Love, take my side
Family Support

"Nia, I know it's hard for you. But you should also know that this situation is also heavy for me. The wedding you want is not as easy as you think. Marriage is not a try. I'm not the kind of guy who likes to toy with marriage despite the fact that I'm being played with by women in marriage. It is better that we are like this than more sinful because getting married to cover up your pregnancy and then finally parting again. I appreciate whatever your decision Nia. And I hope whatever your decision is right now is your path to happiness" Danny said.

Danny came out of the room. And then Nia's tears ran down her cheeks. Nia was crying over everything that happened to her life. The folly that led her to the path of such a complicated life.

"Ikhlas, I must accept all of this. I'm like this because of my mistake. Not every guilty person gets punished. And this is a punishment for me" Nia murmured. The more he tried to accept the reality of life. Nia felt an incredible sadness. This punishment was too heavy for him. Nia feels that life is unfair. There are many men out there who do evil to a woman. Many men cheat or even worse rape. But many of the women who are hurt because of the case will forgive the man and can even accept back.

Nia crying. Throughout his life he always tried to do good. But just once she slipped Nia directly fell into the deepest abyss. And worse, no one tried to help himself from the abyss.

In this kind of situation, Nia recalled her best friend Anggita. He did not expect that his fate was much more miserable than Anggita's fate. Nia misses her best friend. But Nia refrains from contacting Anggita because Nia realizes Anggita is already happy with her small family. Nia did not want to disturb the happiness of her best friend.

"Am I not worthy of forgiveness?" ask Nia in my heart.

Nia has decided not to beg Danny and his family. But it is undeniable that Nia is worried about her own future and the future of her child. Imagining an enlarged pregnancy without a husband makes Nia more sad and the tears do not stop flowing from both eyes.

It's not just him that he thinks. Nia was also afraid to imagine the reaction of her two sisters after learning of her pregnancy. Until now, Nia was still able to hide the pregnancy.

Nia rubbed her tears violently. Nia got up from the bed and decided to go home from the hospital right now. Nia meets the nurse who is on guard and expresses her wishes. The nurse proposes Nia to come home tomorrow morning. But Nia insisted on going home tonight. Finally, the nurse allowed it because there were no financing constraints. Danny's been paying for all the administrative work.

Nia's coming home. Along the way, Nia was still crying. The fight is over until tonight. She was determined not to cry after she was home.

Nia's return was greeted with a face full of question marks by her two younger siblings. Nia's puffy face and swollen eyes could not be covered by anything. Three days ago, Nia told them to take a vacation.

"What's wrong with you, ma'am" asked Santi's second sister Nia. Santi even held Nia's body towards the sofa.

"Sit down on the deck, somebody's gonna tell you both. Please call Jessi" said Nia. Santi complies and calls Jessi.

"What would you say?" jessi asked after the three of them sat around the table.

Nia looked at her sister's face one by one. She guessed in her heart the response of her sister will be her pregnancy later based on the character of her two sisters. He looked at Jessi. His sister was very different from his youngest sister Santi.

"You're still wondering why I canceled the wedding with Mr. Rendra?" ask Nia. Santi nodded his head slowly while Jessi did not give any reaction. To this day, Nia does not give any explanation regarding the failure of her marriage.

Compared to Santi, Jessi is the one who looks most disappointed by the failure of the marriage. A good life is in front of Mata, but Nia annulles her marriage to Rendra. Jessi has said many times that Nia is a stupid woman who is throwing away a golden opportunity to live a good life.

While Santi Nia's youngest sister. I don't blame Nia for that. Santi is younger than Jessi. Santi thinks more mature. Santi thought that the decision to cancel the marriage was the best thing compared to continuing the marriage but with a forced heart.

"Whatever you hear later. Please don't ever imitate what you've done that's clearly very wrong."

"Mbak, just go ahead. Don't beat the tele. I also have a lot of work and assignments from campus" Jessi said impatiently. Santi pushed her lips a few inches because she did not like Jessi's words that seemed urgent. Nia took a deep breath. Seeing Jessi's attitude like this. Nia was afraid, Jessi was increasingly blaming herself.

"Mbak annulled the marriage because she was pregnant with another man's seed" said Nia quietly and lowered her head.

Santi and Jessi both closed their mouths hearing Nia's words that clearly shocked them. All this time, they had not seen anything suspicious about Nia's behavior.

"Baby kidding, right?" ask Santi. Santi felt her eyes heat up hearing Nia's words. The three of them were not only tested by losing both of their parents. But it is also tested with the arrival of a new family member who is none other than the fetus that is now in the stomach. Unfortunately, the arrival of the new member was not born from a holy marriage but rather was born from an innocent woman with no marriage ties.

Angita shook his head. His words were not a joke but reality. Seeing Nia's sad face, Santi was also sad and now even hugged Nia. Without hearing the next story directly, Santi seemed to be able to feel if Nia had problems because of the pregnancy. Santi and Nia were hugging each other with cries heard in the living room. The attitude shown by Santi. Nia was relieved.

