My Beloved Bodyguard's
THE MBB 79

“Mas, wake. Don't sleep on.” I have to how?” Shanuella looked at her fingers and the intertwined Bayu. Her husband did not respond, the long fingers were unraveled and stiff.

“I came here without telling Lana and Mbok Sari, they must be waiting for our return for dinner. Build, Mas. Let's go home.” Shanuella's voice was heard. Occasionally rub the corners of the eyes wet. Struggling hard to hold back the pace of tears, she cried and cried again.

“Mas, wake. I fear. Don'tgo. I've lost Mommy, Daddy, I can't lose you. We can't without you.” Whispering quietly, he did not want to until what he said was heard by a foreign man occupying the sofa in the corner of the room.

Rarendra stared unblinkingly from a distance. Choosing to keep her distance for a while, she did not want to tease Shanuella who looked hit. They have been close in the past and now have to be distant, it feels stifling. At this point he realized that the woman had never left his heart.

Shan ….

Hearts scream when they find a loved woman bemoaning another man. Tears of sadness and tinge of worry Shanuella is no longer for him. Another figure took his place and became the shelter of the woman. Disappointment, jealousy, and pain are hidden to make the world invisible. He didn't want anyone to know that he was in pieces right now.

When losing the lover due to an accident, Rarendra was still able to lift his head. But now he is at a point that people might call slumped. Watching at the same place, it felt like embracing Shanuella and hugging friendly. The feet stepped involuntarily, directed towards the gurney in the middle of the room.

“Shan.” Rarendra who had been silent since then, suddenly stood beside Shanuella, greeted gently and spread a flat smile.

The face of grief was lifted. Wet tracksuit cheeks, red eyes, and occasional sobbing. Without telling the story, the sadness caught Rarendra.

“Have eaten?” yangna, slowly.

Shanuella.

“I'm not hungry, Sir.”

“But, your face is pale. We go down, find food,” persuaded Rarendra, glancing at Shanuella's hand grip so tightly on Bayu's fingers. His heart was stabbed again.

Throwing away the view, hiding jealousy, Rarendra did not want to until the feeling dragged on and turned off his spirit and steps. Shanuella's hers, it's only hers since the old days. The presence of Bayu will not change any reality.

He's just Sunjaya's loyal dog. Sure. Rarendra nodded, trying to believe himself in the midst of a heart that began to waver. The picture that Bayu and Shanuella showed seemed to deny his belief. He is not yet clear about the relationship between the two, but he knows that these two people have more closeness, more than bodyguards and the employer's daughter.

Could he fall in love with Bayu? But, it seems impossible. I know her type Shanuella, Bayu was never on the list even though it was in the order of a thousand.

Throwing away the conjecture that made the chest pounded, Rarendra's gaze was directed at the two. Observed closely, meaning every real interaction Shanuella and Bayu. A smile was barely etched from his dry lips but all vanished in an instant when he realized something.

Why is the ring similar?

The gaze did not move, continuing to scan the ring tucked in his second finger. That guess turned into panic. In the slightest, he had never expected that there would be this possibility. His people did not tell anything other than Bayu who still serves the Sunjaya family until this moment. There is no story about the former employer and bodyguard. Moreover, all this time it was known that his personal bodyguard had married and had a daughter, making Rarendra mindless in that direction.

Who's Bayu's wife? No way Shan-Shan, ‘kan? Why is the ring similar. Why can he hold Bayu's hand without being awkward. Why ….

Rarendra froze, he was stunned himself after putting together a story that might be the truth hidden.