I Select Another Door of Heaven
Not Wanting to Lose

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you all day" Nathan just took off his arms after more than ten minutes of him clutching the body that always calms him down.

"It's okay Mas, Mas must be very busy" Rianti had returned to normalizing the look on his face, acting as if nothing had happened.

"Sorry dear" Nathan said with a look of guilt mixed with fear.

"Together, Mas. Then now Mas shower first, I've prepared the warm water after that I eat yes" Rianti rubbed gently Nathan's cheeks with a sweet smile that always adorned his beautiful face.

"Heum.." Instead of releasing his arm around Rianti's waist, Nathan pulled his wife's body closer and closer to him, one hand creeping into Rianti's neck, without warning he kissed in the lips of his wife greedily.

"Haah, I'll never let you go" Nathan muttered but faintly rang out in Rianti's ear, saying so after letting go of his kiss and directly hugging Rianti tightly.

"I love you baby, very, I love you so much" Nathan said again without letting go of his embrace.

"Yes Mas, I know" replied Rianti with a tight hold on his chest. She knew if her husband's current attitude was the impact of the events earlier this afternoon.

Rianti can feel if her husband is equally depressed by the problems he is facing. Therefore, Rianti will not start a discussion about the incident this afternoon before Nathan himself began. As much as possible he will behave as usual, even though in the heart there is a gaping wound, painful and painful.

Dinner was going on as usual, even though it was just the two of them but the family warmth was really Nathan felt. His heart was so calm looking at the smiling wife and serving her well. During his marriage Nathan never stung Rianti to complain though, or even whine for this or that. Even to take or pick up was always Nathan who initiated.

"Darling, it's almost the fifth month we're married, but as I recall, you've never asked me for anything like that?" after dinner they both filled the time that was not too late tonight by watching television in the living room.

"Huh? What do you mean, Mas?" Rianti who was looking straight ahead turned his head,

"Yes..sort of asking for shopping, or ask for purchasein what is it? Don't like shopping for clothes, bags, shoes, for example?" Nathan also made it clear that his hand played Rianti's long hair which was deliberately not veiled if there were only two of them at home.

"Haha.kirain what mas" Rianti instead laughed, she thought it seemed like her husband was idly asking because there was no topic to discuss.

"Why laugh, I'm seriously darling"

"Serious answers?" Rianti knitted her eyebrows together, she did not expect that her husband's question was serious,

"Yes, why?"

"Kirain joked Mas" kekeh Rianti who actually got a sad look from Nathan. He realized why his wife thought like that, surely because all this time he had no time even to just spoil his wife by going outside the house or buying gifts.

"Alright I'll answer" Rianti took a deep breath before continuing her speech.

"First, because I don't need it yet. In the closet there are still clothes and bags that I can still wear."

"Second, my reason for having more to prioritize. Maybe savings for the future are more important, anyway if such items can be bought when really needed."

"Why do you ask that? What's my embarrassed look?" rianti's mind switched, it's possible that the husband had been embarrassed by his simple appearance.

Their chatter continues with various topics, occasionally joking laughter sounds very happy.

Time crawled more and more night, the wall clock has shown ten o'clock at night. They also agreed to enter the room immediately to rest.

"I went to the bathroom first mas" Rianti pampit was about to clean his face and brush his teeth first before they went to sleep, while Nathan chose to reach for the phone that he had since returned home and stored on a small table beside his bed.

Dozens of incoming messages kept Nathan's phone ringing as it turned on. Some of the messages from his assistants and business associates he ignored because most incoming messages actually came from a number that he was very familiar with, namely the mother and Micah's number.

'Nath, where are you? Micah from earlier on hold nanyain, said your office person has been out since this afternoon' message from the mother became the first message Nathan read.

'Nathan, don't forget to go back to the hospital. Micah still has to be cared for pity her until this hour not even dinner because waiting for you, however now she is legitimately your wife, mama wait'.

"Yourf...." Nathan breathed his coarse breath after reading the next incoming message from the mother that was sent a few minutes ago.

'Brother, it's me Micah. Old number I haven't unblocked brother, so I used a new number. Cepet go home, brother, I miss. I'm waiting at the hospital'

'Brother, where are you? Why haven't you come home yet?'

'Brother, where the hell is kaka? Why is the phone not active? Falah said that he had been out of the office since this afternoon, now why not go to the hospital?'

And there were many other messages from Micah asking where Nathan was. The woman seemed to forget that Nathan had a family and a home to go home to.

"Buck..."

Degs...Nathan is shocked, when the henchman reads the messages on his cell phone suddenly he finds Rianti already in front of him. Nathan's reflex dropped his phone.

"Why Mas? How shocked is that?" Rianti asked but with a slight chuckle,

"You startled me" replied Nathan, who grabbed his phone from the bed, while Rianti turned and walked to the dresser to put night cream on his face.

"That's because the mas so her hennya read the message, until it was not realized I had come out of the bathroom" said Rianti relaxed but managed to make Nathan's heart beat faster, he was afraid that Rianti could see the message he was reading earlier.

"No dear, I only read incoming messages from clients" said Nathan, the first lie he uttered and reply Rianti with a small smile that actually made Nathan become misbehaved.

"Have I brushed my teeth?" Nathan decides to turn off his phone again, not caring about Micah and his mother, who keeps sending him messages.

When he left the office, he told Galah if anyone contacted him and asked him if he was where he should be. Nathan believes Falah told his mother and Micah.

At this moment he was thinking that he did not want to make Rianti hurt, he did not want Rianti to know about this incident at the hospital where he was forced to marry Micah, Nathan did not want Rianti to go by his side, he did not want Rianti to go by his side, nathan didn't want to lose his wife.