HEART EYES HURT
CHAPTER 6 BREAKS THE 3RD WORLD WAR

Nissa POV

This salary slip belongs to Mas Herman, but why the writing in BUMN? and not at school. I have to ask Herman for an explanation, and what the hell is this! there was a salary that Herman received was 7 million every month," my eyes wide see the slips of Herman's salary.

So many lies that he did to me, I did not feel I was crying in silence while holding my chest that felt tight to the Eye of my Heart, I felt this Wound. No idea what my lack has been for 2 years? all I love for him, even I just keep quiet when he gives a living only one million a month, but his reply is like this! my tears are filled with tears.

Without waiting for a long time and protracted I went down, before I wiped my tears first, and from now on I promise I must be a strong woman, she said, I can't cry anymore for a dirty man like him. Ayok Nissa's...! you must be strong Nissa...! don't be weak..! I cried in my heart to strengthen myself.

I went straight down to the dining table, and I saw Herman go to the dining table as well, and then immediately saw the side dishes served by frowning.

"Dek kok rich side dishes gini doang! vegetables know the same tempeh and where is the fish?" ask Herman.

"We'll again ngirit mas I can no longer remember the lack of spending this house, you will give me only one million, that money for a month which is quite mas!" I said without looking at Herman's face.

"Yes, but not the Deck! is your money over on the deck? is there time to buy fish?" ask Herman again.

I slammed the spoon I was holding while I looked at Herman's face sharply, I saw Herman was shocked by what I was doing.

"You are yes! I should have been a husband, I thought! a million dollars but want to live well, want to eat good, horrifying yes mas! I was in PHK without a severance and my money ran out for that insignificant lifestyle! you remember you always asked me for money, whether it was a million or anything and lastly by not knowing the shame you asked for 5 million! you think I'm an ATM running you mas!" I said angrily and pulled out all my grunts.

"Not that deck mas only..., yes already, he deh mas eat, already yes you do not get angry at the dinner table, not good loh!"

"You don't want to eat, you buy yourself"

"After eating something I want to talk about and it's very important!"

"It's Deck,"

After we finished eating we continued to the TV room and this is where I resisted all the irritation since I wanted to spill into the face of Herman! let me be called a brash wife or one who does not appreciate my own husband because all this time my sacrifice was in vain.

"This is what mas? you can explain!" I said as I gave a scrap of paper to Mas Herman and this is still a fashion one, has not exploded.

The paper was opened by Herman, and I saw Herman startled and looked straight at me.

"It's a Deck, I can explain the deck"

"Yes, it's clear now!"

"It's actually not meant to lie just.." replied Mas Herman nervously.

"What's it all about? 2 Years old! our marriage is 2 years old! and you lied about it, you lied about the salary, you too if I don't find it, you want to know when you're going to lie and hide all of me!" pissed me.

"Your salary is 7 million and you only give me 1 million every month? you think I have to rack my brain, how do I take care of our finances! and you feel good about nothing! just know her eat well, your needs are guaranteed, not to mention you always ask for my money for what? you think the car you got I bought cash? credit is it! and I paid the installments, you didn't think it was there!" i firmly.

"She I know Dek, I'm sorry, I think because you also work so you feel you're enough if you only hold that kind of money, besides, you know you also have to give to mom as well."

"You give me only a million mas every month and your money is still 5 million left, and the rest where? 2 Years old!"

"There's a deck, I don't use it for nothing, it's in my savings."

"Mas sure! don't make an affair with a woman out there, do you?" tanyaku.

"He believes the deck, the deck is already this problem aja you fuss, you are also working Dek, so you payday also every month, so I think your money a lot Deck.

"What did you say? I pay a lot every month! use your brain when you say."

"You're the one who spoke with brains! I'm still your husband Nissa! don't wander!"

"Denger yes dear Herman, all this time you are lazy in my life, hitchhiking in my life, you give me a living I only a million, still want me to respect you! from now on never stay in this house, leave you from here!!! I don't want to have a cheating husband and a liar like you, go!!!"

"Don't Deck, he's sorry yes, mas promise will love you more monthly money, but please do not drive the mas from here," said mas Herman memiba.

"Why don't you want to get out of here? your salary is great, you can support yourself."

"So Deck, it's deck, I know you're emotional, if we keep going and break up how about our extended family Deck, they'll be ashamed."

