HEART EYES HURT
CHAPTER 10 HEALING THE HEART

I remember how we first met, I looked at my wedding photo that was plastered in this room, so happy smiles engraved from both of us sincerely, she said, from the beginning I was married I never planned anything just like running water, because my principle when I was married I belonged to my whole husband, I served my husband well, I obey him I give that loyalty to my husband who aims to get ridho from my Lord.

But everything is now broken, my marriage is over because of trials that I could never bear, and I can't afford to live all by myself, paralyzed is all my defense, he said, the arrogance I showed them both, I was in fact just a woman and a fragile wife who would break down like most other wives when the marriage ran aground. I set my feet toward our room, and I stared at the room that was the pervert of the two of them.

"You two are presumptuous to have dirtyed my house now trying to take my house" I said annoyed.

I immediately took my HP, to contact my mother and tell her everything that happened today, but I saw there was a chat from Bu Rumi that contained Bu Rumi had uploaded a video of the raid mas Herman was with his affair in the sosmed with the blue logo and it turned out to be viral, I replied to a chat from Ms. Rumi and just thanked her. And I immediately looked for my mother's contact and contacted my mother, I waited for the first ring not yet picked up by mama, before long mamah immediately picked up my phone.

"Haloooo assalamu'alaikum mah" I said

"Wa alaikum greetings dear.... How can they not say what, right?"

"More than that, you two have left this house and are married!"

"I can get them married! who married them?"

"Mas Herman and Fina I grebek mah together with the security guard and my neighbors so I immediately called RT sir and pak penghulu to marry them both."

"Are you okay, son?"

"I'm fine, ma'am, even mas Herman has spoken my talaq and another week our first trial mah."

"You must be strong, son."

"I'm coming home, I don't want to stay here anymore, I want to go to my apartment, I want to sell this house is okay, mah?"

"You stay just as good for a while, son, than you are alone."

"No, I need to go alone now I'm going to the apartment."

"Yes, be careful to take care of yourself,"

"Don't tell anyone if I'm in the apartment!"

"Dear, if you need anything, just call me mom!"

After turning off the phone with my mom I put my clothes in my suitcase for me to take to the apartment, yes, I have 1 unit Apartment from my salary before marriage and my store business without mas Herman knowing that all this time I have some assets and business, and, once he knows for sure he'll regret betraying me.

Suddenly the phone rang just as I picked up it was from Aunt Mayang, what else would this filthy family.

[Halo assalamu'alaikum why Aunty? ]

[ Hello Nis What's Up? this is Aunt Mayang ]

[He I know this is Aunt Mayang why Auntie? ]

[Aunty wants to ask Nissa sorry before that Auntie arrears you usually help, Aunty credit card, Nis kok belom you transfer yes until this date already want to mature Nis ]

[Oh that's sorry Auntie I've decided not to help Auntie again, and also for one year I've helped Auntie, I think there's enough money I've been out for Auntie. Fina has also graduated from college tell him to look for work and help the needs of Aunty, Aunty also has a Robi boy Aunt who is a guy, he has worked too ].

[But their needs are many Nis, besides you also promised to help Auntie ]

[Aunty thinks I also have no needs, many needs I also Aunty anyways I just help, as Aunty said, and there is no way I constantly give money to meet the needs of Aunt, very good who is a Aunt child lives at the feet of her mother and I also take care of. emang Aunt who is my mother? auntie, don't bother me anymore, I can't help Auntie anymore ] I said annoyed I just hung up.

After cleaning all my things into the suitcase, I immediately brought my suitcase into the car and I saw outside it turned out that Herman and Fina went to bring the motorcycle, good that at least he just took his own, I locked the door but I forgot how this Herman has the spare key he could have entered this house, if changing the key is now night. I immediately went up to my car to the nearest supermarket to buy a fence padlock and door so that the door could not be opened arbitrarily by mas Herman. After reaching the supermarket I immediately looked for 1 set of padlocks that I needed immediately I paid and returned to the car to get home quickly because it was getting late. I put the padlock and the rope on the front door and luckily I had no side doors and windows were covered with trellises, so the door that is used only this door and then the fence is the same I give a padlock too, so that mas Herman does not want to enter, let tomorrow afternoon I will change all the door locks. After all, I immediately brought the car to the elite apartment area in Jaksel which is a bit far from my home, it was deliberately done to stay away from the chaotic thoughts for a moment and away from the toxic people.

After arriving at my Apartment with 4 suitcases helped by Apartment staff, I immediately put all my belongings and arrange them in the room, fortunately my apartment is always clean, because I always ask people to clean this apartment 3 times a week. After I finished doing everything, I immediately rushed to clean myself into the bathroom.

"Hmmm..fresh feels like all the burdens of life are released just by soaking in warm water, my stomach is hungry this once," I said after changing into a nightgown. I also held my stomach which sounded.

"I'm really hungry, really lazy to cook, just pesen online time yes," I said.

After the order that I ordered online came, I immediately ate it with greed, because I was really hungry from my stomach. And after eating I cleaned up the food marks and then for a moment I fell silent counting how many days left of my leave which turned out to be 1 week away, he exclaimed if I could heal the streets.

"I keep Sera busy, don't she?" ask in my heart

Immediately I take HP and I phone Sera, but the third time the phone is not picked up as well as him! yes, I have slept to rest my body, heart and soul.

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While elsewhere .......

POV Herman

After I was raided by Nissa and the local authorities I immediately married Fina and brought Fina out of the house, although Fina whined and cried asking not to come out of the house, but I can what? as I was about to get out of this house with Fina on my motorbike, Fina again shouted at me and got angry again, I almost got dizzy for her.

"We're using this bike? next to your car let's open the car, where's the key" said Fina.

"Fin, this car, the keys and the STNK are in Nissa, let's get out of here and get you in jail."

"But, why do all the Nissa mba holding, you don't bring anything mas, you get nothing?"

"Oh let's go outside first, we look for lodging or cheap rent first."

"What contract? don't want me to mas than a small contract, yes we better go home mba Nissa, I want to live there is my home also so be, I'm now your wife."

"You don't know Fin, it's Nissa's house from her parents, let's now go on this bike before you report to jail."

With my anger still held back from being annoyed at Fina and the previous raids, I was really dizzy for her, so I just went around in circles with Fina looking for a contract, what I finally got with the rest of the money in my wallet is of course because I wanted to withdraw money at the ATM.

"Oh my god, this is his rented house, there's nothing bigger than this?"

"It's been a while till I get paid."

"But is your money a lot in ATM mas?"

"I don't want to waste any more of my money at the ATM, we have to save money!"

"But mas, not rich gini also mas, where narrow no AC, I will be hot" complained Fina

"You know, the horror you babble keeps making my head hotter want to explode it feels, can be diem not! stop talking Fin!"

"Kok you be so rough like me mas, you promise will make me happy if rich gini how can I be happy, I do not want to live like this, I will not live like this, I don't want to live in a gini-rich cramped house!" said Fina yell.

I also got dizzy listening to Fina's useless chatter and chose to go back out to pick up my suitcase left outside. Let me give you a half-day's permission tomorrow to see Nissa back and ask her to forgive me, and get back on the line, to be honest, I also will not be able to live a hard life rich gini and think of all my needs and can not have fun anymore, let alone Fina is very wasteful, my mind.