I Select Another Door of Heaven
Destiny Love
"My role as a wife is done today, no one wants a divorce but circumstances force me to separate. Despite all my faults, I'm sorry. Despite all your faults, I have forgiven you. If God wills maybe someday we will be reunited, may we meet in the best version of each of us."
The trial hammer just got knocked over by the judge. The divorce lawsuit filed by Rianti has been granted, by hearing the reasons presented by Rianti in the trial about the reason he sued for divorce and it turned out that it was recognized and justified by Nathan then their divorce trial process did not wait long. And today Rianti rightfully bears his new status, as a widow.
Rianti cupped his hands together in front of his chest, he said trying to keep smiling. His position is now faced with Nathan who only looks at the woman who has become his ex-wife with a difficult gaze to interpret.
Since there was no response from her ex-husband, Rianti decided to leave the courtroom.
"I say goodbye to Mas, Assalamu'alaikum" said Riani turned around and stepped towards the exit.
Before actually coming out, Rianti glanced to his right, not far from the exit of his former mother-in-law and ex-wife were sitting waiting for Nathan.
Without hesitation Rianti turned, walking towards the two women who stood up immediately upon seeing Liani's arrival.
"Mom, I'm saying goodbye. Sorry for all the mistakes I made. I'm sorry if I've been there all along and been an unexpected daughter-in-law. May you please and be gracious to forgive me. Neither did you." There was no longer a mama's call from Rianti for her former father-in-law, she knew enough herself if her presence in Nathan's extended family was not desired, ' he said, even he was present in Nathan's life and was his wife without the knowledge of his ex-husband's extended family.
The shadow of her former in-laws' treatment again flashed in Rianti's mind. Still vividly remembered in his memory how his mother Nathan showed a hostile facial expression and did not want his presence during their stay together.
There was no response from his former in-laws, it made Rianti immediately release his hand after kissing the reverent hand of the woman who began to show signs of aging.
Mama Nathan gasped when she realized Rianti was no longer holding her hand. Not yet had Nathan's mother reply to the words of her former daughter-in-law, Rianti had now turned to Micah.
"Mother Micah, forgive me for all my mistakes." Rianti reached out to the woman who is now the only wife of her ex-husband, and with a flat face Micah also welcomed Rianti's hand.
"I'm sorry if I had time to be present between Ma'am and Mas Nathan. For the future I can only pray for the family of Mbak and Mas Nathan happy." said Rianti sincerely pray for the former honeymoon.
"May pregnancy and birth be smooth, healthy always yes Ma'am." Rianti also hugged a glimpse of Micah who just silently did not respond to anything.
"I say goodbye, Assalamu'alaikum." Rianti immediately turned around and stepped his legs wide hoping to reach the exit immediately because being in the room for a long time made his chest tight again.
"Rianti.." mama Nathan's call stopped Rianti's steps, with a smile adorning his face he turned and nodded his head towards mama Nathan then turned back and continued his steps out of the room.
Nathan, who heard everything Rianti said, immediately felt more and more pain in his heart.
He really did not want a farewell with the woman who managed to steal his heart other than Mitha's late house. Now he has to go back to losing because he does not want to be selfish to hold Rianti to stay beside him while only the pain given by him.
"Let's go home!" nathan exclaimed at the two women of different generations, he walked first without looking.
No one made a sound during the trip, the three dissolved in their respective minds. Nathan was focused on driving, but he had a sad face that indicated he was not okay. While Micah, sitting beside him, chose to look at the window, watching every object they passed, no matter what he was thinking. Likewise with Nathan's mother who sat in the back seat, he leaned his head against the back of the seat, occasionally twitching his forehead and exhaling violently, it seemed like so many things were struggling in his mind at this time.
"Where are you going?" nathan asked Micah and his mother,
"It's up to you" Micah answered first, Nathan looked at the mama from the vision mirror above his head.
"To your house" replied Nathan's mother without changing her position, some days they do live in Nathan's house which used to be also occupied by Rianti. While Rianti had been since Nathan had uttered the talaq for him, that day he had also left the house.
After answering Nathan mam Nathan's question, he closed his eyes because of Rianti's shadow when saying goodbye, which suddenly returned to his head.
"I'm going straight to the office, Ma." Nathan did not get out of his car, he said goodbye to the position of being ready to return to the car.
"Lho, Mom!" micah's cry was jolted because Nathan was gone again,
"Mikh, let Nathan calm himself down. However today was a hard day for him." Mama Nathan prevents Micah from catching up with Nathan who is still at the gate, he stops and appears to be calling the security guard, who knows what they are talking about.
Nathan drove his car at a high speed, the atmosphere was still quite early and started towards noon making the road quite stretchable.
Not the office that was his current destination, his car drove in the opposite direction to his office.
An hour Nathan drives now he has arrived at a beach that looks lonely because it is now a working day. He got out of his car and walked down the beach all by himself.
Whether what was on his mind at the moment, it was only one week that he parted with Rianti already made him feel a great longing. Now that he had completely lost his woman, the yearning he felt was increasingly unable to let go....
"Arrrghhh....." Nathan shouted towards the sea blowing wind towards his body.
If I have to remember you again
I won't be able to do what happened to us
If you forget something easy
It won't be heavy, won't make my heart tired
Lose, I admit I lost
Love is bitter and must not have
If I can, I'll come back
I will change the destiny of the love I choose
Although it's impossible, even if I want to
Take you through a time machine
If you forget something easy
It won't be heavy, won't make my heart tired
Long journey I had to go through
Relinquished
If I can, I'll come back
I will change the destiny of the love I choose
Although it's impossible, even if I want to
Take you through the time machine, ho-uh-oh
Wo-uh-oh
If I can, I'll come back
I will change the destiny of the love I choose
Although it's impossible, even if I want to
Bring you, oh-oh
If I can, I'll come back
I will change the destiny of the love I choose
Although it's impossible, even if I want to
Take you through a time machine
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