HEART EYES HURT
CHAPTER 40 HELL FINA

POV Fina

" Dear your words, do not divorce me rich gini, do not throw me rich garbage mas "

" I'm tired of your behavior Fin, your 5 million dollars I'll turn back, you're free now, I still want to survive because of the mother's request to ask me to be patient with you, but you can't be told and can't be loved, so please leave mother's house now, because our marriage is only Siri's marriage, so there is no need to bother dealing with divorce papers and demanding anything.

" Well you can't get me mas, my life is now ruined me, lost my baby even my womb is not there, who would want to marry me mas, I'm dead, please mas don't throw me out don't do this mas, I beg "my word is I'm sorry and I go up to Mas Herman and hold his feet on my knees.

" You don't think my life is ruined, just like Fin, I lost Nissa, lost my luxuries, my pleasure, lost my good and sincere wife in love with me and it's all because of you..... Because you're Fina ".

" Well, you talk like that many times, you used to enjoy it too, you used to love me, you know, why now you're changing, because I can't get pregnant, but it's all because of you, you've pushed me and made me miscarry, if you throw me out and divorce me, I'll make sure you rot in the prison mas, you know, I'll report it to the KDRT Police mas "

" Please Fin, after all there is nothing you can do now there is no evidence, you are also not Visum at that time right, I used to be crazy about you Fin, Fin, you give me a different passion, and I'll stay with you even if you can't get pregnant, but you know things make me so disgusted with you other than your rotten mouth, your rotten body has been plastered by many men, I disgust Fin, Se his jerks me, I still want a good wife for me not your rich whore " said Mas Herman who went straight downstairs, and I could see him crying.

" I can't Fin, I'm hit with your affair. I've given you everything, my savings that I collected I love you, I've also asked Nissa for money to make our way, and when we go to Grebek I still choose you, too, I stand with you, even Nissa I never give a decent living, Nissa always covers all our needs, but you're the one who doesn't work who always demands that I meet all of you I'll stick with you, you know why because I love you Fina, I wish you would be my last wife to grow old, and I am still tolerable to your far different nature to Nissa, even the dissident, but this.... You sleep with another man Fina, the same old man who is married too, you know how my heart aches Fin, you better get out now, I want to work because it's too late, and when I get home from work in the afternoon, I ask you not to be in this house, if you're still reckless, I'll have Sari drag you out of this house ". Herman stood up and wiped his tears, walked towards the living room and picked up his briefcase, then passed through the exit without seeing me again, and there I realized that I had lost a man who meant so much in my life, who was willing to do anything for me, I got up and ran after Herman but it turned out that Herman was gone, I cried as hard as I did not care around and people passed by to see me.

For a long time I cried outside until I felt sore, with a limp step I entered the house, I saw my mother was sitting in the guest chair with Sari staring at me flat, flat, I was confused as to how to guess my mother's mind now, I really didn't want to split up, and get out of this house, where I should live, really, I still love Herman, even though he's stingy and poor. I also approached the mother who was sitting and kneeling, trying to persuade her to let go so that I would not leave the house.

" Mom please Fina Bu, don't drive Fina, I'm really sorry, Fina's sorry Mom, forgive Fina Bu "please me to mother under her feet, I'm lowering my pride now, because if I get out of this house, I need enough money and preparation at all.

" Mom don't just shut up please, I promise I'll do all the mother's orders and turn into a good wife Ma'am "

" You know the meaning of the word talak coming out of your husband, it indicates you are no longer husband and wife, and can no longer be together, except doing re-accounts, but I won't give Herman my blessing until I marry you again.... You know why...? I don't want to have a daughter-in-law who is minimal in your rich manners, go Fina from this house, the opportunity that mother gave is no longer there and Bu Endang has also agreed to it, he doesn't want to know your business anymore " said Mom firmly. I'm too wide and I don't know what to do, if I have to get out of this house right now, it's like a nightmare, everything I'm planning is ruined, my desires are ruined, my dreams are broken, if only I hadn't come to that wedding. With a limp I stood up because there was no energy to fight, especially Sari had brought a baton that she did not know where, my legs also stepped into the room I had been in, and I took out my suitcase and put in all my useless clothes and things, and I didn't even have any jewelry and a branded bag, when I was with Herman, he always gave me expensive jewelry and expensive bags, and all of them were gone, and I cried again considering my time with Herman, first.

Tok......

" Why see-and-see there come out that door" I lyric Sari with my eyes signifies I hate him a lot, but I say, I also get out of this house, leaving all the memories of Mas Herman.

" Where is this, I have no purpose at all, turn on the contract do not know where, all this time my life will just accept it in order "my feet continue to step up on the big road .

" Hmmmm it looks like I went to my Aunt's house first The beloved one he really" I said, with the spirit of 45 I also immediately stopped the taxi and immediately gave the address to the father of the taxi. I am also happy with my smart mind, it does not take long a taxi finally arrived in front of the house Aunty Arum.

I'll continue to live in this house, I thought.

I stepped my foot towards the gate, but I was stopped by Mr. Dadang, what the fuck is this why it is not allowed in.

" Sir I want to enter, usually I just stay in or not use in the rich gini"

" I'm sorry Miss Fina was blacklisted by mom so can't get into this house ".

" What does it mean on the blacklist, you think I'm stupid, I'm the pounder who has a house, open not the door now, really rest" I said shouting in front of the fence, yelling, but this kampr* t even called in instead of a sneak in the door, where it was so hot, thirsty too, I thought. Before long I saw Aunt Arum coming out with Nissa's mba, I saw Nissa's belly was already looking big, and it was getting madder me, because she could get pregnant while I never could, and my grudge is burning but I have to hold on until I can stay in this house and make Nissa lose her baby, the gate is opened, by the time I was about to go inside suddenly Aunt Arum came out and closed it again.

" What do you want to come here, early in the morning in front of the house aja hahhh" said Aunty Arum with his spicy words, I must be patient.... My inner.

" Aunty help me Tan..... My family's only aunt in this city, even my own mother threw me away, I was kicked out by my husband, even I was divorced Aunt, I don't know where else to go, I'm kicked out by my husband, please Auntie, let me stay here "I said I wailed while shedding tears that I made.

" It still has your face asking for help with me, after insulting my son all-out hah, shrimp brain base, why throw you the same as Herman, he said, because I can't have a child like him, what you use to my child turns itself to you, already gone, I don't want to accommodate a human like you, I don't want to hold a human like you, lack of morals and destruction of the household of others "said Aunt Arum. I was shocked to hear the words of Aunt Arum, how could she know my secret that I want to cover up tightly, if they both know, the more despicable and falling my pride, he said, especially in front of Nissa.

" Joko..... Dadang throw him out, if he comes again just throw it out..... Don't let in... Especially calling me.... Signore... Or Nissa understands" said Aunty Arum who went straight inside. Without seeing me again. And I was completely driven away for the second time, then where else should I go, it was really like HELL torturing me, no one cared about me anymore. I also walked with two suitcases to the right and left of my hand to find a contract.