HEART EYES HURT
KOKOM NGEMIS BALIKAN

Astaghfirullah my virgin son. How do you want to get a job? 10 O'clock in the afternoon rich gini still molasses." Umpat Kokom saw his son Nita who was still wrapped in his blanket. Kokom shook his head. Seeing the behavior of his son, even when asleep there is no sweetness. Sleeping on your feet everywhere. The mouth was mangap while the pillow had fallen to the floor. Kokom pinched his head which suddenly felt dizzy. At the almost of his only child, Kokom wiggled Nita's hand. But not a single bit Nita moved, even to get up.

"O Allah is the Son. Kebluk very sleep" said Kokom exhaled rough breathing, Because upset his son did not wake up. Kokom exited Nita's room, and headed to the bathroom to fetch water using a dipper. After arriving at the room Nita Kokom sat next to Nita. He took a little water by his hand and splashed it directly up to how many times. And sure enough this way works. Make the child wake up.

"Banjjj... Floodways... Please" cried Nita awake by shaking her hand. Kokom saw the behavior of his son who was less than an ounce is just trying to continue to be patient. Since living with Saiful, Nita's real father. The behavior of Oon Nita is increasingly becoming, because Saiful never cares, only knows to give money and needs Nita.

"Flood.Tuh iler you! Having a virgin child is just as dirty as her males ngalahin ODGJ" said Kokom annoyed to see the appearance of her disheveled child is not careless.

"False habit, how many times have I been flush rich gini" said Nita angry and staring at her mother sharp.

"What, would Mamah be clumsy with eyes? Not polite you're the same mom herself glared richly. Wanna curse to be your rock!" kokom said, replying to her son, Nita who was seen spookily by her mother was a little afraid, because she knew her mother if angry, would be a woman who was scary like a gumiho.

"Not Mah. Why the hell! it's still morning. Why wake up Nita, I also want to wake up after noon, at least dhuhur."

"You pitak! How do you want to get a job? if you wake up just in the afternoon, hunt on your sustenance chicken stake later"

"Who said it, the most mamah just want me to doang right! Yes I woke up, people are still awake in the morning"

"Ekh princess males. House there, wash the dishes, it's noon. It was half eleven" said Kokom added gedeg to see his son lazy.

"Ikh Mamah's. Cruel as his own biological children, already rich stepmother" said Nita scowled because of Kokom's speech.

"Wake up?! take a shower, clean the house! tar our afternoon to your father's house, Anterin Mamah. To hit him" said Kokom yelled at his son, until Nita fell into shock.

"Why did you Mah, run over you, want to take it back, did you want to?" said Nita meledek make Kokom more upset.

"Don't ask too many questions, shower sono! Clean your mouth smells of dragons" said Kokom who left Nita's room. Lazily Nita went to the bathroom and cleaned her body.

In the afternoon. Kokom and Nita go to Herman's house. To inquire about the divorce lawsuit from Herman.

When he arrived in front of Herman's house, Kokom and Nita had not seen the Herman motorbike. Herman hasn't come home from work.

"Wait here Nit, how rich is your father not home yet?!" Kokom.

"A Mah, we sit here first" said Nita who immediately sat on the porch of Herman's house followed by Kokom.

"Nita kangen Mah's. Just as the warmth of our family used to be, the father was so good, and our family was also well-off, when did everything come back Mah" Nita said looking around the house.

"Let's be calm, dear Mama will try to make our family whole again. Mamah also can not let your father so alone, if we continue to continue with Saiful, your real father, our lives will not be happy, there is no clarity."

"He Mah, although the father of Saiful, often love money for Nita, but he does not care the same situation we are Mah"

"Dear, that's why you help Mamah, make your Father come back again Nerima we live here!"

The two of them were silent with their thoughts in mind. Not long after the sound of the Herman motorbike was heard in the yard.

Herman scrunched his forehead to see Kokom and Nita sitting on his porch. Kokom looked at Herman with a smile on his face, but Herman only stared flatly at these two women in front of him.

"Sir..." Kokom said he wanted to shake Herman's hand but did not reply, because Herman did not stick out his hand.

"Can't we talk for a second?" kokom said with his face pinched.

