happiness, apparently they had just checked Micah's pregnancy.

Degs... Rianti again gasped at Micah's statement, he turned to look at Nathan who was now holding tightly to his palm.

Rianti's gaze was full of questions and disappointed, too, if Micah's gestational age is already three weeks it means they even did it not long from the time when Nathan said he did not touch his second wife.

"I'm sorry to go to the kitchen to prepare dinner, Ma, Pa. Once again, congratulations Micah" said Rianti before leaving the living room, he chose to leave there after trying hard to release Nathan's grip from his hand.

"Honey wait.." when he was about to enter the kitchen, Nathan swiftly again grabbed Rianti's hand and without waiting for Rianti's approval he also pulled him into a room close to the dining room.

"Mas, I want to prepare some food!" exclaimed Rianti who was also trying to remove the grip of his hand on his arm.

"We need to talk!" not to be denied, Nathan immediately entered the room and locked it. Rianti was only able to obey, he did not want any chaos when his two in-laws were in his house anyway.

"Honey, I'm sorry.at that time I.." they now stand face to face, Nathan holds both shoulders Rianti.

Whether it should be in what way Rianti expressed his disappointment this time, he also thought that the disappointment was worth it in his heart?

Given what happened to Micah is a reasonableness and whatever Nathan and Micah do is a necessity where Nathan must carry out his duties as a husband to give birth and bath to Micah as his wife too, there is nothing wrong in this.

Moreover, Rianti knew that Nathan had conveyed his desire to immediately become a father, have a son and daughter who are funny and shouted to call him father when welcoming himself after work.

But the words that Nathan would soon break away from the bond with Micah, the sentence that Nathan uttered that he would not touch his second wife made Rianti wish for more.

His disappointment grew, too, but this time it wasn't on the husband or on what happened between Nathan and Micah but she was disappointed in herself for easily hoping for the earnestness of her husband that would only make her the only one. However, again the words uttered Nathan a few weeks ago again ringed.

Silence is created, Rianti never spoke he chose to wait for Nathan continued his words.

"That's me... L'm... I'm khilaf" continued Nathan stammered with his head lowered unable to have to face Rianti who since they faced him he continued to look at her husband.

"When I was in my office, my mom called me in Micah's apartment and I was asked to go there. Micah had a fever, and mama had to leave because she had an appointment. He asked me to wait and take care of Micah and I couldn't resist because the circumstances of that time were very worrying"

"I was there all day until the fever subsided and Micah was able to return to his own activities.but when he wanted to go home there he held me back and asked me to keep waiting for him until he fell asleep later tonight. And..."

Nathan could not continue his words. Rianti looked up and closed her eyes, she remembered several times her husband came home the night with the reason work in the office was piling up but now she concluded that it was just an excuse. Her husband is with his second wife. Not losing Nathan every night turns out not to guarantee himself being the only one.

Rianti took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, hoping that the tightness in his chest disappeared. She must be realistic and be open-minded, not stick to her husband's words. He does not want to speak and act based on his feelings, logic must be put forward.

"Mas, now that I'm preparing dinner, they're all hungry. We'll continue to talk." Rianti chose to switch the conversation, he could not think properly under the current circumstances.

"Well..it looks good, is all your cooking?" papa Nathan praised the dishes that looked delicious and neatly arranged on the dining table. His expertise in this he got while working at the restaurant owned by Arzan.

"Pa, Ma, Micah, please try to suit your taste" Rianti said with a smile,

"Of course, papa is very impatient to taste it. It's been a long time papa did not eat home-cooked food like this." said papa Nathan with sparkling eyes, he immediately sat down and opened a plate ready to be filled with rice by Rianti.

While Nathan was still standing, he pulled the chair Micah was about to sit on, without him noticing Rianti seeing his sweet treatment of Micah.

There was an unusual sense of stifling his chest again, while mama Nathan smiled happily seeing his son and his two wives seem to get along well.

"From now on, you should pay more attention to Micah, Nath. Pregnant women are different, you also need to be more patient. Remember in your wife's stomach now there is a new life, make sure your wife is always happy to go through her pregnancy so that your child also feels the same way. Mama also asked Rianti to be able to take care of Micah, yes, his son will be your son, too, so you guys work together to look after your future grandchildren, right pa?" mama Rianti spoke at length before starting her meal, she asked for her husband's approval to enjoy the food first.

"Mas, I want that shrimp..." Micah pointed at the shrimp right in front of Rianti, Nathan took it swiftly he served the wishes of the pregnant woman.

Rianti breathed out slowly,

"O Allah, can I see such a sight at all times" Rianti murmured in his heart, although he knew that what Nathan was doing was the right thing to do, he could not resist the growing jealousy in his heart.

A sense of worthlessness was increasingly mounting in his heart, he had been married for months but yak kunjung pregnant. Now even from another woman her husband got what became his hope.