HEART EYES HURT
WIDOW VS WIDOW

"Where are you? Can you come with me?" Herman asked Arka again, because Arka was just silent, but Herman could feel that the view of Arka turned cold. But the look on Arka's face turned flat and it made Herman feel strange.

"For what? to make a riot, make a storm, Sorry sir! it seems the idea of inviting Father to the house of Mamah is not a good thing, after all you should know. What is your position now? Even though Dad is my real father, but you don't have to cross the line, sir! as always, do not expect too much, because everything is still the same as before nothing has changed and no one expects the Father in the midst of the Mamah family, so I hope you can understand." Flat Ark.

Because Arka's speech made Herman speech silent a thousand languages, Herman was attacked by his own biological children. Herman who had been so confident to be close to his son turned out to be just a mere Herman's wishful thinking, the wall of the barrier is still there. Herman breathed his breath rough. He smiled at Arka who started eating her food.

"Yes, I know what you mean, son. You just want to travel abroad, because you have never been abroad, that's all, there is no intention to riot at your Mamah's house." Herman. Arka who heard the words of his Father was just silent and continued to eat.

"If the Father is finished, you better go home immediately, not the intention of Arka doing brash expel the Father, it's just that Arka wants to go now to Bandung to pack and pick up Rayyan and immediately leave for America" said Arka who eventually put a spoon to the edge of the plate, though the food on the Arka plate is still a little left. The food on Herman's plate was gone.

"Yes, thank you, make the treat. But Arka does not want to stay away from Father. And we can talk and meet again rich gini" said Herman.

"God willing Sir, Arka will indeed occasionally come here to check the Supermarket, but not too often because Arka also has to do the Arka thesis that will start next month" explained Arka.

"You already want a thesis, congratulations yes Nak does not feel you have been this big, but kok cepet yes, already want a thesis" asked Herman astonished.

"I took college for only three years, straight thesis. The S1 will continue in America, and the S2 will be there." Said Arka still with her flat face, But different from Herman who looked shocked and proud of his only child.

"Great kid, what did you major in?" Herman was curious.

"Architect" said Arka brief solid and clear.

"Architect? why not just Business Management, you will bequeath your Grandma's palm oil company, Why should the Architect?" ask Herman confused.

"Because being an architect is my dream. Never mind sir, you will not know and understand, the important thing is Papah and Mamah agree. I pursue what I want, so I hope you also do not hinder my intentions and dreams" Arka said firmly.

"It's not like Arka. I just thought, baby, what should be yours. Why did you leave it to someone else? you do not have to work continuously, palm oil company and restaurant Mamahmu is a big company, you do not have to work too hard, a lot of money must have flowed in your account" said Herman relaxed.

Arka chuckled at what her father said.

"It turns out that the Father has not changed, Still matre, do you still intend to use me to take advantage of me? Take it easy, sir, even though you were never responsible for my childhood and ignored me first. I will remain responsible and help give a little living to you every month as a filial child. But the expectations of the Father are not too high, I am afraid the Father will fall and be disappointed and I need to emphasize, which the Father said the other people are my sisters, even though we were born from different Fathers, but for me Papah Agam is my real father, because he is always with me and takes care of me from the moment I was born until now" Arka said. Herman who listened to Arka's words with innuendoes became tight in his chest as if the air was moving away and it was hard to breathe.

"I'm sorry, Assalamualaikum" said Arka who then got up from his seat and immediately left his father. Herman who saw Arka leaving her also kept a huge disappointment in his heart, that pain that he felt. Because Herman's hopes are very big to be close to his son.

"Son why don't you let me approach you, son. Actually if you think. For what money you have, if not for your parents, your wife and children. Because Mamah and Papah you are already rich. Why don't you make your father happy, son" said Herman softly as he leaned his back against the chair. Herman got up from his seat because he was ashamed to sit alone. He left the restaurant and exited the building to the parking lot. After that Herman went to his motorcycle and rode his bike after that Herman turned on his motorbike and left the large Arka Supermarket with a depressed heart.

