HEART EYES HURT

HEART EYES HURT
CHAPTER 26 THE SUFFERING OF LU


POV Fina


After I was presented with a long mother's talk like in the morning lecture that was on TV, I went straight to my mom's room to ask her the reason why she didn't defend me and worked with my mom.


"Well" I opened the door of the mama's room located below in the living room, Mamah's room was quite even though it was a bit smaller than my room, for a moment I was silent because Mamah was cleaning her own room and I was waiting mamah by sitting on the edge of the mattress.


"Why are you here?" Mamahku.


"Why Mom didn't believe me. Why Mamah even follow the plan of mother to be in babu in this house mah."


"Not bein babu Fin, we are here just hitchhiking so you have to know yourself, to help help you clean up here. So you can serve your husband well. My daughter-in-law even woke up really late! at his in-laws' house again! You have no gourmet at all."


"He Mah I know I was wrong because I was still carried away by the rented atmosphere. It's just as unwilling Mamah has to do me so I'm not signed with mother continues. I'm Mamah's son."


"You are Fina...! Fina... Turn in hard ngaku son Mamah, turn in the rented even soin mamah jongos you, where ever you were the help of Mamah Fin in rented to do homework."


"Well, Mom lives with me. So you have to do all the homework. Where do I want Mah. At home first, there was a housework assistant mbak Nissa who fussed, so why do I know Mah."


"You're a fool's brain huh! it's hard talking to you! If you don't want to work, it's easy to get out of this house!"


"If I go out, Mom also comes out of this house!"


"Mamah Mah, it's okay for Fin to get out of this house. It seems that Mamah still has a Dito bang who is responsible to Mamah.


"Well, if you go out, who wants to take care of you? if you're divorced from Herman."


"Mahs... Mas Herman is not gonna tell me Mah!"


"If your behavior is rich gini continued he was also caught off guard Fin! Guys are very easy, especially until now you are not pregnant even though it has been 2 months."


"What the hell is that talking about? I am not barren, Mah. I will definitely get pregnant later, Mamah horrified me anyway. Mamah must help me make this house right here Mah. Let's have power here, Mah."


"You are yes! Fina try not to like calling people rights continue. Come on, Fin! The new torment knows how you feel!"


"Why do you think I'm doomed?! Mah horrify me first! I can't accept that my life has suffered so far, and Nissa is happy. She has a handsome and well-established husband. Nissa's job is good, the house is good, the old man is rich and has more business. I want everything Nissa has to be mine Mah and Mamah has to help me..Starting from this house."


"Your behavior is rich on the soap opera flying fish show Fin. Fin live according to portions! According to your ability, do not like to take ownership of people. You took Nissa's husband and it's a big sin Fin!. You think how many times less good was Nissa with our family at that time?!"


"Mbak Nissa is good Mah, but her life always made me emotional. He can have everything while I don't and I can't take it!"


"Why don't you accept, Nissa's life is just as different. She's rich, who are you? you are not rich, so now you do not need to dream high, sick later if you fall, now you continue your work before your mother-in-law nagging again, it's work!"


"Well, listen to me first! Anyway Mamah must help me to be able to master this house and after this house we can take, then mas Herman who will take all the property mba Nissa if they both become a reference to Mah, then, Mamah will know for herself how Mba Nissa used to love to die with Herman. I could have Nissa's restaurant later, like I've always dreamed. And the house om Dito also Aunty Arum could be owned by Mamah. What a good plan for me and Herman."


"That's Fin don't fantasize too high you Fin, the Nissa may not be going back again with the mokondo Herman who has become a shame in Nissa's life. Especially if you have cheated on you. You are now out in the upper room before your mother-in-law drags you alone, because Mamah will not believe you now!"


"What a fuck! Not his help his son even in the fall of rich so, just be careful if all is already mine never Mamah nudge the treasure to me!" I said annoyedly who came straight out of Mamah's room with his chest still rumbling. Unable to persuade Mamah, I immediately stepped my foot up to immediately clean the upper floor. Before the witch returned from behind the house.


"It's really stupid Mom. He used to support me so much that I took Herman from Nissa mba. But why is he turning rich now. You are old plan! Now my wish is to stay Herman. Hopefully, Herman can come back and refer to Mba Nissa." I said as I swept through the hallway on the 2nd floor.


