My Beloved Bodyguard's
The Extra Chapter 6

“Where to, Dad?” ask the little girl who was engrossed with her new toy when carried by Rarendra suddenly.

“We search Mama.” The mature man's short answer restores Lana's memory of. Shanuella has disappeared.

Too enthusiastic about the new room and doll, the little girl who was still wearing the school uniform looked tightened around Rarendra's neck when raised to a sling. While gripping the pink dress barbie doll, she resigned herself to where the grown man had taken her.

“Dad, want et klim.”

“Later, yes.” Rarendra did not argue as usual. His feelings were falling apart due to problems with Shanuella.

“Mau bulkhead, Dad.” 

“You haven't eaten. Later after lunch, new Daddy buy.” Rarendra's flat tone implies a burden that is filling the heart and mind. The beautiful plan she had put together with Shanuella and Lana was falling apart. Kathy was a troublemaker a long time ago.

“Sekalang, Dad.”

“Later. Let's have lunch first, just have ice cream. Want Daddy to buy you fried chicken?”

Lana shook her head for a moment lowered in the front seat of Rarendra's car parked under an acacia tree.

“Then, what do you want to eat if you don't want fried chicken?” Trying to be patient, Rarendra did not want to get out of control facing the only daughter of his puppet who clearly did not understand the problem of adults. Half bent, half the body gets into the car and helps Lana put her seatbelt on.

“Mau et klim, chicken balu goyeng.” Lana beamed to tell her plan. Staring at Rarendra for a moment, then his gaze was directed at the Barbie doll on the lap.

“Strawberry?” ask Rarendra. Talking for a moment with Lana turned out to be able to unravel a little tightness in the chest.

Lana shakes. “Mau Micue the ... the lasa ... lasa vaniya, Dad.” 

Beginning to understand his daughter's language, Rarendra slowly scrambled the head of his girl. At the beginning of the meeting, he needed to fight hard to examine every word that came out of Lana's tiny lips. As time went on and the number of meetings went on, the man began to understand and entered into the world of the princess.

“Ya, Dear.” There was no rebuttal, Rarendra always nodded in agreement to every single thing his little girl wanted. As long as he is able and does not have a bad effect on his daughter, all the pinta will be granted. Lana's happy laughter above all else. 

...***...

The sun crawled down to the west corner, the blue sky slowly changing to a tinge of orange. Some time stuck in a car parked on the front road of Shanuella's old rented house, Rarendra was only able to look at a beautiful figure who was sad from a distance.

His courage receded along with Shanuella's falling tears. Looking next to her, Lana had fallen asleep, tied her seatbelt and clutched the doll.

“I'll just meet and explain. Too long if you have to wait for the sadness to subside. I. .. don't want to until we have to part again. Lana who will be the victim of this misunderstanding.” Rubbing Lana's cheek with her index back, her determination grew rounder. Rushing down, he took a breath and exhaled it repeatedly before lunging at any worries.

Step slowed down, Rarendra gave a distance so as not to get too close. He could see the wounds embedded in Shanuella's slightly pale countenance.

“Honey, we can talk?” Rarendra's voice floated doubtfully.

Since then more down, the young woman raised her gaze and was struck with a dashing figure that looked clumsy. It felt like going berserk, fists were ready to pound. 

“If I say no, do you want to go?” Shanuella asked back.

Rarendra.

“We should talk Shan.” Looking sad, he observed a beautiful woman sitting on the floor with a used cardboard box. 

Shanuella. Both legs bent, he hugged her tightly and laid her face down on her knees.

“I'm sorry. But, Kathy is indeed part of my past. We've known each other for a long time.”

Shanuella's heart is beating. Raised head. If he did not want to see before, now he stared intently at the object in front of him.

“She's my friend.”

“Yes. Because he's your friend, that's why I know him. He helped me on a mission of revenge.” Rarendra was honest.

“Yes God. I didn't even know my enemy was so close.” Tears that had subsided, now flowed down and wet the cheeks.

“Sorry.” Rarendra kept his distance so that his position and Shanuella remained two steps away. Not until his future wife was uncomfortable with his presence. He wanted to explain everything without anyone being covered up again.

“Tell me everything. What I haven't known all this time. I should know!” Shanuella brushed away her tears. He did not want to be considered weak.

“We talk in the car.”

Shanuella.

“There's Lana inside. He's been looking for you since.” Rarendra persuaded patiently.

Her daughter's name was called, Shanuella flinched. The little girl who was ignored when anger melted her. 

“I want to meet Lana.” Shanuella hurriedly stood up and intended to meet Lana as Rarendra held back his movements. The man suddenly calmed down, hugging his waist in a sassy manner while begging for forgiveness.

“Shan, I'm sorry. Kathy is part of the past, she and I have never had a relationship.” The sentences were thrown out quickly, Rarendra did not want to waste the opportunity.

Shanuella's tears are pouring out. Occasionally he rebelled from the clutches of Rarendra's burly hands that were wrapped around his waist.

“Then, my feelings were still held back on Celine. I ... I really, really want to repay my heartache to you. I asked Kathy to help me pass on my revenge plan. That'sallthatis. If in the end he likes me, it's just a one-sided feeling, Shan. I never responded to it. I didn't even give him a chance.” 

Rarendra put his face on Shanuella's stomach, hoping that his explanation could blow away any misunderstanding. He did not want to until their wedding plans were in disarray.

“Shan, I beg you. Please consider Lana in this matter. When we fight, our daughter is the victim. You know, she was crying looking for you. How do I explain to her that Mama is misunderstanding. Please, don't be like this. Lana needs both of us, together make her happy.”

Shanuella looked at the beautiful afternoon sky, but was not in line with her cheesy feelings. However, Rarendra's words were true. Lana needs them to stay together for a happy future. Egoistic wanting. However, she was no longer a girl who did not need to consider many things. She is a mother who must think of her daughter's smile and laughter.

“Koko ... loved her?” Shanuella still did not want to look at Rarendra who continued to insist on asking for forgiveness.

“No.” 

A stern answer that lifted half Shanuella's weight.

“There was never any love for him. From the very beginning. I love you without knowing. Shan, you should know .... I repeatedly planned murder for you, repeatedly .. I saved you. I can't see you taking lives. No.” Rarendra. “I'm sorry.”

The shadow of the past that has been buried deep, is now excavated again. Heartache hit again, Shanuella closed her eyes, holding tightness in the chest. He remembers clearly, several times almost being called a bullet and Rarendra saved it.

“Yes God, Lana. What kind of Daddy did Mama give you. He has no heart, he's a human being. Forgive Mama, Nak.”

Rarendra shook his head, refuting Shanuella's words.

“Coko also fucked her just like I used to?” Biting the lips at the end of the question, Shanuella's chest felt pierced with sharp pain.

“SHAN!”

Answers have not been given yet, Rarendra and Shanuella flinched as a masculine voice shouted from the direction of the street.