"Yes, please sit down! we sit outside, I don't want to be slandered" said Herman who immediately sat on the front porch of Herman's house did not have a chair, so at that time Herman, who was sitting on the front porch, Kokom and Nita were sitting in front, they were sitting on the cold floor.

"Can't we just talk inside, sir?" Kokom.

"I hope you remember our status Kom! We've been divorced religiously, I've dropped 3 talaq on you, so it's illegal to obey the sentence, take you to my house, fearing backbiting!" Herman said it was getting cold. Nita and Kokom hear Herman's words in front of him so goosebumps and fear, to the point that they have trouble swallowing their own saliva.

"Mr... Is there no chance for Mama to be united again? Doesn't God hate divorce sir, Mama is wrong, Mama is sorry, but I promise Pah, I will change, I will obey all you want Pah, Pah, I beg you not to be away from you" said Kokom who suddenly cried.

"If you guys go around and spend all my time, you better go home, because my decision is already round" Herman said looking at the two of them with a sharp gaze.

"Thank you we both come back sir, can you forget our happiness for many years Sir, I also always accompany you in joy and sorrow, we both have passed all that together. It's my fault that I don't want to have any more children, I just think we already have a note, and for what to cure you, I can accept you as you are, besides the cost must be expensive, and the cost must be expensive, so I don't think it matters much." said Kokom memelas, really Herman who saw kokom, instead of kasian even disgusted.

"Can't...! I have no intention of establishing a household with you anymore! after all my talak is talak three, we can not be together, please go home! since I had an appointment with the fertility doctor you said was unimportant, you made me accept someone else's child, feed someone else, while her own child, there was no responsibility, she said, you made me look like Nita's father was irresponsible to her son, Kokom! you're the most cynical and asshole girl I've ever met, you don't even want to have kids, both of us. Then now you still hope I accept you again, after what you did, you think I'm a fool! which you can continue to use. Go home before I do anything rude to you!" said Herman cast out Kokom and Nita gently.

"I mean mas...? Now have you started fertility therapy?" Ask Kokom in shock.

"He why? you're surprised, aren't you? don't be surprised, it's not exciting!" Herman the circus.

"You better go home, because I'm busy, if there's nothing to talk about anymore I'll go into my house" said Herman who went straight into his house and locked the entrance. Herman was so fed up with his future ex-wife.

Tok...

"Mas Herman wait, open the door there's something I'd like to say to Herman." Said Kokom who was continuously knocking on the door violently. While Nita was silent, dive into her father's words.

"Let's go home! You've really changed, he doesn't want to come back with us." Nita.

"Not Nit! Mama doesn't want to. You know we've been living together from your little ones. There is no way we can separate that, his father was just angry and sulking, and Mamah sure, your Father will definitely return." Said Kokom reassuring his heart that everything would be fine.

Before long the door opened, showing Herman, who had changed his clothes, Kokom and Nita smiling sumringah as they thought, Herman has been destroyed. Though Herman out just want to go to the doctor who handles his fertility.

"Rpa .... Sired... Wait for... Where are you going" said Kokom, who saw Herman lock the door and leave with his flat face. Herman rode his motorcycle and did not care about the screams of Kokom that sounded so bitter.

"Udah Mah, I don't want to be with Mamah anymore, mending us back Mah!" said Nita who was sad to see her Mom cry like that.

"Can't be Nita. You cannot be far from your father. Mamah love her equally Nit. only Herman who according to the same Mamah.and love Mamah hiks" Kokom still with his cry, with his cry, many people were looking at him strangely from screaming and crying outside the house.

"Well, let's go home ashamed, seen by people. Later we come again, persuade Mr. Mah. Come now we go home this afternoon." said Nita while pulling the body of Kokom who was sitting on the ground. It's so embarrassing!.

"Dirty Momit Clothes Nit. How's this? hiks.hiks" said Kokom weld seeing his pants are dirty because of the soil.

"Mistake it yourself, cry rich little boy. shame Mamah ikh....! I should have stayed only Mamah earlier, fortunately there were no friends of mine passing around here" said Kokom who was upset to see the situation of his mother who was very messy. Kokom and Nita went home in a vacuum without any results, because still Herman will divorce Kokom, really this is a breakup that makes him hurt, to get to the bone.

"I can't get rich in gini Nit. I can't get divorced from your father" Kokom said with crossed eyes.

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