"This is the new maid. Long time clean gini doank above. Three hours of mba! you clean a rich little room gini doank. You were a little bit what's sleeping mba?" Susi's words that suddenly came like a jailangkung, with her hoot and hand on the chest, surprised me.


"What do you mean, huh! Can be polite not you, realize yourself dong you are here the maid! Sister mom Doang feels like your mistress?!" I said in a waiting tone while pointing at Susi with my index finger.


"Hmmm.... I'm just a Sister, but I've never been told to clean up the house. My job is to take care of my mother here. Or it could be a time yes I serve mas Herman too."


"What did you say?! you humans don't know your shame, cheap women!" my words were directly approached Susi to slap her face but unfortunately my hand was caught by her hand.


"Woh.woh... Mba Fina wants violence? You want to fuck with me! I'm not her opponent mba Fina! You are not my level at all. Pake ngatain me cheap woman. That's the thing! the same usurper husband brother himself! I don't have glass in my room, I'm in my room a lot. You have no brain! Once again you try to hurt me, you will accept the consequences!."


"Please bagok! my hand hurts," I said because Susi pressed my hand so hard.


"Eat him don't macem." Said Susi while releasing my hand.


"Splash spout! keep down help mom in the garden. Was awaited! Very rich work gini aja sampe hours."


"Work in the garden? it's not wrong mom here has made my body sick all. Especially in the garden!"


"That's your pain, Kasian Dekh Luh!" susi said as she stepped down..


"Lack of you Susi! I'll throw it all together Herman let you get fired! Wait for my reply!" I shouted as Susi was coming down the stairs, but there was no reply from Susi because she might have been downstairs.


"Yes god.... Moreover, this was just a moment, has been told to work rodi again in the garden. Having a very rich gini-in-law has a stepmother," I said wanting to cry because I thought about my fate. I immediately took the cleaning equipment to bring down and set my feet to go to the back garden to help my wicked mother-in-law.


When I got to the back of my mom's house. I was so amazed it turned out that the backyard of the mother's house was very spacious and also filled with various plants ranging from vegetables such as spinach, kale, and pokcoy, as well as plants such as chili, chili, tomatoes and cucumbers that look very fresh, especially with fruits that are planted such as dragon fruit, watermelon, and strawberry, especially, I drooled because I saw the mother's fruit plants that I seemed to be harvesting it soon.


"Mom's mother plants a lot, is this the mother herself who planted her?" I asked when I was next to my mother-in-law.


"He's his own mother, who was planted but helped the same mother employee, gardener here, you have finished cleaning the top floor for a long time, the room uprit aja can take three hours."


"The room is big Mom, I also took a break for a while, my body is tired of everything Mom."


"Eatya so the wife is biasain work, do not miss the husband, never take off the house, wonder mom same Bu Mayang? I can have rich kids. If I have a child like Fina, Mom, I've asked to go to the boarding school, let's be sane."


"Well my fault is also Mom, too potent he used to be the result of rich gini" said Mamah who even supports the words of mother, who said,.


I could only hold everything in my heart and not feel my hands clenched, patient... Patience. Say me in my heart.


"You Fin already run, mom saw your dirty clothes as Herman you haven't washed, wash it there now! before lunch, we eat together. Let's go to the kitchen to cook for lunch, we just rest, it looks like Bu Mayang pale in face and tired too!"  said my mother who was choosing which vegetables are good and not and assisted by Mamahku.


"What's wrong Mom I'm not tired. Let's cook!" mamahku said as he stood up and waited for my mother to stand up as well.


"Do it now, Fin, wash your clothes! don't be delayed! Susi ayok come with me, later you check the work Fina ya." Mom said as she passed with Mamah and was followed by Susi. I saw Susi just smiling cynically at me. The three of them just passed by without waiting for me.


I was also increasingly upset by the grandmothers, especially Mamah did not defend me at all. And what's more annoying is Susi. I really feel humiliated in front of that weird Sister. With piety I went straight to the laundry room to wash all my clothes and mas Herman, rather than the same mess with my mother-in-law, my mind.


"I'll throw it all over Herman anyway! What his mother did. I don't care if they both fight, just be careful if Herman doesn't believe me, and even support his mother!" I said annoyed while putting all the clothes into the washing machine without me caring whether the clothes would wear off or not.