Love, take my side
Chapter 120

"How should I prove it sir. Give myself now to my father?" challenge Salsa bravely and do not want to lose. Rendra rubbed her hair looking at Salsa's bravery. He did not expect that his words would keep him trapped. He thinks Salsa is giving up. But what happened, Salsa gave a question that he had a hard time answering. Salsa looked at Rendra boldly. While Rendra must rub his head from front to back. The man had a hard time answering Salsa's questions.

In fact, Rendra could have tested Salsa and answered yes. But seeing the courage of Salsa. Rendra did not want to be caught up with the grave sin if Salsa was also willing to give herself this time. In addition, Rendra also did not want to fall into a lie. It could have been if he said yes and Salsa was willing but the reality is that the woman is no longer holy.

But to say no is also difficult. He's the one making the questions but he's hard to prove.

"You think. How can you prove that you are still holy without us sinning" replied Rendra calmly. His eyes looked at Salsa full of probing. He did not know that Salsa was so hurt by his words. The woman was actually offended but she understood the question. He was aware of his exaggerated attitude to get Rendra.

Salsa tried to tempt herself so as not to show her anger. After all he was aware that the old man standing before him was his head in the office. Salsa did not want to just because her unwelcome feelings had a bad effect on her career.

"alright sir. If you need proof. I can't do anything. I will not force my feelings to be reciprocated. Right said father. It is better to marry a widow than a girl who is not necessarily still holy. I hope that Anna's father and mother's relationship can be closer and end in the guarantee," Salsa finally said. He would not drop his pride again in the presence of the man. Enough today and days ago he was acting silly and even impressed cheaply for the sake of the man he had admired for a long time. Convicting the man is the only way so that he can be more restrained.

"That means, you're not holy anymore" Rendra said guessing the origin that made Salsa even more hurt. Salsa lowered her head with already heated eyes. Rendra's words really make her like a worthless woman. Rendra guessed without proof and loudly accused himself of being unholy again. Hearing Rendra's guess. Salsa felt like she was detached from her body. It was the most painful word ever addressed to him.

"Take it that way, sir," Salsa said in a hoarse voice. Not to argue and not to justify. Because for him, there was no point in telling the truth. If he says he is still holy. Rendra will believe the evidence. Salsa tried hard so that the tears that had been flooded were not spilled.

"Thank you for your honesty Salsa."

Salsa just nodded her head. To say a single word, he was unable to. Every word that came out of Rendra's mouth was like a knife incision in his heart. Seeing Rendra believe just like that by asserting a guess from him makes Salsa feel like a person who does not have the self-esteem that is judged low by Rendra.

"We can get out now?" ask Rendra. The man could not see the change in Salsa's face. The hour hand shows lunch time.

"Can lunch be canceled, sir?.

"Why?" ask Rendra astonished. Salsa wanted this lunch and she cancelled it too. Rendra had reserved a table for them this afternoon.

"Yet my stomach is cramping sir" replied Salsa. Rendra watched Salsa from head to toe. Salsa who looks grimacing with eyes that almost cry makes Rendra believe if the woman is sick stomach.

"Come, I'll take you to the nearest hospital."

"All Salsa. You can rearrange your lunch schedule. Whenever you want. I'll be ready to take my time as a thank you for your help and kindness."

Salsa nodded her head. After saying that. Rendra pamit go home.

Salsa stared at the departure of the man she admired so much. Since first working in a company owned by Rendra. Salsa admires Rendra. Rendra who is authoritative and treats himself well makes Salsa respect Rendra not just because the leader. As a secretary and already have experience working in other companies before working in Rendra's company. Salsa can see how the leadership and even the owner of the company attitude towards his secretary. Sometimes the secretary not only takes care of the job of the boss but also takes care of the personal matters of the boss, especially the affairs of the lower abdomen.

Salsa feels differently at Rendra's company. As the leader of Rendra very much appreciated him. Salsa really only takes care about Rendra's work. The reward for its performance is not only in the form of a large salary and bonus. But sometimes Rendra reminds himself not to forget to eat and rest. One concern that Salsa never felt from a father.

It turned out that the little attention Rendra gave to her employees including Salsa made foreign feelings grow in the girl's heart. Salsa tried to suppress that feeling when she found out that Rendra loved his wife who was then Anita's mother. Salsa did not want to be an actor even though the feelings in her heart were growing more fertile. Salsa feels she has a chance after learning of Rendra and Anita's divorce. He tried to get attention to Rendra but to no avail.

Salsa again suppresses her feelings when she understands Rendra's marriage to Nia. At that time he felt that Rendra was not his match. Again Salsa felt the opportunity to know the failure of the marriage.

Salsa braves to tease Rendra but to no avail. His heart was again left out if Rendra turned out to approach one of his coworkers, Anna's mother.

Salsa felt that love was not on her side. He's expecting Rendra but Rendra's after Anna's mother. As he knew, Anna's mother gave no hope to Rendra after getting terror from Anita's mother.

Salsa did not give up. He wants his feelings to get back. But the fact that was obtained was a doubt about her purity. Salsa of course feels himself unappreciated in this regard. Salsa's surrender. Sometimes Salsa felt she was the most stupid woman in the world. With a beautiful face with an ideal body, Salsa can get a much younger or handsome lover from Rendra. But it's called love. The figure of Rendra is the perfect figure for Salsa who will be his companion in the day to come.

But what happened this afternoon. All of Salsa's hopes and hopes were thrown into a deep abyss. His efforts to reach Rendra's heart did not succeed. All the words of Rendra this afternoon are regarded as a rejection by Salsa.

What Salsa feels is inversely proportional to what is experienced by Anggita. If at this time Salsa feels love is not on her side. Anggita actually felt love was on his side. You can feel Evan's love is really sincere to him. Evan's attitude really appreciates Angita.

"Darling, have you felt any love for me?" ask Evan. The couple is sitting on the sofa with Anggita who is now lying down with her husband's thigh as a pillow.

"You shouldn't ask about love. But feel what I do to you with love. Whatever I do to you and your family. Try to judge it by love. Including with what I am doing right now," Anggita replied.

In this second marriage, Anggita was comfortable with what Evan did to her. You do not want to rush to call security as love. For Anggita, Let the word love for the husband has never been spoken from his lips but every action describes a woman's love for her family.