Love, take my side
Disrupters

Hurt is easy. Finding enemies is easy. But one thing is difficult. Making the person who is hurt can come back to believe in the person who hurt. It was felt by Evan at this moment. He used to easily hurt Anggita. But now, Evan is very difficult to prove if he is sorry and wants to change.

Evan must accept if he has been considered someone else for Anggita. Their business is just a child. And actually Anggita also did not expect too much Evan intervention in meeting the needs of his son. But because it has already been discovered, Anggita does not have the heart to decide or keep his daughter with Evan. And Anggita keeps strict boundaries with her ex.

We spent three days in the hospital and this was the third day. Later in the afternoon, Anggita and the baby are scheduled to go home. And these three days Evan was also in that small town. He even told Rico to go back to town to take care of his company. Anggita's rejection of the referral invitation did not make Evan immediately give up. During these three days, Evan always paid more attention to his ex-wife. But alas, Anggita considers that sincere attention is just ordinary attention.

Just like Evan. Doctor Angga also always pay attention to Anggita. During those three days, Doctor Angga always took his time to go to Anggita's room. Saw Evan in the room. Dr. Angga also limited his attention. Not giving up or not confident competing with Evan. But the man thought Evan deserved to be in the room more than he did. The angel gave birth to Evan's flesh and blood. A strong reason for Evan to always accompany Anggita compared to him who is only a pursuer of love Anggita.

As of this moment, Dr. Angga returned to Anggita's room. Not a personal visit but a visit as an obstetrician for his patients.

"Good day" said Doctor Angga with a smile. Anggita who can sit down to answer the greeting of the doctor is almost simultaneously with Evan who answered the greeting of the Doctor.

"Can you lay down Anggita?" pinta Doctor Angga. Before going home for a few more hours, the doctor must confirm the former surgery first. Whether it is good or still needs special care at the hospital.

Evan reached out his hand to help Anggita lie down. Aggita still looks difficult when you want to lie down or wake up from sleep.

"I can myself mas," Anggita said as he aged himself to lie down. Evan could do nothing but stare at the woman. I think we are really keeping a distance from him.

Doctor Angga told the nurse to reveal Anggita's pajamas. Then Angga's doctor examined the scar of the operation. Evan who was not far away stood up from the doctor Angga tried to look at the scar. The man immediately looked at the scar. When the nurse changed the bandage. Evan could see the wound of the operation clearly.

Evan took a few steps back. Two days ago she and Mama Feli saw how Anggita felt pain. And today he can see the cause of the pain. He then looked at Anggita with an illegible look on his face. Evan really realized that his happiness is to be a father. There is a sacrifice of an Angita that cannot be reciprocated in any case.

Now it was not only guilt that lingered in his heart. Evan also felt his affection for Anggita growing. He doesn't care about himself as an ex-husband. The man was determined to make Anggita his again.

"There's no problem. The medicine is regularly eaten and not to be missed," said Dr. Angga after the bandage was replaced. Aggita just nodded his head stiffly. Doctor Angga already holding his stomach put Anggita to shame. He did not dare to look at the Doctor.

"Who will drive you home?" ask Dr. Angga again. If Evan wasn't in that room. Doctor Angga would definitely not ask that. She will offer to drive Anggita and the baby home. Again the doctor Angga appreciated Evan.

"I'm a doctor myself" replied Evan quickly. He had promised in his heart that he would not let Anggita and his daughter have the slightest problem, including the return from the hospital.

"Okay well," said Dr. Angga. The man immediately said goodbye to Anggita and Evan after first throwing a sweet smile at the young mother.

Evan hates that. Seeing Anggita return that smile. Evan also wanted to see Anggita's smile for himself. For three days this accompanied Anggita. Evan never saw the smile of the woman for himself. Assume to be flat to himself. Evan really feels like someone else. And Evan understands Anggita's attitude because of his actions in the past.

