HEART EYES HURT
CHAPTER 21 HAPPINESS NISSA

He is Herman is his father, and I have not thought at all about this matter, whether I should tell him or not, I better ask my family and friends for this matter, because I also can't decide on my own and I don't want to because my pregnancy was made a tool for Herman to try to get back to me, moreover, he already knew about my situation and my income, he would definitely try to come back to me again to fulfill all of his material lifestyle, especially now that I know his finances are falling with a small salary, plus Fina who does not work and Aunt Mayang who lives with them. It must be getting dizzy that Herman is thinking about his finances.

"Not Aunty, Herman doesn't know about this yet, and I don't think I'm going to tell Herman about it right now, let him live his new life with Fina. I don't want to live with a real person like Herman, Tantem" I explained.

"And I hope Auntie doesn't tell anyone just yet Auntie! About my pregnancy."

"Dear baby, Auntie understands! Auntie ain't gonna tell anybody about your pregnancy son. And lucky you are now separated from Herman, if you are not divorced, Aunt sure Herman will not want to let you go, Aunt sure it is." Said Auntie Dwi while hugging and calming me, on her swab of my back gently.

All of Papah's brothers were very kind to me and my Mom, because we were all used to helping each other, when there was a family in distress, so when all the family knew that Fina was cheating with mas Herman who incidentally was my husband at that time, all the Papah family and Mamahku family hated Aunt Mayang and Fina very much, moreover, they know what we have done to help the Aunt Mayang family. So the family of the father no one respect or help Aunt Mayang at all or blame Mamah, when Mamahku kicked Aunt Mayang out of the actual house, the house that was occupied by Aunt Mayang was the home of Grandma from my mother's side.

"Yes already Dit, Arum, Nissa, Aunty go home first yes, later try to come yes, do not let not come, if you do not come I will be angry," said Auntie Dwi with a face made angry with mixed smile.

"We must have come in three" replied my Papah. Then Auntie Dwi left the three of us who were still sitting in the gynecologist's waiting room, after a few minutes Auntie Dwi left us, my name was immediately called by the Sister who became an Assistant Obstetrician, too, I and my Mom went straight into the doctor's room with Mom holding my hand because my body still felt a little weak, while my Papah was waiting outside waiting for the Doctor, he didn't want to go inside.

"Siang Ma'am, how can I help you? What are your complaints, ma'am? " ask the doctor I just knew named Doctor Melisa, who looks from the pin her name that just strapped us with some questions.

"This is Doc, my son just fainted, fit another hour of work in his office. Keep it in the nearest clinic right in check is pregnant Doc, so we want to make sure about the fetus in my son's womb Doc." Clearly my Mom is as complete as possible.

"Okay ma'am, please lie down first, ma'am! I'll check using the USG ma'am."

I got up straight from my seat and was laid by my Mom to the Doctor's check bed. My upper clothes were also opened a little so that my stomach was slightly fat, I did not realize because I had never paid attention to my appearance before, especially after my divorce with mas Herman, I forgot to take care of myself because I was not preoccupied with endless work.

The cold jelly was applied by my assistant Doctor, it was cold on my skin, and then Melisa used my silvery ultrasound and looked at the monitor to look for my fetus.

"This fetal sac is already visible, and the fetus is also already seen developing well Mom. Thank God the fetus also looks healthy, ma'am....." Doctor Melisa explained the state of my fetus.

"About how many months" I asked.

"About 8 Weeks Ma'am, Ms. Nissa should really take care of the mother's fetus huh, because this is still the first trimester so really should be taken care of her food, her vitamins and should really rest Full." Obviously Doctor Melisa who immediately moved to the seat of the original Doctor.

I was also helped by the Assistant Doctor to close my clothes and papah by Mamah and Sister to get off the patient's bed. After that, Mama and I sat back in the patient chair provided.

"In good care yes Mother, if you can mother better take a leave of absence this week to rest at home and just stay in bed only, if you can, you should not do any activities except bathing and urinating, because the mother was also before this had fainted so please note the condition of the mother's own body, again the food please take care of Mom...... This I will prescribe a drug booster content, and vitamins that you must drink until it runs out, later on redeemed at the pharmacy ya ma'am." Doctor Melisa.

"Okay Doctor, I will remind my son to keep doing everything the Doctor said before" said Mamahku, and I can only smile at Doctor Melisa.

"Thank you so much Doctor" I said weakly.

