
“Shan, I have to get back to work.”
Bayu placed the slumbering Lana on his shoulders carefully. Not until the little girl who cries too much is disturbed.
Shanuella. Sitting on the side of the bed, he stared sadly at his daughter. The little girl who was born from her sin in the past was asleep with a plain face. If you hadn't fallen in love, the story and Blade wouldn't have perfected the pain in your heart. If he can be a little mature and use logic, maybe the pain in life does not strike many times. However, God gave him a glimmer of hope from the regret that still inhabited the deepest side of his heart. The adorable little girl let down her regrets with just a smile.
“Shan.” Bayu resuscitates a beautiful looking woman in a simple work suit. He could see Shanuella's short-tiered shoulder then the gaze moved slowly towards him.
“Ya, Mas.”
“I have to work again. Lana's medicine don't forget to drink. It must have hurt a lot when the anesthetic was gone. Fear fussing.
“Ya, Mas.” Shanuella's voice was weak, almost inaudible.
“Today I came home a little night. Tell Mbok, there's no need to wait for me to come home. I brought my own keys.”
“Ya, Mas.”
The same answer sounds repetitive and disturbs Bayu's feelings. Living together under one or for four years, of course, he began to understand a lot about Shanuella.
“Do not think. Everything must be fine. This is sustenance from God. We are reminded to be more careful and attentive to Lana. As a parent, I am busy and you are busy. Thank God, God still warns. Not directly punishing us” Sweet engraved warm smile, Bayu walked closer to Shanuella who was still faithfully sitting on the lip of the bed.
While standing still without a word, Bayu smiled as his interlocutor raised his gaze. The look they meet.
“Remember Shan. You are at this point full of struggles and tears. Come on, step forward. The past is a memory. You have to fight for Lana.”
Those encouraging words were echoed so that Shanuella would stop wailing. The crying will end in vain without resurrection.
“Let me know if you need anything. I have to work now, Shan. Take good care of yourself. Don't get sick again. Lana needs you.”
Bayu walked closer a few steps. His hands were raised and shaking. He had to strengthen his resolve so as not to take the wrong stance. No matter what his relationship with Shanuella was now, the heart still gave distance and built the barrier wall so high.
Before his palm was anchored at Shanuella's top, the man was startled by the woman's unusual demeanor before him. Just a short word came out of those thin lips. Spoken with a vibrating voice resisting the cry.
“Te .. rima ka .. sih.” Shanuella grabbed Bayu's hand and held it tightly.
The stifled sobs actually became a cry as Shanuella's cheeks clung tightly to the man's muscular stomach in the black suit. The shedding of the grief that came uninvited and destroyed his kink.
“Already. No cry. Dear tears. It's destiny. Just understand that. Avoiding is also useless if you have a bad destiny. Accept, Shan. Sure that God planned something beautiful behind it.”
“I still hate it, Mas. He's really brash. I want to be able to kill Blade with my own hands,” Shanuella said between tears.
“For what? Dear your tears.”
“But, still it doesn't feel sincere. Me ... I ..”
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