"No need to take us home. We can take a taxi" Anggita refused after the doctor and nurse had left the room. Now only the ex-husband in the room. Actually Angita is not happy with this situation. Mama Feli is too busy at home preparing for the arrival of her favorite granddaughter.

"Let me do my part Anggita. Don't make me a useless man for our daughter and you. I am ready to help you in any case. Never be shy. I'm the father of our baby. Don't forget that."

"No need for a mas. Focus on your happiness and your work. Without your responsibility to my daughter. You're still his biological father. Please let me be independent in everything including in terms of my daughter.

"What do you mean Anggita?.

Evan can catch the implicit word of his ex-wife. But he wanted to hear directly the meaning of the words from Anggita.

"Please don't bother us. Honestly, I am very happy living my life right now. I can take care of our baby. I promise I'll tell you about myself to our baby."

"Am I a bully to you?" ask Evan sadly.

"Actually, if I'm honest. Saw you here. I remember a time when I was your wife. Mas, I need peace of mind for this healing process. Justjust please. I'm asking for help mas. I'm not comfortable if you're around me."

What anggita says is what it is. He not only endured the pain of the operation. But Anggita also tries hard to manage his mind well so that his heart is fine. Looking at Evan, it actually made his heart wound that was almost healed now back inflamed. Before the delivery process, Anggita had almost forgotten the past of his household. But the attention for the sake of attention Evan gave him recalled the wounds that the man himself had created. Really, he didn't like the attention. It was better not to see Evan at all than to receive the attention of her ex-husband.

"Sir. What a deep pain your heart so that I as a bully for you. I'll prove it if I've changed Anggita. You will appreciate and love you more. Give me a second chance. Aunt Ani was witness to how much I miss you after this farewell. I only realized my love for you after you left. And I realized that I was the one who hurt the most for what I did to you. I lost you. It's not you who lost me. Think of it, like I'm aware of my love for you. Is there no love that grows in your heart as long as we are husband and wife?" ask Evan sadly.

"Mas, you think. What love can grow if the treatment is not good almost every day that I receive. I was wrong for you. Sitting wrong, standing wrong. Wrong attention no attention getting wrong. I treat you well at the dinner table and in bed. But what I received. You think of me as a body warden. You threw out the divorce papers while I was struggling with morning sickness. You put the dream woman home when I was your wife. You were planning a pregnancy program with that woman when I was already pregnant with your seeds. You believed just like that when I was slandered and thrown in jail. You called me a murderer for believing too much in her words. Mas, I deliberately sacrificed my son for your happiness with that woman. Pursue your happiness. Don't waste my sacrifice."

"Prince." Evan felt his heart throbbing in pain hearing Anggita mention one by one his mistakes in the past.

"I haven't finished talking. My way is different. Honestly, there is no love in this heart for you. What is there is a wound. I'm just a normal human being. Will be hurt if hurt and will be touched if appreciated. In the future our relationship is only because of our daughter. Pursue your happiness. So that my sacrifice is not in vain."

"Don't fight for me. Because your struggle will not melt my heart."

"But that's my promise. I will punish myself for my foolishness and my guilt for you and our daughter. Remember this is Anggita. I work for both of you and I won't marry you again if I don't." Evan promised really.

"Don't overdo it promise me. Not good at that."

"I'm seriously Anggita. I want to be a responsible man for my wife and son. It's not fair if I change but someone else feels that change. You can believe it or not. Time will answer. And I beg you. Don't shut down the access between me and our daughter. If you are not ready to refer me. Let me take responsibility for our daughter. And I'll wait patiently while trying to melt your heart."

"I'll think of you. But for the next few weeks let me calm down in this healing. To come back with you. I can't give you hope for it. I beg you to understand" Anggita said, repeating his words. Evan did not answer. The man just looked at Anggita with sadness. Their conversation was indeed without anger from Anggita and himself. But the conversation could have caused Evan to fall into the deepest abyss. Assuming you're really not giving yourself a second chance.