"Then we say yes, ma'am, thank you very much" said Mamahku. Then we both immediately left the room of Doctor Melisa and brought a prescription drug that Mamah gave to Papahku to be redeemed at this hospital pharmacy.

I was still in the papah by Mamah in a wheelchair, Mamah also took me to the hospital lobby to wait for Papah who was redeeming medicine so as not to walk far to the car park, so that the, because the dispensary room must go inside again so the distance is a bit far from the lobby and car park.

A few minutes later Papah came with medicine and vitamins for me and we went straight to the car park and went straight home.

Arriving at home, I immediately entered my room, only the difference is now that my room is below the one that had previously been cleaned and arranged like my room above, and my stuff has been moved to the basement.

When I woke up it was already afternoon, and I almost missed my ashar prayer, although the body still felt limp, I took ablution to the bathroom and performed the Ashar prayer solemnly and prayed to Allah for the blessings and sustenance I have now, although my marriage was destroyed because of the third person, God is very good to present a child in my womb who will be my reinforcement and give happiness in my life later. I stroked my slightly fat stomach and smiled praying that my son would develop well and be healthy until he was born." Mom is waiting for you to be born, baby" I said with a smile on my lips.

"Darling you've woken up, son," My mother I went into my room and her surprise behind Mamah was Sera, Danu, Arsyi, and Diana coming to see me.

"Hay beloved," said Sera and Arsyi compact. The people in this room laughed together.

"Where did you go to doctor Nis? Thank God it's healthy, isn't it Nis?" asked Sera who was directly sitting next to me.

"Alhamdulillah my son is healthy Ser And you know now my content has been 8 weeks, not expecting when before I did not know anything."

"Yes I see you are not dizzy or anything like that" said Arsyi astonished.

"That means we're in Labuan Bajo you're pregnant. Fortunately you are not tired of Nis," said Sera.

"Nih Nis we bring seger fruits usually pregnant women want the seger seger." Said Danu who immediately put the fruit parcel to the nightstand next to my mattress.

"Oh, Diana, what is office work? I think some days I can't go in, I'll call Mr. Boy and I'm sorry I have to make this decision, I want to resign from my job now."

The four of them all looked at me in shock but Sera let out a sigh of understanding and stuttered her head and immediately hugged me.

"Its Ok's. Honey was the best decision Nis, now you just focus on your content,... But you must remember! we'll all always be there for you, so if you need anything, just call us and I don't want you to lose contact with all of us, either," sera said after hugging me and strengthening me.

"She Ma'am, just calm the problem of safe work, I've also contacted Mr. Boy Bu, and Mr. Boy does not mind it."

"Ia Nis, yes although definitely the office will be quiet, but I support also your decision. This is your time to be happy because you will soon be a mother, so you must take care of your content and take care of your health. We-we will certainly often come here to make our beautiful pregnant women." Arsyi.

"But Nis the semprul Herman wants you to tell me? She was my nyamperin when I just got to Lobby and she knew you fainted, but I was cuekin instead I stayed in her Lobby. As soon as I see the face of him who is pretentious to worry about you that way," said Sera.

"Please no one will tell him first. The cadut likes to say I'm barren and I want to make a surprise fit at my Aunt's wedding as well as the Fina if I'm pregnant..... And he's not gonna do me anymore or fuck me again... "

"Yes, if it is your decision to make fina or revenge against him, you must tell me yes Nis, Nis, because I really do make fina out of it and I help you," said Sera spirit.

"He told you I was also Nis, It feels like I want to jait the mouth of the Fina, the actor who does not know himself," said Arsyi. I just nodded my head and smiled at the absurd behavior of my friends. Those who are so kind and loyal friends and always there strengthen me..... God has been so kind to give this wonderful blessing. We had a chat in my room, luckily there was a sofa and a table, so no one was standing in my room.

After the azan magrib reverberated we all included Mamah who was still participating in the pilgrimage to chat with my friend invited us all to pray the congregation magrib, which was also very important, and coincidentally in my house there is a special place that is provided for congregational prayer.

After the congregational prayer was over we all went straight to the dinner table for dinner together. Just while eating a meal suddenly Joko sir came into the house and reported that at the front gate there was Herman sir who wanted to meet me, At once we were all silent..

"Herman why the hell is he here? Tell Joko to come home! tell Nissa she's asleep and don't dare come back to this house." My father was angry and upset. And Mr. Joko immediately came out and told a message from Papahku to mas Herman.

What else would Herman want here? It seems like my gut feeling is right that Mas Herman will be ruining my life again after knowing my income and some assets I have.