On the way to his home. Herman kept thinking about the incident. The thing at the beginning was so happy for him, because Arka could be closer to him. It had to be destroyed just because Herman wanted to come to America.

"It's hard for the boy to get close. If only Arka was easy in kadalin, easy to instigate, surely he would want to know what I want, even I could travel around Europe without bothering to spend a lot of money, he said, after all, the results of oil palm belonging to the Nissa family must be fortunately billions," grumbled Herman again.

"But good, this time you can eat free, delicious again. Tar when I go there again, Time aja Arka want to buy me clothes and home needs from the Supermarket.nya pretty, right, reducing expenses and money I can use to ngedate the Princess Hahahaha" Herman laughed very loudly, even though Herman was on the bike and was at a red light. Herman until unconscious, because of the tightness of his laughter, around Herman looked at him fearfully, maybe they thought Herman was Gilak.

"You see there's a crazy guy laughing and riding a bike." Say a little boy next to Herman's bike. Herman stopped his laughter and immediately turned to the child with a cold look, because he heard the child's words that he thought were disrespectful.

"Can you teach your son some manners, right? Please don't tell his son, don't just play talk other people crazy" said Herman ketus to both parents of the child.

"Is that really crazy, right? Don't know what else a dream is? here the red light of many other vehicles, there with the PD laughing fast, people must also consider it crazy people! So don't blame my son too, it's a sane situation! Herman was immediately angry to hear the babbling mother of the child who insulted him earlier. Herman wanted to reply to the mouth of the mother who was holding her child, but stopped because of the sound of the horn that continued on the push and caused a loud sound.

"Woy go forward, it's the lamp Ijo, if you want to fight move aside first." Speak to other drivers who have honked each other.

Afraid of a demo by the bikers, Herman immediately turned the gas pedal in his hand and ran his bike a little taut, with still the annoyance in his heart.

A few minutes later, Herman arrived at his home. He parked his motorcycle in the garage. The garage he deliberately made next to his house, although a bit narrow but not what Herman thought, even though Herman's car alone did not have.

After putting a motorbike in the garage and locking the garage immediately Herman into the house by unlocking his house which he always carried everywhere, after that Herman went into the house and immediately the atmosphere of silence that accompanied Herman every day, but he liked it so much.

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"What do you need? You guys come to my house? Then make a riot in front of my house?" Said the Princess raising her voice intonation. The princess spoke very firmly, and it made it difficult for Nita and Kokom to swallow her saliva. But Kokom takes that fear away. Nita retreated behind her mother. Because she felt her mother was braver than she was.

"E-e-ech you you Perakor! Don't have any faces what shame? you first must have teased my husband he did ngaku, basic self-styled PNS" said Kokom who finally managed to make his voice even though he still looks nervous.

"Who is your husband? and just so you know, I'm a respectable woman huh! Not my level of taking people's husbands. Cause why? I'm sure you know expensive and brended stuff. That's all I bought, I never asked anyone's husband, you know!? I could have reported you to the Police because you made me uncomfortable here" said the Princess firmly, The Princess will not be daunted, because he felt he was innocent and was not doing anything wrong what was mentioned Princess did have time to approach Herman while still being Kokom's husband. But the intention was undoed after the Princess gained enlightenment. The words of the daughter who carried the name of the Police made Kokom's guts that had been stirring for a moment. Likewise with Nita who increasingly tightened her grip on her mother.

"Mahs... Come Ayuk! Shame, that's us seeing a lot of people, I'm scared too!" nita whispered behind Kokom's ear. Kokom who heard Nita's words, immediately looked around.

'It turns out that there have been many people, this is a chance to humiliate this girl' Kokom said in his heart while smiling cynically.

"Age now where there is a thief?! Prison full of ngaku. I have proof that you were boning my husband."

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