Afternoon came, at Evan's persuasion. Anggita is finally ready to be escorted by Evan back home. The idea is willing to be ushered in not because it has changed its mind to give Evan a chance. But the woman was too lazy to argue in the hospital lobby it was just a matter of going home. Aggita does not want to be a spectacle of hospital employees and other patients.

"Star cafe?" evan asked astonished when Anggita told Evan his address.

"Why would Evan?" asked Mama Feli who was also in the car. Mama Feli was able to capture the sense of wonder shown by her former daughter-in-law. Mama Feli's attitude also seemed to soften to her former in-laws. The old woman realized that she had to stand between Evan and Anggita. He should not side with either because there is a baby girl among the ex-husband.

"Two months ago, me and Rico were dying to stop by this cafe ma'am. But because it's still ten this cafe is not open yet. Two hours later we were about to stop by as well but the bench was empty because someone was booking a cafe for a birthday. It turns out it's where you live." Evan realizes that the inner bond between her baby and herself is very strong.

"Two months ago, have you been here?" ask Mama Feli again. Evan nodded his head. Unasked the man told her about Lastri's mother until the reason three days ago she was in this City. The grief he felt for the loss of Lastri's mother brought him to meet Anggita and her baby.

Suppose that since entering the car only quietly can hear the story of her ex-husband. At first he thought that his whereabouts were known to Evan. Suppose it was Danny who exposed the secret to his whereabouts.

Evan continues his story until he and Rico are in the hospital. Starting from these few months that often feel a strange stomach pain up to three days ago the stomach pain was as if unbearable.

"Your inner strength and your daughter are too strong, son. If one day you find your happiness with another woman. Keep in mind if you have a daughter from Anggita. Never forget him. Your daughter is already struggling to grow and develop in her mother's womb with various threats."

Evan remained focused on holding the steering wheel but did not respond to the words of his former mother-in-law. The happiness he wants is not happiness with other women but happiness with Anggita and her daughter.

Evan looked at Anggita from the rearview mirror sitting in the backseat. Evan slowed down the speed of his car because he saw Anggita holding his stomach. Evan was afraid that the speed of his car made Anggita in pain in the area of the operation wound.

In front of the house. Evan quickly got out of the car and opened the front door for Mama Feli who was holding the baby. After Mama Feli got out of the car. Evan immediately approached the back door and saw Anggita trying to get off the car.

"Hold my hand Anggita," said Evan after the woman closed the door.

"I can do it myself." Aggita trying to walk slowly towards home. He turned his head to the cafe grounds before continuing his footsteps. In the yard that many parked motorcycles make Anggita smile.

Anggita back up his legs. Just a few steps, Anggita felt the dark surroundings. Angita felt his head dizzy amazingly.

"Womens" said Evan quickly and held Anggita's hands together so as not to fall. The assumption does not respond. Seeing both Anggita's eyes closed. Evan immediately carried the woman with his heart towards the house.

"What's going on?" mama Feli asked in surprise. The woman had just put the tiny baby in the crib.

"It looks like she passed out mother," Evan said in a panic as well. He took Anggita to the room whose door was opened by Mama Feli. He immediately looked for eucalyptus oil in the baby bag belonging to his daughter. Evan patiently applied the eucalyptus oil to the woman's nose and to the soles of her feet.

"Wake up Anggita." Evan looks very worried to see the condition of Anggita at this time.

"Wake up son."

Evan and Mama Feli are trying to wake Anggita up simultaneously.

Just twenty minutes, Anggita is in that unconscious mode. Evan was immediately grateful when Anggita was aware. Evan and Mama Feli both breathed a sigh of relief.

"Mas, are you still here?" ask Anggita surprised. The question made Evan feel worthless and sad.

"It's also coming home." Evan immediately remembered the words of Anggita who did not want him because he wanted to calm down in the healing period.