Love, take my side
Evan And Light

There is nothing Evan can do to melt Anggita's heart other than to obey the words of his ex-wife. He came out of Anggita's house with a heavy heart. If allowed, Evan actually wants to accompany Anggita in his recovery period. And for the good of Anggita himself, Evan will relented and not show himself until Anggita is ready to meet with him.

While perceived by Anggita is very inversely proportional to what Evan feels. Anggita can breathe a sigh of relief after hearing the sound of her ex-husband's car coming out of the yard of the house. His heart was much calmer at the moment compared to if there was Evan around.

He doesn't want that guy anymore. For him Evan is a past he doesn't want to remember. Remembering how he used to be. Suppose you actually want to erase all his memory of the man. But Angita realized, it is impossible. There were babies who were present because of their marriage.

Is Angita a grudge against her ex-husband?. Answer's no. I think we forgave Evan's mistake when he decided to leave home. But it turns out that forgiving Evan does not mean Anggita forgets all the actions of Evan that makes himself every cross paths with Evan makes Anggita sometimes hold his breath. The shadow of the past was faithfully present in his mind just looking at Evan.

Thats why. I refuse that man. Aggita felt there was no reason for her to return to life with Evan. Anggita wants to live quietly with her baby and Mama Feli. I don't care about Evan's sweet promise. He considers the sweet promise is just a mere joke to seduce himself back together.

Anggita is very confident if he will certainly be able to support himself, his son and also Mama Feli. No worries about the material. We are mentally prepared to work hard for the three of them.

That afternoon Anggita thought carefully about what he would do in the future. He will not forbid Evan from giving his affection for their daughter. Aggita is very conscious, however he avoids and does not want Evan. But his daughter must need a father's love. Seeing that Evan loved their daughter so much, Anggita also tried to appreciate it.

When he was thinking about what he would do in the future. Suppose you are jolted with the cry of the baby that is a little tight. Three days in the hospital. She had never heard her baby cry like that.

"Mama, why is she crying like that?" ask Anggita who has walked slowly towards the door of the room. Aggita saw how Mama Feli tried to calm her baby to be quiet quickly.

"Mama doesn't know Anggita either. There was no sound that made him wake up."

"Mama, please take her to the room." Suppose swimming breastfeed the baby who is still crying. He returned to bed slowly.

"Why cry baby. Here is the same mother," said Anggita while extending his hand. Mama Feli gave the baby into Anggita's hands.

Suppose we breastfeed the baby with a hum.

"Smart mother," said Anggita praised her baby who had stopped crying and was now trying to suck the breast water from Anggita's body.

"It turns out she's hungry Anggita. Just like you were when you were a kid. Hungry a little bit must be crying loudly. Especially the mama who can not give you breast milk at that time. Waiting to make formula milk. Little Anggita's voice must have echoed in all corners of the house. Lucky first papa you are papa who is on standby. He knows what time you'll be drinking milk."

Anggita smiled hearing her mother's story about her childhood. Anggita was very happy to hear how his father used to care about him. And in his childhood, Anggita can still remember how his biological father loved him very much. And maybe it will not be felt by his daughter later. He and the baby's father are no longer together. It can be ascertained if the baby will not get perfect affection from a father how other baby babies are born from a household that is still intact. Imagining that, Anggita felt her heart throbbing in pain.

Anggita looked at the pretty face of her little baby. Since she was in her womb. The baby never got any affection from his father.

"My daughter is great" Anggita said in her heart. Various household problems experienced by Anggita did not make the baby give up to grow and develop in his womb. Even Adelia's evil intentions did not prevent the baby from being born into the world.

"Womens, can you hold him for a second?. Mama wants to prepare dinner for you."

"Can ma. Thank you," Anggita replied sincerely. If her mother hadn't been with her since she decided to leave town. Somehow he is now. Anggita feels grateful to have a mother like Mama Feli. Rela sacrificed her household to accompany her in difficult times.

"If you were not born to parents who are no longer together. I'll make sure if you get affection from your mother and father. You are the light of mother. Mama will not let you lack affection" Anggita said slowly. He was well aware that the decision to refuse a referral would eventually affect his own daughter.

Aggita put the baby in bed. Then he moved slowly to lay himself on the bed.

Night Day arrives. Anggita has been breastfeeding the baby for the umpteenth time since this afternoon. She asked Mama Feli to sleep in her room to keep watch if she fell asleep and the baby was fussy.

In the middle of the night, Anggita and Mama Feli are made to panic by the baby. The little baby had been crying for almost fifteen minutes. Asi and formula milk have been given hoping that the baby will soon be silent. But the baby was still crying and did not want to be breastfed by Anggita.

"Why is this ma," Anggita said as she tried to calm the baby down. The baby was still crying.

"Mama doesn't know, either. Does it have anything to do with Evan not being in this house?.

"This mama exists only. There's no way a baby this small can realize there's no father here."

"The baby and his father's words are very strong Anggita. Don't you remember if Evan was in the hospital when you gave birth because of a strange stomach ache?.

"Mama, try to stand up. And mom moved while carrying him. How do you know this baby stops crying so quickly."

Mama Feli shuffled out of bed. He followed what his daughter said. But it's been five minutes Mama Feli did just that. The little baby has not stopped crying.

"Try calling Evan, Anggita. Mana knows just hearing his father's voice. This little baby can be quiet."

Suppose we took his phone.. Actually, he seemed to be hesitant about the suggestion. He's been blocking Evan all this time for his daughter's sake.. Looks like he's gonna unblock it now.

"Just say the word" Anggita said after the video call. She took the baby back from Mama Feli's hand.

At the same hour. Evan had actually not been able to close his eyes. The three-hour trip from the City where Anggita was to the Big City did not make Evan immediately tired and sleepy. A three-hour journey that he must conquer as it coincides with the trauma of the Past. For the first time. Evan must defeat the fear of driving alone for the first time since that accident in the past.

Evan lay on the bed while staring at the sky of his room. Toying with a fate that seemed to play tricks on him. Although Evan felt his fate was complicated. The man can still smile because he remembers two beautiful women who made him fall in love.

Evan moved quickly towards the sofa after hearing his phone ring. He picked up the phone with a sparkling face because the number that blocked his number for several months is now listed on his phone as a caller.

Before answering the call, Evan first looked at the wall clock. His heart was suddenly filled with worry. He was worried what happened to Anggita for contacting her in the middle of the night like this. He remembered Anggita fainted this afternoon. Remembering that makes Evan's heart beat fast.

"Hello nak Evan. Sorry to interrupt your sleep, son." Evan saw the face of his former mother-in-law on the screen. He could also hear the sound of the cries of his beloved daughter.

"It's okay mom. Why is our beautiful baby crying in the middle of the night" replied Evan along with that Mama Feli changed his cellphone camera with a rear camera. Evan could see his beautiful daughter on Anggita's lap and was crying.

"Here, your daughter. It's been almost a half hour fussy. Listen to your voice, son. How to know with your voice. This baby can be quiet."

"Hello daddy's daughter. Why crying. It's sad because I'm staying. I have to work first, find money for my beloved daughter. Later if my job is done. I must have come for you."

Evan talks like he's talking to an adult. Then she sang a child's song. The baby slowly died down his crying until he finally fell asleep.

"Daughter father. The light of father's heart. Have a good night, son," Evan said after seeing the video call that his daughter was asleep.

"Mother, can I talk to Anggita for a second?" ask Evan. She can see Anggita and her daughter at the same time. But to talk to Anggita. