HEART EYES HURT

HEART EYES HURT
CHAPTER 63 GIVING BIRTH


Nissa POV


Thank God I ended up spending weeks feeling happy, although now I feel worried because it is approaching the estimated day of birth (HPL ) fortunately I have a family that always supports me at any time, my stomach is getting bigger, my stomach is getting bigger, but I deliberately did not find out the gender of my son, because the time of the USG, not told by the doctor, so it would be a surprise, "I thought.


Every day I do routine pregnant gymnastics, walking, even I often mop the floor by riding, he said he was believed to help launch labor later, later, for sure I always pray to Allah in my prostration and my prayer may be given ease in labor, and the child I gave birth to is healthy and perfect without any shortcomings.


For Herman's problem, I don't care, and Fina has not given any more news about him, before she had told me about revenge by making her hands paralyzed, and he had never told her, to replace the womb he was raised, but I advise him, and may he listen, if we take revenge later we will be added to the loss, because everything will not be finished, he said, so it is better that Fina should be more sincere, for God will always help her servant who truly repents and goes on the path of goodness, let Herman get a direct reward from God, we just have to give up all our business to God, and it looks like Fina followed my advice, because the news about Herman I last heard, he left his wife again, and lived alone, rented without a job.


Today my body felt very weak, from after the dawn I continued to experience false contractions, my lower stomach hurt, I just kept quiet room, while enduring this pain, I just kept this pain, I was, I stroked my belly dear, channeled all my strength to my son, so that my son could feel that I loved him dearly.


" Your stomach still hurts" said my mama worried, I could see the anxiety in my mama's eyes, she lifted my body and gave me some pillows so I could sleep comfortably, I did not answer the question mamah, just a weak ring that I did, deliberately because I did not want mamah too worried, I was confused, but from the calculation of HPL, still 4 days I gave birth.


" Yes, you have slept... Mamah take food yes, let you not be so limp, "mama said straight out of my room, I did not listen too much to what mamamah said, I also fell asleep for a moment.


" MUH..... MAHUHHH.... SORETTT "my cry keeps holding my stomach.


" O God Nissa.... PAPAAAHHHHH "yell mamah.


" O God Nissa... We need to get Nissa to the hospital... "


" He pak ayok pah" said my mamah worried, papah immediately lifted me ala bridal headed to the car.


The whole house followed in a panic without exception, even Aunt Lusi who was outside watering plants followed in panic for him because he heard the screamed mamah arum.


" Choover juuummmmm.... " Shouted mama Arum.


" You please prepare Nissa's baby clothes, and my clothes, sir, and Nissa's clothes... Later mbok followed by Mr. Dadang using Nissa's car... Straight to the hospital.... Now yes mbok I wait " said Ms Arum when she saw mbok Jum run to her.


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POV Author


When the family car arrived at the maternity hospital, Nissa was immediately picked up by her papa, and the sisters immediately brought a cage to the IGD room.  In IGD Nissa is directly handled by obstetricians.


" Aduuhhhh was sick" said Nissa grimacing to make Bu Arum cry, worrying about the state of Nissa.


" Patience to Mom.... Please open her legs first ma'am, I'll check how many openings ma'am" said the female doctor, obstetrician who will help the process of birth of her son Nissa....


Agam suddenly walked into the IGD room, and immediately held onto Nissa's powerful hand.... Like channeling strength so Nissa could survive.


" At birth ready, Miss Nissa follow my words yes Ma'am " said the obstetrician.


" You're strong Nis... Let us bring our children into this world " said Agam staring fixedly at Nissa's eyes.


" Mas Agam" said Nissa like hypnotized Agam's speech, and it was like giving strength to Nissa.


" Ayok Bu doroung" said the doctor...


" AAAKKKKHH....... AAAKKKKHHH." said Nissa pushed and menden.


" Oakk...... Oakkk..... Oakkk..... " Birth was a very handsome baby boy, with a face that was a combination of Herman and Nissa. Nissa's baby was taken by the nurse to be cleaned. After cleaning the baby Nissa was taken to the baby's room.


" Nissa you made it, our child was born you wait here, I'm going to make it happen" said Agam who kissed Nissa on the forehead, and left Nissa for the nursery.


Nissa who was kissed suddenly could only quietly mute and blush her face.


" Cie's.... Cie.... Romantic is the father of Mom... " Sister's voice was cleaning up the rest of the childbirth from Nissa's body. Nissa's face was getting reddened, Nissa's parents came to the IGD room to see the state of Nissa after giving birth, because Agam had come mamah Nissa left the IGD room, so Agam who replaced her .


After finishing cleaning, Nissa was taken to the treatment room in the VIP room on the 2nd floor. In that room Nissa was waiting for Jum and Nissa and Agam's papa, after Nissa reached the room, and moved in the cage, not how long the baby Nissa was carried by the nurse and was neat in bedong and clean. Nissa cried when she saw the face of her first baby, her baby boy, who had a face of fusion between herself and Herman but more to Herman.


" Well for the men please come out first, because Nissa will breastfeed" said mamah Nissa, papah and Agam were out of the treatment room Nissa.


" Mah is very funny my son is mah, handsome again, his idol is very rich mas Herman, his face is mostly like mas Herman mah" said Nissa as she stroked her son's cheeks and began breastfeeding.


" He loves, whose name is, you remember the name of your child "


" His name is Arkana Dirgantara.... Arka's call " said Nissa smiling.


" It's mah.... Thank God I am very happy with the presence of Arka, Maafin Nissa yes mah, a lot of her sins are just as mamah, hiks hiks" said Nissa crying.


" Don't cry anymore son, now there is Arka that is the center of your happiness, and you must forget the past that made your Heart's Eye Wounded and be sure now is the time for you to be happy."


" It's mah, "says Nissa happy .


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" Oh, may Agam speak for a while" said Agam as he and his father Nissa were outside the room and were sitting on a waiting bench.


" Can you just say it.... Why Gam "


" So, look at.... How do you say it ? I'm nervous about "


" Hahah, you relax Agam... Rich again court .... Why "


" Gini om's.... Actually I intend to propose to Nissa, and make her my wife Om "said Agam nervously until his hands wet with sweat.


" Haha... Agam... Agam say very rich cepet KRL you.... If the same aunt agrees Agam.... It's just that I wanted to ask you why you wanted to make Nissa your wife... You know what Nissa is like.... And what about your family.... Even though we're close to your family, it's people's hearts who know... I just don't want Nissa to get hurt a second time."


" Religion understands Om... Before Agam knew who Nissa was, Agam loved Nissa the first time Agam saw her in Nissa's office, because Agam felt like there was an inner attachment, it's just that when Agam knew Nissa already had a husband, Agam backtracked and now when there was an opportunity that Agam did not want to back down Om. "


" You will not hurt Nissa and you will accept her and her child, because you will not hesitate to destroy you, if you get sick with Nissa "


" Really Om, seriously... Agam even stayed away from Nissa all this time because she was in Iddah, Agam wanted to honor that, but after the Iddah Nissa period was over, Agam would immediately propose to Nissa om "


" Well first we have to ask Nissa first, if Nissa is willing, but you have to make sure also whether your family accepts Nissa as well or not ".


" It's om.... Kalo mamah and papah have supported Agam's wishes from long ago, because Agam has told mamah about this, especially after knowing Nissa is the son of mamah, mamah immediately agreed, mamah immediately agreed, mama Papah will also come here "


" If it's a mutual decision then om can't say anything more, all Om leave it to Nissa "


" It's about Agam going to try to convince Nissa first ".


" Religion to go to Nissa Om "


" Oh please.... Together with me, Nissa has finished breastfeeding times ".


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POV Herman


I still can't believe my way of life is going to be any more horrendous, lived wife for the third time, because they cheated on me except Nissa, but there's no better wife than Nissa, I'm so sorry to leave Nissa the perfect package.


He has everything, is kind and can serve me well. My life is far from happy, now I just work as a cleaning service, oh my god. My S1 diploma is completely unused now, because no company wants to accept me, because of my two-time Viral Video scandal, even the video that was in the wine was following Viral.


Now here I am as a janitor in a big Mall, even when I work I have to wear a mask because of shame, let alone my impotent disease, which is cured, if not treated immediately I will not be able to have any more children.


" Man... Man... Lu did not dream... Not a sneak in the last job, caught the fat abis lu" said Juna my friend who works here.


" Collapse is tired of me ... Cleanin WC.... Mana alone again no one helps .... Where the hell have you been... " My words are upset.


" I was told to be fat...... I used to ask for rice... "


" It's a break... Yes, I ate yu... Partly on this net "I said to Juna... To eat in the cafeteria next to the Mall.


While Juna and I were walking inside the Mall... At first glance I saw Fina who was eating at a Korean restaurant along with three women.....


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Fina is even better off than I am now. Seeing him laugh, I was so sad, I wanted to feel like I was approaching. But I'm ashamed Fina would definitely insult me all out. Or worse, he could have put me in jail" I thought.


I also quickly left before Fina became aware of my existence here, My Inner.