HEART EYES HURT
ALISHA NGIDAM

"Alisha..... You turned out to be here, mamah cariin from earlier son" said Nissa who came out of hiding.

"Moment.... Mamah Nyariin Alisha, what is Papah's nyari? Kangen well same Papah, New week also Mah" ledek Alisha. Nissa approached Alisha and mbok Jum, then sat down next to her daughter.

"Mom...I permit to go back first yes Ma'am" said mbok Jum who immediately woke up from his seat.

"Where are you going mbok? diem is here with us." asked Nissa.

"Mbok wants to cook Ma'am, it's going to be afternoon"

"Oh he or thank you mbok" said Nissa, and mbok also headed to the kitchen. Nissa saw her son who was getting fatter, especially with the content of his twins

"You are, Mamah if you miss Papah you, just call, keep Papah will mamah nyamperin, at the speed of light."

"He was, who was the level of a toad, but I saw Mamah the same Papah was always friendly" said Alisha smiling to see Nissa.

"Oma's grandchildren how in the stomach of Mamah, healthy healthy right"

"Well, Alisha wants to go home to Indonesia Mah Kangen, miss the food there, continue Mamah also certainly can not be far from Papah."

"But you're okay, right, your pregnancy is still 5 months baby, wait for you aja aja dear"

"Or Alisha does not want to go back to Indo Mah, Alisha wants to stay here"

"Kok you say that, you're out of school, you can go to college, son, let your children take care of you."

"Well, thank you Mah, Mamah is always next to Alisha under any circumstances Mah"

"Dear, you are the only Princess Mamah and the love of Mamah, so Mamah will always be ready for you"

"Yes mama, I don't know what I'm doing anymore if there's no Mama, even I'm thinking of killing them, but I can't afford Mah, I love them Mah"

"Dear, you just don't think strange, must always be cheerful and healthy so that the grandchildren are also healthy" said Nissa immediately embraced Alisha tightly. Nissa knew the sadness of her son, who must be missing the father of her children.

"Where are you? Did you go out?"

"Lumayan is Mah, not as bad as in the beginning."

"Good, but you can eat rice yet"

"Try yuk mah, I'm hungry" said Alisha who entered the house with her mother Nissa.

"Dear one... What do you want to eat? mamah Masakin for you" said Nissa asked her son.

"Mahs... Actually there is something I really want now but not food" said Nissa when they were in the kitchen saw mbok Jum cooking, mbok Jum who listened to their conversation guessed, will this young lady tell her the truth.

"By the way, whatever cravings you, you want, Mom will strive for any love for you dear"

"But this power is impossible"

"Darling Mama, we must try, God is with us, so do not be afraid. What do you want to say to Mom?"

"Actually.... But I'm ashamed of Mah" said Alisha who even closed her face to make Nissa anxious for him.

"You're this... Not now speaking... If you don't mamah kelitikin nih"

"Don't Mah... But Mamah promised not to be angry with me, Mah" said Alisha.

Nissa looked into her son's face. Is it possible that Alisha will say the thing that she said to Mbok Jum this morning? nissa murmured in the heart.

"Dear by the way... Mama will try to make you. What do you want to ask for? Travelling to APRIKA?"

"Not Mah, why go there? Meet the actor, oh..no!"

"Because....."

"I actually really want Mah to squirm the face of Mr. Mario, maybe this is the desire of pigs Mah... I also really want every night to make his clothes Mario sir, But impossible Mah, my desire is" said Alisha sad, Nissa who saw her son sad to make his Heart Eyes hurt too. Nissa did not want to see her favorite child cry.

"Honey, why don't you just tell Mario if you need him, why did you refuse to love him?"

"Sorry Mamah Nak, it should be the same rich question you ask, the question that makes you sick dear" said Nissa hugging her child tightly, Alisha crying considering the incident. Her chest is tight, but she won't show it to her Mom. Mbok Jum who saw it all could only cry in silence.

"Honey anyway whatever decision you will support Mamah, and about your request this Mamah will make sure you will get it." said Nissa who still hugs her daughter.

