I Select Another Door of Heaven
Disillusioned

Nathan's attention and treatment is getting sweeter, Rianti always tries to reject whatever Nathan gives because it feels inappropriate but again the man does not like to be rejected.

Unable to dodge, the better and sweeter Nathan treats him the harder it is for Rianti to evade his feelings. Everything Nathan did made the seeds of love in his heart begin to grow for the man.

For the first time Rianti feels the love of the opposite sex, the true love. Where his heart beat faster as he got closer to the man, his mind filled with all the things about the man, longing quietly slipped in his chest as the man escaped his sight.

I don't know, getting preferential treatment from Nathan it's really hard for Rianti not to fall in love with that guy.

Ting....

The sound of a message notification on Liani's phone disperse the girl's daydream about Nathan. Liani is currently on a night vigil at the hospital.

'Eate?'

'Don't be late!'

Two consecutive messages were received by Liani from the name that had been enthroned in her memory. Her lips twisting a happy smile in her heart got that kind of attention from Nathan.

'I'm sorry, but don't eat too late either. Happy break'

Reply Rianti, he glanced at the clock that was circular in his hand already showing ten o'clock at night. Nathan usually stays home at that hour.

'I was at my friend's hospital in an accident'

A reply from Nathan made Rianti stand up from his seat, he immediately contacted Nathan.

"Mas, who was the accident? How is Mas doing? Where is mas now? Let me go there, shall I?" a worried tone was clearly heard from Rianti's voice, across which Nathan smiled at the girl's worries.

Their conversation on the phone ends after Nathan turns the call into a video call, he showed that he was fine by scanning his entire body not forgetting that the sweet smile adorning the handsome face of the man made Rianti finally able to breathe a sigh of relief.

Rianti's days were lived happily, Nathan's attention to him and his two younger siblings never missed every day even though it had been one week that Nathan never came to see him.

Rianti's concern grew when Nathan increasingly sent him messages, once one day Rianti ventured to send Nathan a message first, asking the news about the man but Rianti had to swallow disappointed because Nathan never returned the message. Only after two days passed did the man reply to his message that he was abroad accompanying his best friend on medication.

There is a curiosity in Rianti's heart who is actually Nathan's best friend, why his existence is so special that he is willing to leave his job to accompany his best friend.

Over time accidentally Rianti finally found out about Nathan's best friend. While accompanying Tiara guarding her daughter in the hospital, she overhears a chat between Arzan's husband Tiara and her assistant Arga.

At first glance Rianti heard that Nathan was currently accompanying Micah, from his name he could conclude that the friend Nathan accompanied was a woman.

There was jealousy as well as pain at the same time in Rianti's heart, he couldn't dodge that feeling. As much as Rianti could try to suppress him, he did not want anyone to know about what he was feeling right now, including his best friend.

One month passed, Nathan completely disappeared. Rianti also tried hard to resist the taste that made his days upset. He tried his heart and soul to not expect much from the man who had recently filled his life and reigned in his heart and memory.

Until arriving at one time, when Liani was happy with Tiara's happiness over her best friend's pregnancy, at the same time the pain mixed with disappointment immediately gnawed at the inner Rianti.

After a long period of time no news of Nathan, the, that night the man came to the Tiara event by holding a beautiful woman who had been ascertained if the woman must be the person she had been with.

Rianti could not escape the intense pain, he was no longer able to hide the state of his heart to his best friend. With Rianti was forced to finally tell the situation at that time, not to forget his proximity to Nathan everything he told Tiara. Can no longer afford himself to harbor all the feelings that tormented him so far.

Disappointed, that was how Rianti felt at this moment. Not disappointed because Nathan came with a woman, Rianti was disappointed in himself who actually felt the pain in his heart when he saw the reality that was before him.

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