My Beloved Bodyguard's
MBB 82

Shanuella turned towards Rarendra and shook her head. “I have my own reasons.” Staring at a glance, then lowering the view on the adult man who was lying down with a decorated wound.

“Mas, wake. Let's go home.” Shanuella focused her attention on Bayu who had been ignored since because of Rarendra's presence. “I don't know what to do if you're not with us. Wake up now, Mas.” Rubbing a bruise on the husband's temple, the woman frowned. It was as if the pain could be felt.

Rarendra. Standing a few steps behind Shanuella, he could not do much. All like tangled yarn. He had once misstepped, becoming a cruel man just out of a grudge. God punished by touching his heart. He bestowed feelings of love on the woman he had intentionally hurt. 

...🍒🍒🍒...

Rarendra had already returned to the treatment room by opposing the package containing food. Special fried rice complete with pickled cucumbers and emping is contained in it. As his feet stepped in, he found Shanuella sitting and smashed her head over the half-asleep gurney. His left hand continued to hold the fingers of Bayu who was not yet aware of the influence of the drug.

Putting the food pack on the table, Rarendra walked over. When the woman he loved fell asleep, the first thing he wanted to do was hug. His longing suddenly rose. Stepping silently, she trembled for a moment standing behind the feminine body that was arcing towards the bed. The woman's head hitched a ride on the right hand that folded over the gurney.

The smell of his body is the same. 

Rarendra bowed, lowering his face towards the sleeping Shanuella. He rubbed the long strands of hair a little messy with a smile. The long fingers comb the saplings and tuck the crown at the top of the head into the back of the ear.

“He remains the same as before. It's just ...” Rarendra was stunned for a moment until a boost in him sparked his courage and his sassiness. Smiling for a moment before tasting Shanuella's temple, the turmoil she had been buried in suddenly revolted.

The feeling is still the same as before. These five years .. I live in a state of pretense. How much did my struggle to get rid of him .. he still filled my heart. I'm sorry I hurt you. Believe me, my heart hurts and hurts more than anyone. I want to be able to hate you, the opposite is true.

“Shan, I love you, Honey.” Rarendra whispered in Shanuella's ear. The woman was too tired, her sleep was so good. The roar of breath sounds regular, heavy and long. “I'm sorry, Shan. I'm sorry I ever hurt you. I've been trying to avoid you all this time because I know ... when we meet again .. My love won't be as calm as before. He'll rebel and find his owner.”

“Shan ..”.

“Shan ..”.

Rarendra hastily enforced his standing position. Still had time to tidy up his clothes to eliminate awkwardness before finally approaching Bayu to find out.

“You've been human?”

“Where is Shan-Shan?” I ... heard his voice.” Bayu is still not fully conscious. Staring at the ceiling of the room, the light of the lamp made his eyes glare.

Shanuella who was piqued, rushed to raise her head. “Mas Bayu wake up?” tanyanya fast. 

Hurriedly standing up, Shanuella staggered. Luckily, Rarendra grabbed her waist so as not to fall. 

“Be careful, Shan.” Reluctant to take off, her palm was still anchored at Shanuella's waist even though the woman was already standing next to Bayu who was already conscious.

“Mas, how do you feel?” A feeling of relief was stamped from the instantaneous change of the bright face.

“I where?” Bayu's eyes were half closed, his brain was restoring all the memories that had flown. The whole body feels pain.

“At the hospital.”

The answer that made the male patient flinched. “What happened to me? Lana. Where's Lana, Shan?” tanya Bayu spontaneously. He was unaware of the presence of others with them.