"How is Mah?" asked alisha with a sparkling face releasing her Mom's embrace.

"You've got three guys who are as cute as you, so they love you" Nissa smiled.

"Akhs... My mom is indeed the best" said Alisha who again began to smile.

"Anyhow all they have to do is get Mario dressed and take his video of Mario live. How do you agree?"

"Let's Mah...Alisha believes in Mamah anyway.

Both laughed happily. Mbok Jum who saw both of them happy followed happily too, mbok Jum continued his cooking in the kitchen fearing his cooking was burnt.

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POV Herman

I opened my eyes after a good night's sleep that night, after making peace with the situation, I decided to give my wife a second chance so she could change, I will direct my wife to be better and more obedient as before, she does not want her marriage this time to fail like my three previous marriages, I am tired of having to start a new relationship with others.

I saw Kokom who was next to me sleeping very fast, Kokom is a woman who has been with me for several years in times of difficulty and pleasure, all that feels fast to me, but it was with Kokom that I knew the meaning of loyalty.

"I will try once again to maintain our marriage Kom, I am ashamed if I have to divorce you and remarry another woman, Arka will hate me even more, Arka, because people must have seen his father, the mater and the cheating man, I don't want my son to hate me anymore" said Herman next to Kokom who was still sound asleep.

I will make Arka responsible for his life and finance all my needs and desires, for I am his real Father, and it is Arka's duty to serve his parents, my Inner Father.

I stepped my foot into the bathroom to clean myself up and get ready for sports because it just so happened that today the sub-district is on holiday. After taking a bath I saw Kokom still asleep, I approached Kokom whose mouth was wide open.

God, I just found out after all these years, he's sleeping scaly like this. Tumben once at 6 o'clock rich gini he hasn't woken up, I said in my heart.

"Kokom's up....! it's noon, I want to go" I said while shaking Kokom's body. Kokom stretched his body and opened his eyes slowly, Kokom got up by stretching his hands up, and yawned very wide. I could immediately smell the smell of hell coming from his mouth.

"Brush your teeth there, stink your mouth" I said annoyed.

"Where are you going? early in the morning it was neat" he asked with a face that was still sleepy.

"This morning I want to exercise in the park, there is gymnastics, you do not forget to clean up at home and cook, when I come the food must already be on the table" I said that I immediately left Kokom who was still blank maybe, because he just woke up from his sleep.

I got out of the house and took my motorcycle from the spacious garage, which fit one car and hopefully someday I can have another car like I used to, when I was married to Nissa. Farewell to Nissa was the stupidest thing I've ever done in my life. I'd be so poor, if I hadn't been divorced from Nissa, my life would have been rich, and I'd have had a handsome, beautiful child, well if I could turn back the clock, my inner self.

I also ride my motorcycle to the park which is a little far from my home, to do sports brisk walking, my body is still prime I have to take care of it as well as possible, even though I am old, even though I am old, but I cannot lose with Agam who has a strong body because of his gym, I also have to be able to have a body with perfect muscles even without a gym, aka free sports and It's even more practical.

I put my bike in a parking lot full of two-wheelers there. Though it was only 7 am, but this park was already full of oceans of people, because of the hungry stomach, I was looking for breakfast vegetables, it seemed good, I thought.

After a while I looked for the vegetable poultice finally met also and I approached the vegetable pontong seller, the buyer was quite crowded, I was waiting in line for a few minutes.

"Rpa ... Lontong vegetable 1 yes sir" said me while sitting on the bench that has been provided.

"It's a minute sir ... No pedes sir?" said the seller.

"It's customary sir" I said. Then the seller immediately mix my order vegetable lontong.

While I was waiting for my food to be finished, my shoulders fell from behind and I was surprised why the Princess was here.

"Hay mas Herman sports here too" he said very happy to meet me.

"It's as you can see"

"What a coincidence. We meet here, lest we mate again mas" he said that makes me look at his face and see a smile still engraved on his sexy lips.

"Don't joke Put, I already have a family"

"Yes mas... I understand, I'm just kidding don't put it in the heart. But if Herman wants to be my second wife, I want to go..."