HEART EYES HURT
CHAPTER 19 SNEAKY

POV Fina

"Ahhhh shit, why did everything become like this anyway, not according to what I wanted. My life is now destitute, suffering and being driven out everywhere. Where the Om now no longer knows me, mas Herman I can not control anymore as before. Damnit.... Shit...," my inner.

What should I do now? I can't keep going like this. I can't buy anything I want and I can't afford to be poor. Where a small rented house is very hot, not rich Mamah and mba Nissa house first. What aps I am.

"Well, find a solution dong. Mamah said the same about Dito so that Nissa would hire me as a manager at his restaurant, then we can go back to that house again Mah."

"Yes Mamah knows, but if Dito already said that, it's difficult for Fin to change it, it's difficult to seduce him again. Anyway you did make sure all the same thing Herman, you two are really sorry, Nissa's house has not been able to, but it has been found out, but it has been found out, You also if you have a mouth should be maintained and if you want to talk it filter first, do not play origin meblak aja, think first. Want to ask for a job to talk about rich ngawur that, so his parents are raging, your son is despicable rich that."

"Yes, I'll just talk about the facts Mah, the reality is that rich, already want 2 years instead, but mba Nissa is not pregnant too right."

"Not been given a single time, Fin. Anyway yes, because you were found out with the Herman, Mamah's life was affected, so follow difficult and slow as well. Matah Matah from Nissa was removed as he was, not yet rations from Dito mas also who is usually given 5 million now only loved a million Nis. You imagine Mamah a month now only hold a million money, while you're the same Herman can't be Mamah andelin, you two no one loves Mamah money at all."

"Yes, my mother must continue to persuade Om Dito, so that I can work at the super big mba Nisa restaurant. If I could be the manager, I would give money every month. Anyway, I don't want to know. Mamah must persuade Om Dito point. He's a brother mamah, a time of tega ngebiarin his own sister is hard rich gini," I said while cursing.

We were still in the taxi online. I saw the taxi driver just looking at us with a flat face, but occasionally glancing at us. This time the trip was very slow. I want to get home and wait for Herman to come home to move into his mother's house. At least at home my in-laws are more comfortable than this house, my inner self.

Arriving at home, it was late afternoon, and soon it was time for Herman to return home. I have to take Herman's heart back to what it used to be. Looks like I should try to seduce her again and pretend to be a good wife in order for her to come back down. I will prepare dinner first for him, even though Herman is stingy now and can only give 2 million rupiah to eat us a month, he said, but I still can't leave Herman's mas completely. Because Beni mas could not give me a house, I immediately went to the kitchen to prepare dinner because the house was clean every day cleaned by Mamah.

Geck... Geck... Geck...

I heard a knock on the door, I purposely locked the door so I could hear if anyone came, so I could welcome him when Herman came home. And sure enough that came this was mas Herman. I kissed her hand and took her briefcase. After that, I immediately put Herman's briefcase in our room. Then I immediately made my favorite sweet tea mas Herman. While doing all that, Mas Herman just fell silent, until he did not know what to say.

"Why are you Fin missing?" said Herman astonished.

"What the hell, what's that talking about?"

"Yes no, just wonder the same behavior you today, tumben very usually also you bodo same time me."

"Yes not mas. I've come to realize that I'm already your wife so I have to serve you really, I'd love to change for the better."

"Yes, I hope you really change, not because you want to, right?"

"Yes, it's not mas. You are my husband now. Things I really wanted to make happen long ago."

"Bath bath first want some clean, later we have dinner together, whether I want to tell you about mba Nissa."

"SamefY? Why her?" herman was curious. I could see his eyes staring straight at me.

Is Herman planning on going back to Nissa? Actually it's okay if he comes back again with Nissa, even really good in my opinion.

"Entar just finished eating we just talked." Mas Herman did not answer me back, because he immediately went to the room to take toiletries and clothes to bathe in the back bathroom near the kitchen.

After finishing and preparing dinner, Mas Herman immediately went out of the room and approached the two of us to sit at the dining table. We ate in silence and there was only the sound of a spoon. After finishing dinner, Mas Herman went straight ahead to the TV room that was made into one with the living room.

This is how I am now. Eating potluck, the house was narrow, money from Beni mas also can not I use everything because the credit card has a limit, can only shop my wishes only. I also immediately cleaned up our used plate and washed it immediately so as not to accumulate in the sink.

When we were all gathered in the front room, I sat down next to Herman.

"Nissa's Treasure means that? As far as I know Nissa only has a big salary first and the house we live in is her parents' house."

"Mas, are you not surprised from where Mba Nissa can buy you a cash car even though it is used and can meet the needs of the house? Sometimes fulfill what you asked for for almost 2 years mas? Even if you ask him never much."

"Yes, I said that Nissa's salary is huge, almost 8 million per month and she instead rose to become the Director of Finance at the Company where she works now" said a person in the conversation.

"Where do you know?" ask me again.

"Now I'm in an office with Nissa, but her position is much higher than that of me who is just an ordinary Staff, '" he replied.

"You don't blame me for separating from Nissa's mom, do you?" ask me again.

"I was sorry at first, but Nissa didn't want to come back to me anymore" Mas Herman replied.

"I'm sure that Mba Nissa still loves you mas. Try to seduce him again and say you've let me go so we can live together again and live with the treasure as before. I don't want to live like this, sleeping in a cramped house like this" I said, whining and holding Herman's arm.

"He came from a wealthy family and became the heir to the fortune of his mother Aunt Arum who owned a vast oil palm plantation, and is now bequeathed to him. You don't want to live with Nissa like you used to, do you? You can ask for everything you want, a house, a car and even good food every day. You don't have to work. We can continue our relationship like we used to" I continued.

"I'm actually very rich and will pass on his wealth to Nissa. Why didn't you tell me, Fin?" said mas Herman.

"I think you already know the mas," I said.

"Now Nissa is getting rich after becoming a Director and has a luxury restaurant in South Jakarta. I really am counting on you. Persuade your rayumu who will be able to return with Nissa and we can get his fortune. It seems to have been seen before our eyes," I said.

"What's your fate, ma'am? Do you want to go back with Nissa for the sake of all of us?" my many.

"Actually I want to get back with Nissa, but how? Every time he saw me, he ran away" replied Herman.

"You should try, don't give up. If Mba Nissa can't be interested in you, claim the treasure as long as you're married to her" I asked.

"But I tried in court yesterday. You know, I can't sue. If I keep pushing him, I'll lose and maybe even go to jail for cheating on you and not giving him enough to live" Herman said languidly.

"You risk Fin, too, for the same charges" explained Mr Herman.

"You mean why I'm in jail, what's wrong with me?" I don't understand yet.

"You're the one who cheated on me, and the living I was supposed to give you to Nissa. Nissa's lawyer has proof of all this. So, before yesterday's trial, Nissa's lawyer came to talk about the matter" Herman said.

"What?" Shouted my Mamah with a high tone.

"You are like a child. Why be found out? You should be Herman! can manage your parents' palm oil plantation with Nissa because it will be passed down to her, and Fina can manage the big Nissa restaurant" said Mamahku.

"I'll try making another appeal to Nissa. I will take very good care of him so that he can melt down and come back with me. I'm tired of my poor financial situation, I can't buy anything I want or even have fun anymore" Herman said.

"You have to succeed. If necessary, I'm looking for experts to help you conquer a woman's heart. But, before it works, we should move to your mother's house, so you can be close to your mother" I said again

"You mean?" asked Mas Herman in great shock while stiffening his chin.