
Mama Feli felt her heart was deeply broken hearing her daughter's words. It can even be said to be more devastated than the loss of the Anggita's biological father who died of illness. He did not expect that the suffering experienced by his daughter started from him by marrying the wrong man.
Widowed a few years and heartily looking for a papa figure for Anggita turned out not to end beautifully. Aggita should receive disrespectful treatment by a man who is his life companion.
"I'm sorry mama son," said Mama Feli after successfully mastering the shock and anger in his heart. Now he looks compassionately at his only daughter. He did not expect that the fate of his daughter would suffer more than him.
"Mama don't have to apologize. At least I've been detached from Indra."
"Mama still feels guilty, son. Because Indra you are forced to get married and will divorce at a young age," said Mama Feli sad. In his heart, there were many plans to avenge Indra's actions to his daughter.
Anggita smiled wryly at the words of Mama Feli. He was like a victim who slipped out of the tiger's mouth but entered the tiger's cage. Apart from Indra does not make himself free. Anggita feels the pill to be married and will end in divorce. And worse yet. She's pregnant.
"What are your plans after divorce?" ask Feli safe after a few minutes they shut each other up.
"I haven't planned anything yet" Anggita replied. He has no plans for what his life will be like after the divorce. Right now, Anggita only felt a sense of relief after telling the burden of his mind to Mama Feli. At least if the divorce comes. Mama Feli was not surprised later.
"Cheal quickly ma. I hope that what I told you earlier has no effect on the relationship between mama and om Indra."
"Do you think mom is a selfish woman. Suppose you tell it early. Mama must have taken action too. You are the treasure of your only mother. If asked to choose between you and Indra. Mama must have chosen you."
We feel valuable because of the words of our mother. He slid into the arms of his mother. If Evan the husband threw it away at least there is still Mama Feli who loves him sincerely.
"Thank you ma. Whatever your decision after hearing my story. I will still love you," said Anggita still at home in the arms where Feli. Far from his deepest heart, Anggita hopes his mother divorced from Indra. If not divorced. I will still respect her mother's decision.
Anggita released himself from the embrace of the mother after the ringtone of her cellphone made her disturbed.
"Mrs, I'm in front of your parents' house. I'm going to pick you up Mistress."
Anggita frowned along with her heartbeat that was racing. Rico, her husband's assistant is picking her up. His mind went straight to Grandpa Martin.
"But what's coming for me?" ask Anggita with a trembling voice. He closed his eyes because he felt unable to hear Rico's answer later.
"Evan is sick. As a wife you are expected to take care and accompany your husband at home."
"Thank God," said Anggita breathed a sigh of relief. Something that I fear didn't happen. He did not know that his interlocutor was astonished by his words.
"You mean. Evan is painfully grateful. Ls she?.
"No, that's not what I meant, Mr. Rico. I thought you were going to deliver some bad news about Grandpa Martin. Hearing your words that do not mention grandfather makes me relieved," Anggita replied quickly and honestly. Hearing Rico's loud voice makes Anggita afraid that his words reach Evan's ears and will have no good effect on him. Suppose you know clearly how close Rico and Evan are. Rico certainly did not accept if his friend was grateful who was in a state of pain.
"My time is not much, madam. There's more work to do than just wait."
"O yes. Excuse me. I'll be out soon" Anggita replied.
"Ma, I'm going home first. Whatever I tell you, don't be a burden on my mind" Anggita said, hugging Mama Feli.
"Whatever your problem, son. Stay a strong woman. There is no problem that cannot be solved. And one more. Don't keep the problem alone. Mama is ready to hear complaints at any time. And one more. Take good care of your granddaughter well," replied Mama Feli cheering her daughter. Anggita nodded and quickly passed from his mother's room.
After Anggita came out of the room, Mama Feli could no longer hold back her tears. He hit his own chest because he felt he was not a good mom for Anggita because he chose the wrong partner.
"If time could be replayed. I will decide on my widows for the rest of my life rather than you receiving disrespectful treatment from my husband son," Mama Feli said regretfully.
In the car, Anggita sat on the passenger bench. He felt ashamed of Rico for saying the wrong word earlier. He looked at the man from behind. Rico can find out where he is at his parents' house it means if Rico has been from the cafe first.
"Evan is sick Madam. Evan's sick," Rico said with emphasis.
"Mas Evan is sick?.
"Yes Madam. Your husband is sick" Rico said a little annoyed. He had already said from the beginning that Evan was sick. But it seems Anggita did not listen to their conversation on the phone earlier.
Aggita now plays with his own mind. Meeting with Evan will again make himself hurt. The attitude and words of her husband who like an arrow stuck her heart made Anggita actually reluctant to meet with Evan.
After getting out of the car, Anggita looks hesitant to enter the house. It makes Rico feel sorry for the wife of his best friend and boss. As a person who was often with Evan, he could see Evan's cold attitude towards Anggita.
"Come in, Madam," said Rico gently unlike earlier who was being strict to Anggita.
"Did Evan ask Rico to pick me up?" ask Anggita. Remembering the words of Evan two days ago who seemed not to want a return to this house makes Anggita very hesitant.
"actually no. It was just my own initiative. If it wasn't his wife who took care of anyone else."
The doubt is increasingly visible on Anggita's face. Really, he had started to get tired of Evan's attitude all along.
"Come Mistress. If your kindness is rejected, it will increase your reward. It is not wrong to do good especially to your own husband," said Rico who can see the doubt on Anggita's face. After saying that, Rico got into his car and passed from that place.
Aggita began to enter the house that erratic heart. He ventured into the room where Evan was.
Anggita stepped slowly towards the bed where Evan was lying limp with a blanket that covered his body to the neck.
Seeing the eyes of her husband's closed. Anggita ventured to touch her husband's forehead. Anggita had not had time to pull her hand from Evan's forehead, her husband's eyes were open.
"Sorry to you." Anggita pulled his hand hunting. He was afraid that the action would make Evan angry.
The man did not answer. Perhaps because of the pain there was no sharp gaze as usual. He only looked at Anggita for a while then closed his eyes again.
"Mas, have you had lunch?.
"Not yet."
I felt like crying to hear her husband's answer. This was the first time he had heard a quick and non-exhaustive answer from Evan if he asked. Usually he will give repeated questions just answered.
"I did it, mas" Anggita said again.
But this time, it seemed like he had to repeat the question again. It's been about five minutes, the words haven't been answered.
"I did it, mas" Anggita repeated. But still the words are not answered. Even now Evan has moved to change his sleeping position to turn his back to Anggita.
Seeing that, Anggita can only look at her husband with sadness. Her husband's movement was interpreted by Anggita as a rejection of his existence in this house.
"Mas, if I'm in this house you don't want. Mr. Rico picked me up and told me you were sick. I'm sorry if I'm so lazy to go into your house. I'm going back to the cafe. I'll have Aunt Ani make then noon for you."
The public finally gave up. She did not want to be hurt again by her husband's attitude. There was a fetus in her womb that she was guarding. Anggita is afraid that if he continues to be hurt and has a burden of mind will affect the development of his fetus.
"Basic wife of durhaka. Husband sick instead of being taken care of even prioritizing work."