I Select Another Door of Heaven
Nathan's Request

Nathan nailed, wanting to say if his ears were misheard, if the sentence was not spoken by his wife, if the sentence was not intended for him.

"Are you serious?" the silence that had been created was finally broken because of Micah's question, making Nathan instantly aware of his daydream.

Brakk.tas held Nathan who was ready to step away to the office fell, he turned to look at Rianti who seemed to nod in response to Micah's question. While Nathan's mother was still quietly watching her three daughters-in-law with different facial expressions.

"You don't fuck around, come with me!" nathan's word grabbed Rianti's hand and pulled her to go to their room.

"Mass..." Rianti grimaced because Nathan's hand was tight enough to block him.

The door was closed quite hard, it looks Nathan is holding back his anger.

"Buck..." Rianti was more jolted when Nathan threw him on the bed, Rianti also confirmed his position, sitting on the side of the bed while Nathan was locking the door of their room.

"What do you mean you talk like that?" nathan asked after turning around with a reddened face as it held back in anger. He stood right in front of Rianti with his hands resting on his waist.

"Sorry mas, I lost" said Rianti Iirih, he raised his head, staring at the netra who was holding back the anger which then immediately softened when he heard the soft voice and vibrated Rianti.

"It turns out I have not been educated to be able to sincerely live a household life like this. I'm sorry, but I can't share anymore, I can't help but be jealous of your closeness to your wife, my eyes could not help but tear when night saw you enter the door of another room, my ears were not strong enough to hear every word Micah praised you, until my heart is no longer able to be patient to let go of all that. Forgive me, now, let me take you off completely." sobs began to sound, Rianti could no longer hold back the tears that were crying out to come out of the dam.

"Darling..." saw Rianti who was so hurt Nathan was feeling the same pain, achieved Rianti's body that now feels different. Nathan also seemed to realize if his wife's body is not as it used to be, now looks shrunk than before.

The two embraced, both crying out tightness in each other's chests, tears were reluctant to stop signaling both were heavy in this situation.

"I'm not letting you go, baby. I love you, I love you so much. You're the only one in my heart, you've given me a new life so beautiful for me, I'd be stupid if I let you go, I don't want to lose you. Forgive me for being so unequivocal all this time, please give me a chance, I will try to get out of this situation as soon as possible. Please, hang by my side. Help me to finish this." Nathan spoke with sobs, making Rianti even more unable to stop her crying.

Surviving or giving up, Rianti again hesitated. She knew this situation was not wanted by her husband, is she selfish if she chose to give up and retreat? Her husband struggled to keep up.

"Buck...."

"I beg you dear" Nathan slowly let go of his embrace, he looked at Rianti with a pleading gaze, saying,

"Please, stay by my side. Don't ever leave me, help me to solve this problem immediately." a look of hope returned, Nathan rubbed the top of Rianti's head affectionately, slowly he let out a kiss on his wife's forehead.

"I'm..."

"I know you must be very hurt, I promise to ask mama and Micah to return home. I'm trying to ask Micah's understanding to get away from me."

"Buck..."

"I've never touched it baby, you're the one who's always in my mind and heart even though I'm with him" Nathan finally revealed everything, for a few nights he's been sleeping with Micah, but after Micah fell asleep he preferred to sleep on the floor without anyone's knowledge.

"Mas, you are her husband, your marriage is legitimate, she is your wife too, halal for you to touch. In addition to your birth income, you are also obliged to fulfill your spiritual life, do not make yourself sin because you ignore your obligations" said Rianti in stammering, saying, because however his heart again feels tight when imagining the togetherness of his husband and wife both.

"Sorry baby, I don't want to hurt you any deeper. I love you so much" Nathan hugged Rianti back tightly. Many times he kissed the top of his wife's head.

For some reason, getting expressions of love and warm embrace of her husband, Rianti's heart warmed again. Whether she was despotic or not when in her little heart wished Micah was willing to be detached from her husband.

The plan to Nathan's office is off, and so is Rianti. Both of them gave word if today can not enter the office and chose to spend time together in the room. They also forget that outside the room two women are waiting for both.