HEART EYES HURT
HERMAN

"Your work, I don't have your Heart Eye" looks sad face Mario, why Mario must be as sad as that, the Bambang again acting time yes.

"Who doesn't have that heart, is it me or my father? if I'm not pregnant, I'm sure one hundred percent you will not be responsible for me, you only care about the child I bear, no matter how my condition and my mental condition, no matter what my mental condition, so don't ever accuse me, because here I am a victim to your father's zholiman and now don't bother me anymore, understand!"

I left Mario thinking about something or he didn't think I could say that, but I didn't care, my life would start with my own, and when my son was born, I swore I would never meet him with his father.

I looked for my car in the parking lot, after I met you in person I went home, because the day after tomorrow I had to go with my family to Boston.

I caress my belly with smooth and affection." Mama can't wait for you to be born into this world, son, healthy in the stomach of Mamah ya dear." I drive my car home, at moderate speed, I have to be ready now, because tomorrow morning my family and I will fly to America.

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Nita tried clothes that she just bought in the market, used clothes but still worth wearing and from famous brands abroad. Nita washed the shirt with her own hands, on the brush the shirt to snuff, but still the color of the shirt was still faded, because the shirt was old stock. After Nita Nyamperin Herman as a kind father. Nita will seduce his father to be able to finance his college at the place of Rayyan and Arka, Nita sure also he who asked directly the same father would be granted.

"Sir, have you eaten it? can I have a good chat, sir?" tanya Nita sat at the dining table in front of her dad.

"Why?" sahut Herman lazy

"Kok tumben terribly the same father judes me" said Nita in his heart.

"Already! So why?" Herman answered that.

"He asked you to pay for college there, sir"

"Your mother did not say that you could not pay for your college at Arka and Rayyan"

"Yes, sir, but time can not be cultivated that way"

"Son, you should think, make our daily meals just empot-empotan, until the land you sold your mother, you want to kill me slowly, yes, answer honestly"

"No sir, the Father as Father and husband Mamah has become the duty of the Father"

"You're not my real son, so I don't have an obligation to always follow all you want, you know, and for your mother I am obliged to make a living for her but if she requires more I give up and I can not be better separated" Herman leaves Nita alone at the dinner table, but Nita is very upset by Herman's words, if he is not her son.

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POV Herman

My appetite so lost to hear the words of Nita son continued me, why I was always wrong in choosing a wife, first when I was betrothed by Mother with a column of widowed children sat, and then I was wrong, I accept my fate because yes, no matter what, Kokom also accepted my shortcomings that can no longer have children. Originally Kokom was a fine woman, she was a submissive wife who always served me patiently even though I was being bad to her. Nita is also a sweet and submissive child, they both make my once empty Life become colorful again, I seem to have my own little family family after losing Arka and Nissa, she said, my life here is far from rich, we can only rely on the salary I have. Fortunately there are people who know the sub-district Mother and help me work in the sub-district. My life went back dark when Mom died, she shared her legacy even a little for me, Mother shared her legacy for her three children, for my brother, my sister and also for me.

Time passed, Nita was already big, as well as my Harmonious family, until that time I met Arka my biological son who never once I saw what his development was like, until I met Arka, I don't even know, because I've fallen asleep with my little family, I never once asked my son, even visited my own son at his mother's house, Nissa, arka had known since the age of 10 years, if he was not the biological child of Agam, Nissa and Agam who explained it to Arka, because Arka found his birth certificate , '' because Arka found his birth certificate , it was written that Arka the son of Nissa and Herman was not Nissa and Agam.

At that time I came to see the mother's vast land, the land that Mother had inherited for my son Arka, when the inheritance was read by Mother's lawyer, actually I want to complain why it should be bequeathed to Arka, while Arka is just his grandson, where Arka gets the most extensive land among the three of us, Arka, even the area of the land reached him times the land of me and my brother. The price per meter is also very expensive, because it is located on the side of the highway, this is very unfair in my opinion, but it is useless because when I want to negotiate this problem with my brother, my brother, he's just talking.....

"Here you go, it's your son's right and this inheritance is your mother's last will, so you don't need to add any more trouble, just enough to embarrass our family in the past, I'm actually embarrassed to have a sister like you, who's been arrested twice for adultery with a bad affair to the extent that Viral on Social Media. What about Arka? Fortunately they knew Arka was Agam's son not yours. So my ponakan should not be ashamed of the behavior of his father's depraved" said my brother is very spicy, to hurt my feelings at that time.

With welding I went from the lawyer's office and only got the inheritance of two small plots of land and a narrow house in the village again.

years passed by, I did not know Arka's face, until one day I met Nissa on Arka's estate, Nissa standing with a young man, probably of the same age as Arka, who was a young man, is that Arka...? I approached the two of them immediately and immediately called out Nissa's name while I was behind their backs.

"Nissa..," I said. Nissa and the young man turned their heads together, how surprised I was to see this young man in front of me, who was similar to me, even though there was a part of his face that resembled Nissa.

"This is who Nis is, is he Arka?" my many.

I was stunned to see my son growing up so handsome, tall and seemingly well-groomed, as seen from the clothes and output he was wearing and the very soft, beautiful white porcelain skin.

"Well, I didn't expect to see you here. Herman you're right he's our son's Ark, but why, um, is there a problem?" Nissa was so sniffed at me and I could only make my lips irritated.

"This is Papah Nak..."

"Do you know why?" I was speechless hearing Arka's response which was very cold and irony that word.

"You don't want the situation of Mr Nak?"

"It's important, I think your life is fine, so I don't have to ask."

"Nissa is it your teaching to Arka to be disrespectful to her father." I asked angrily, because I felt disrespected and considered by my own son.

"Hehe... funny you, who are you? Papah Arka only mas Agam, which is always there for Arka only mas Agam one. You who? play ngaku-ngaku as Papah Arka, do not be a human who does not know yourself yes you. Arka knows which one he respects and which one he doesn't need to respect.

"Tap me this is her real Papah, her flesh and blood!"

"Don't make me laugh yes, you are the real Papah, but Where have you been, after coming out of Papua, my father-in-law only sent one year there, since then you are free right? for a dozen years you have once contacted Arka and asked her how she was, right? so do not be a human who does not know yourself and crazy respect, you are just the biological Papah Arka, while Papah Arka only 1 is my husband, understand you!

I felt insulted by Nissa's words, yes it was my fault for being too focused on my little family, until I ignored my own biological children.