
Screaming in my heart, crying without tears. Bayu who does not have relatives was not willing to feel the loss that might happen soon.
They're mine, there's no way I'm sharing them with another man. They are not goods, can be thrust to and fro. They're part of my life, my breath, my life. How can I give it to someone else. It's the same as suicide.
“Papa.”
The greeting of the little girl mashed Bayu's feelings. He awakens from the shadow of a nightmare, enjoying the warm embrace of the most important women in his life.
“I ... love you,” whispered Bayu before unraveling the various knots of hands on his body. Grabbing Lana's body, raising the little girl on the shoulder, turning around and grabbing Shanuella's shoulder and taking the woman in. “It's dark, we continue inside.
“Ya, Mas.” Shanuella's gaze was fixed on the empty glass of Bayu's former inside his grasp.
I feel like this glass now. Empty without feeling, empty without love, and hurt because of him. Too deep the scars, to the point that they can no longer heal perfectly. If the world knew how broken I was, maybe he would let me go before his time. Unfortunately, God sent the little girl to me, as if He knew all my plans. Lana hugged me and made me unable to disappear from all the problems of the world. The little girl tried to strengthen me by constantly making me remember all those dark stories. My enemy is the father of my son.
Shanuella sighed heavily, face looking up. Entering the house, he let Bayu and Lana step first. He pondered in the middle of the door, looking at the twilight that passed changing the night of shahdu. The sun completed its work that day, and was replaced by a smiling night moon in the thick.
“God, I'm still sick. Please heal first just give me a new pain. Whether he's Rarendra or Blade, please don't bring him into my life to perfect the pain of the past. I'm not ready to be destroyed a second time.”
...✔️✔️✔️...
Nervousness struck, heartbeats rumbled seductively. Shanuella arrives first at the restaurant where the appointment is to be. Sitting in the corner, his hands squeezed on the table. This was the second meeting, but he felt the same nervousness.
Repeatedly glancing at the clock on her phone, Shanuella could not sit quietly. Like there's a big problem coming crashing down. Amidst the wait, he gasped as the flat object on the table rang loudly. Rarendra's name appears there.
“Ya, Sir.” Shanuella. Repeatedly asked to call with the name Endra, his tongue refused firmly. Call ‘pak’ is more spaced and make it convenient.
“Ya, Sir.”
“You're already at the restaurant?”
“Don't worry, I just arrived. I can wait, Mr.”
“Good.” Rarendra. Sitting in the back seat, the man continuously observed the personal bodyguard gripping the steering wheel. “Bay, is it still a while?”
Wire sticks to the ears. The interlocutor is still faithful waiting across. Rarendra purposely greeted his guard while smiling cunningly.
“Not long, Sir. In a moment.”
“Good, not good. This is an important client of the company. That's why I asked you to buy me flowers.” Rarendra made a voice, deliberately letting the woman at the end of the call come to hear.
“Hah!” Shanuella, who had been listening, was suddenly shocked.
“Ma .. sorry, it's still connected. I'm talking to my personal bodyguard, Bayu. Later, I will introduce you, so that the future is easier. When I'm not around, you can contact Bayu.”
“Wood?” Shanuella's feelings started to get bad. His meeting with Rarendra today was deliberately not reported to the husband. He began to move on, and considered the man a new figure, not the past. Stop thinking about that jerk who broke his life and heart at the same time.
“Yes, Bayu Lesmana. My best friend and my loyal bodyguard.”
Bayu who listened to the chat since then suddenly jolted when his name was called in full.