"OKs... If Mas Herman doesn't want to split up and get out of this house, where your ATMs love me let me take care of your finances."

"Udah mas I'm in the same sprain you don't have to fish! if you want to sleep first," said I'm good he asked for his rights even though his body was already in the same neutral with other women who there I disgusted.

It's been 4 days and it's time I play my duty to just stay at home without working by starting to relax and relax cleaning the house, and tenacious that also belom here, and, maybe the show's done. Aunty I returned, maybe Herman would be shocked when he knew there was no aunt in this house and Fina was also shocked when her room was a mess especially after she knew her things were not in place, and then look at you! my game will start soon....

I cleaned every corner of the house although it was tiring but I enjoyed it all, because I had not cleaned the house for a long time - count sports, I thought.

Mas Herman had gone to the office, of course still using the car, even though the intention was that the car wanted me to take it home to sell. But mending tomorrow, I pretend to bring the car to be returned to the Dealer for not being able to pay the installments, but I'm confused if Herman did not check his savings? kok still aja kalem-kalem Bae, bodo very, emang I think, my mind while continuing to mop the floor.

Duh tirednya.., but the body so lightly rich after sports. After I finished mopping I want to take a shower and then after that I cook. Fast walking time is already 5 o'clock, just a moment again mas Herman came home. I'm the monologue myself.

After cleaning the body, let it look fresh and fresh I also immediately cook the usual menu only there are vegetable kale, tempe fried, sambal and tofu bacem, but there is no food, I have to cook like this aja bodo time with komplenan mas Herman later.

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POV Herman

"Darling you don't do that, kok tambek." said Fina.

"Yes now my ATM is in Nissa's hands because Nissa already knows my job and salary if I don't pay her, I was kicked out by Nissa, I don't want to stay with my family, I don't want to stay with my family, what's more there is narrow, I don't want to go back to being poor" Herman said in a cafe with Fina

Yes they made a deal at the cafe this afternoon after work and Fina also finished her thesis and the trial so automatically Fina will return to Nissa's house.

"But right mas if the gold all taken how? I'm not part! I can't care can't shop anymore! so what was it, Nissa in PHK? Kok can, even though I want to ask for help mba Nissa to apply at the company mas," said Fina pretending to be sad.

"Yes already if you can't, then help naro in job application at work masjaja yes, already that you don't feel sad, then, mas still have savings and bonus money mas is also still there, right if the bonus in love is not the end of the month but the middle of the month, so Nissa does not know." I said.

"Bonus you how much is mas?" ask Fina

"A month can be 2 million" I replied

" Two million doang, which is enough mas! yeah let's go home."

"We both went home from the cafe, because we had just ordered a drink, so now it feels very hungry, hopefully at home aunty cook delicious again, rich first.

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Nissa POV

"It looks like Herman has come home" I said then I saw and it was tenacious that was home but why with Herman.

"Our Nissa MBA came home," said Fina who immediately fell on the seat, very nice tuh tuh child came to relax thought this was her home what!

"Why can you go home together!" manyaku.

"Oh I was chatting mas Herman mba, asked to be picked up, I was afraid to go home alone" Fina explained

I just kept quiet and went to my room to clean up.

"Mas, mba Nissa went to her room, there was already food time yes, Ayuk we eat, hungry today at the cafe did not buy food," cried Fina.

"Tar lah we wait for Nissa, not good if not together, anyways I want to take a shower first, do not mess with you Fin," said mas Herman.

"Yes, I told you that Nissa is so sorry, I also want to take a shower first." Fina Yell.

After I finished cleaning myself I saw that Herman was lying on the bench in the bathroom and closed his eyes, sometimes I still wonder what I lack until you do this, am I not attractive anymore mas, but I quickly get rid of the feeling because soon I will file a divorce letter with mas Herman.

I woke Herman from his sleep by shaking his body without me speaking a word because it felt like this heart was dead there was only a feeling of disgust and hatred for him.

"Udah finished his Bath Deck? after I took a shower we ate yuk Dek, because I was very hungry, but you wait for mas ya," said mas Herman while rushing to the bathroom.

"Yes," I answered briefly densely and clearly.

After Herman finished the bath we went down to the dining table together and I saw that there were pinworms sitting at the dinner table, but he just kept quiet while staring at the food, maybe he's not feeling well, I thought.