Jessi is still sitting. Since hearing Nia's confession. Jessi felt an already mounting anger in her head.

"Who's his real father?" ask Jessi sharply. Nia looked at Nia's face to the perit.

"Is it like this because it's forced?" ask Jessi again. During this time, Nia was a polite girl and had never been seen dating anyone. Rendra also rarely came to their house.

Again Nia shook her head. He purposely hid the story about the trap. In addition to Nia realizing that the trap was a big mistake, Nia was afraid that Jessy would get angry and blame her even more.

"Because I like to like?" ask Jessi again. Nia did not answer. Nia just stared at her sister for a while then lowered her head.

"Mbak is right wrong. Ma'am sorry because maybe this disgrace will make you ashamed to have a mother like me. Ma'am beg you two, do not imitate mbak any reason despite the reason for love. It's quite something like this" said Nia. He realized that he had failed to set an example for his two sisters. And Nia did not want one of her sisters to experience the same thing as her.

"That means, the man isn't willing to take responsibility is it?" ask Jessi again. Heard Nia's words. Jessi immediately guessed for herself especially with the condition of Nia's face which clearly looks like a person who is burdened with severe problems.

"Because this is an error. So the man doesn't need to be responsible. Mbak is too cheap to give this body without the bond of marriage. She's been having this pregnancy alone."

"It's not just me who's going through it like this. There are many women out there who get married because they are pregnant first. That man shouldn't be good. You should insist on marriage" said Santi softly.

"Really said you deck. But what's natural is different to what women out there who get pregnant out of wedlock experience. I've been trying to get responsible for getting married. But because it's my own fault. Ihklas' mother."

"It can't be like that. Pregnant because of the cooperation of the two then the responsible must also be both. Who is that man, mbak. Just let me know. I'll go to the guy. If he really doesn't want to be responsible. At least he knows that mbak is still valuable to both of us. Don't treat me like this" Jessi said angrily.

Just hearing Nia's words. Jessi was already feeling humiliated because the man who impregnated Nia was not willing to take responsibility.

"Who is he mbak. Don't let me find out for myself and act in my own way" Jessi said.

Nia looked at her sister. He already knows Jessi's stubborn character and if he wants something he always tries to get it. Including about the man Nia had hidden. Nia is very confident that Jessi will investigate herself. Nia cannot imagine if Jessi managed to find out if Danny is the father of the fetus he contains. Especially if you hear the real story.

"It's Jessi. Don't interfere in this one's business. I hope you don't find out who that guy is. That man is no match for us. We are with her family like heaven and earth" said Nia. Nia thought that Jessi would be afraid to find out about the man after hearing his words.

"I will not be afraid of anyone. While still fighting for the truth. I'll take my college friend's friend to the demon in front of his house. If necessary where she works," Jessi said bravely made Nia even more frightened.

"Don't like that deck. I beg. Now we better think about what we have to do in the future."

"Therefore because of that. Then you also have to be honest with the two of us about the problems that you face. Don't be half like this" Jessi said annoyedly.

Jessi doesn't like the way Nia looks weak like this. It looks very burdened but looks like defending the man.

Nia finally told her about her life journey during these two months so that she was pregnant. Nia tells it because Nia does not want Jessi to act outside her acquaintance and make Danny and his family angry. However, Nia can still see the good side of Aunt Tiara who is willing to provide help and Danny is willing to take material responsibility.

"just teach. Brother Danny is not willing to take responsibility because it's my own mother who makes you low. Whatever reason you did that. People will judge mbak as a sneaky person. Not just that. Mbak has also made the family embarrassed," said Jessi disappointed. His anger receded hearing Nia's honesty changed with disappointment mixed with shame.

Hearing Jessi's words, Nia increasingly understood the attitude of Danny and his family who rejected him. If Jessi who is a blood relative considers herself low and cunning because of trapping let alone people who are not blood with her.

"Anything and whatever you look like. You are the best person for me. You have to be spirit yes. I'm pretty sure I can pass this test of life" Santi said. For Santi. Nia is still a hero figure to herself. Regardless of how current Nia's problem is. Santi realized that without Nia, he could not live like this even with a simple. He could see how the struggle of Nia to raise herself and Jessi to grow up like today.

Jessi thinks the same as Santi. He was indeed sad, disappointed and angry to get the test of life through Nia. But the affection is not reduced at all will be a tough woman who fights for herself to become a student.

Jessi got up from her seat. He drew closer to Nia and directly hugged the woman.

"You are precious to both of us. Please take care of yourself and your health. You are not alone. We're all three. We'll be the same to face this test" Jessi said. Jessi hugged Nia with a pity. The three sisters hugged each other with crying sounds coming from their mouths. Nia relieved. He was proud to see his two sisters who were very wise in addressing the problems he was facing right now. Nia does not know if Jessi clenched her hand because she was still angry.