My Beloved Bodyguard's
MBB 96'S

Pulses all over the body due to being hit by an iron pole can still be held. However, pain in the heartburn when knowing how badly Shanuella hurt made Rarendra collapse.

“What's my fault with you?” shanuella asked withstanding a cry. Not wanting to look weak, let alone shaken. He has to hold his head up.

Rarendra's lips clenched tightly, glancing at the woman who was standing waiting for an answer.

“I'm sorry.” Rarendra's voice sounded raucous. A layer of clear liquid suddenly coats a pair of eyes. The arrogance that had been maintained all this time suddenly collapsed. He became a weak person because of the guilt that gnaws the soul.

Shanuella gulps. “Sorry as what do you want?”

Rarendra gasped, turning towards his interlocutor. “Shan?”

“What kind of mistake requires my forgiveness. What sins have you committed that I need forgiveness. Honestly, it's too stupid that I can't tell love apart and pretend. I'm too thirsty for affection, until I can get caught in the trap of male con artists.”

The bandage-stained head shook his head. 

“Why choose me?”

Rarendra's confused. “Means?”

Shanuella sighed, her gaze piercing to the recesses of the heart. “Why among so many women in the world .. You chose me?” 

Question jerking accompanied by hunting breath. There is an implied emotion in it.

“No.” Rarendra replied weakly.

“Not wrong choosing the victim. I'm the fool who fell in love until I forgot everything, ‘kan?” 

“Never call my name. I am not going to. How wicked you are, Blade. I've never found a man as depraved as you.” Tears fell eventually. Shanuella's self-defense collapsed as lips called out a name that was loved and hated wholeheartedly.

“I'm sorry.” Rarendra is helpless. If he could, he would kneel down and beg for forgiveness. However, his current condition made him unable to do much.

“For what's back? I already assumed you were dead. If there's anything I hate in this world, Blade answers. If there are regrets in your life, you are my regrets.” Tears that once flowed slowly, now pouring.

Shanuella's body trembled violently. Repeating every story in the past, his heart was sliced apart. Both legs were unable to support the weight of the body, the woman fell on the floor. Crying and lamenting the hard days he has been through.

“Shan, you why?” Rarendra panicked amid helplessness. 

The crying sounded so loud. Shanuella was struck by deep sadness. His fist smacked on the floor, his breathing choked. 

“I want to kill you. You completely destroyed me to the point of no silence. The moment I fell, I wished that there was you by my side and reached out to make me rise. When I have a lot of loss, I hope you strengthen me. In fact not .. You add vinegar to my gaping wound. You are ...” 

Unable to continue his words, Shanuella drowned. So many surprises throughout this day, the body and soul cannot accept any more. At the top, the body loses consciousness. Falling drooping on the cold floor with tears flowing down the cheeks.

The roar and cry disappeared along with the sound of something hitting a hard object. The silence that occurred so suddenly, provoked Rarendra's worries. Unable to move, the handsome patient simply shouted at someone who was asked to wait outside the room.

“BAY!” the scream echoed. Rarendra's feelings suddenly not care.

“BAY!” 

Trying to press the bell to ask someone for help, Rarendra panicked in the wait. Five minutes into the torture, the man was able to breathe a sigh of relief when a nurse came inside.

“Sus, please look on the floor. Did something happen to her? Please also call the man who is waiting outside.” Rarendra.