HEART EYES HURT
NOT THINKING ABOUT GETTING MARRIED

Alisha was still crying in silence, After his struggle with Mario, Mario immediately slept like a faint. In contrast to Alisha who deeply regretted her decision to help Mario come to the Bar and ended up in perkaos by her Lecturer, who was, alisha slowly got up from her bed with careful steps and slightly grimaced due to the pain in her intimate part. Alisha takes the clothes that can still be saved and takes Mario's shirt in Mario's closet, because Alisha's top shirt is shapeless, shapeless, soon Alisha wears Mario's shirt and Alisha's pants and jacket.

With a slow step Alisha came out of Mario's room, and with a hasty step out of his Apartment Mario. Once in the hallway of the Apartment, with a gontai step Alisha stepped so slowly while continuing to cry in silence, lamenting her fate, had lost the most precious thing for a woman, she said, Alisha had reached her car and immediately went to the house and wiped away all the tears, after which she added thin makeup so as not to be noticeable after crying. When he arrived home, fortunately the occupants of the house had fallen asleep so that Alisha could be free to go into her room and sleep comfortably hoping that she would forget the bad events she experienced.

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This morning Mario woke up feeling confused, but his head was very dizzy, Mario's eyes looked at his current state, Mario was surprised when he realized he was not wearing any clothes. More surprised when Mario saw the blood on his mattress.

For a moment Mario thought because it only dawned after waking up, Mario was really very hit to forget that his mother was gone, Mario still could not accept all that, Mario was not able to accept it, and his memory remembers him going to the Bar and ordering drinks with a high alcohol gruff.

"God, I called Alisha last night and what happened? Oh my god Alisha really picked me up and took me to the Apartment, no way," said Mario frustrated considering all the events last night, everything he had done with Alisha, Mario stroking his hair.

"What a hell I am, God what time it is, I have to go home... " Said Mario who went straight into the bathroom to clean, after bathing Mario immediately took the usual clothes, he saw the shirt he had there was missing one.

"Where am I going, huh... ?" Said Mario looking for his t-shirt in the closet but absolutely not found anywhere."

"Akh bodo.... Mending wear the other one," said Mario who took a random shirt and pants. After finishing Mario immediately ran outside and locked the door of his Apartment, and walked quickly to the elevator to get to the funeral home immediately, Because previously Mario got a message from his father that his mother's body was in the funeral home and waiting for Mario to come before the grave.

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After 3 days Mario asked for leave to campus, to prepare his mental and take care of his mother's funeral. And today is the first time Mario saw Alisha after a dark incident in Alisha because of the behavior of Mario. Aura Alisha changed in Mario's eyes, Alisha became more beautiful, Alisha even looked very happy with her very sweet laugh and was able to hypnotize Mario.

Mario is sure that soon Alisha will enter his room to hand over the group task given by Mario .

The door of Mario's room opened, and Alisha appeared a little surprised to see herself standing at the table, but Alisha's eyes that had been widened turned ordinary again, like nothing happened between the two of them.

"Excuse me sir, this is my group task Sir," said Alisha with reasonable flat and immediately put the task of her group at the table. Alisha lowered her face, not wanting to see the face of the Lecturer. And immediately left without saying another word.

"Wait Al.... " Mario said while holding Alisha's wrist, but because of Alisha's great hatred of Mario, Alisha immediately threw Mario's hand just like that, and rubbed his hand several times like it had been held by dirt.

"Why Sir? Want to force me again to maumasin behavior bejad Father!" circus Alisha looked at Mario ferociously with her sharp eyes.

"I want to apologize Al, I know I was wrong and bad for you. I'm really sorry." Mario's eyes looked pityfully at Alisha and tried to find a slight gap to melt Alisha in order to accept her apology.

"Hkkmmm very good yes said Mr. Just apologize doang. Even if you apologize to me, still you have taken the most treasure I keep for my husband. You have taken it by force, and will no longer be able to return it, you have destroyed me" said Alisha with a hunting breath. Every time he saw Mario's face, Alisha's emotions were hard to control, Alisha always remembered the bad events she had with her Lecturer, and it traumatized her like a prolonged nightmare.

Degs.....

Alisha's words touched Mario's heart, this was indeed his fault Mario who had destroyed the future of the smart and beautiful girl.

After saying that all Alisha left Mario, with a million regrets.

"For a long time very berganterin his duty, After chatting first yes the same Mr. Lecturer handsome. modus also lu it turns out," Kiran taunts that tease Alisha, Kiran does not know the incident that happened to Alisha was the lecturer. Alisha just silently heard Kiran's unfaithful speech, because according to her everything in Kiran's speech about the evil lecturer was a huge mistake.

"Ikh seneng really can talk to the prince cold, But he's easy to talk to you, Mr. Mario seems to have a crush on you Al," Kiran guessed.

"Go home yuk...! I'm really tired" said Alisha who did not respond to Kiran's chatter instead change the topic.

"Lu why does it hurt....? Your face is pale, Al, we go to the clinic first yok," asked Kiran worriedly.

"Gue's okay, Capek doang. Need to sleep in bed must be my good."

"Yes back yukkk," asked Alisha not to argue.

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"Darling.... Look at you lately, why? Is there something you think son...? Or is your battery gone?" joking Nissa who always noticed the change of her one-on-one daughter, Nissa gently rubbed her long and beautiful hair.

"Batrei what the hell? Mom is so funny, I'm a robot, I'm okay Mah, I'm so anxious. College work makes a lot of bete..." Kilah Alisha who does not want her Mamah to know her change, Alisha just looked at her mother's face, actually wanted to tell Alisha the incident she experienced some time ago, and asked her Mamah's advice, Mama, but this time Alisha did not dare, she was afraid that Mamah and her Papah would throw her out of the house.

"Why you, baby? You know, son, you must have a problem, right? oruh story, usually you like the same story Mamah, whatever the problem is."

"I'm fine Mah really, Mamah need not worry, Al just kecapean alone because of the many cooperation tasks on campus earlier."

"Yes already, Oh he, you know Mr Syamsul right, Jonathan's parents? Your old SD friend, remember?"

"Oh fat Jonathan, remember me Mah, the little guy who used to be bullied in SD time?"

"He and you dare to talk to Jonathan."

"She remembers I'm Mah as the barrel, why Mah? How come you suddenly talk about fat Mah."

"Yesterday Mr. Syamsul meeting was the same Papah, now the Jonathan was a Doctor in a famous hospital, ekh.... His name is old man, Mr. Syamsul was nyampein intention want Jonathan ta'aruf same you said."

"What's..? Mom I don't want to. Mamah mah have the same child myself, when I want to be in the same mate with the gentong. Removed my body mah, where I am thin.

"Thou mah, the Jonathan has now changed, Ultraman rich, handsome, his body is also hot... Anyway, ater Mamah take HP Mamah deh, see the photo to you."

"Then anyway! The fat guy can change."

Shortly after, Nissa came back to Alisha and handed her a picture of a handsome man wearing a Doctor's suit, smiling, holding a child.

"Nih look at Jojo already handsome now. Liatin deh his body is very tall, yet another sterek."

"Dih Mamah, muji-muji another guy, entar Alisha aduin loh to Papah."

"Yeh.. Don't Cepu dong you! This is Mamah's future ghost, handsome right?"

"Beauty is Mah, but I'm still young Mah, I don't want marriage yet, want to go to college. Later abis graduated, new mamah boutique developing to be even bigger and many branches rich in hair," kekeh Alisha laughed to see her Mamahku cut her lips.

"What age do you want to marry, dear? Eat also young marriage, If there is already a soul mate that just accept it. What's Jonathan trying for? see he's handsome and well-established, a doctor too, he's friendly, kind-hearted, honest and not arrogant, likes to be diligent saving anyway."

"Hahaha Mamah can, I do not want to marry young, not good to know young marriage, I can not explore Indonesia, but I want to travel first mah, muter-muter Indonesia, I can not explore Indonesia, up mountains, valleys and oceans."

"Basik you! It's up to you, but Al, young marriage is good, Al courtship is the same that has been halalin toyiban, free-free, not bumped by the Law of Religion."

"Well, is marriage good? Not dizzy, especially if in terms of economy less, added mumet, " thought Alisha.

"Look at the positive side, baby, no matter who your soul mate is, Mom will continue to be on your side, no matter what happens to you."

"Wah Mamah I love-love a whole balloon anyway," said Alisha who immediately embraced Mamahnya.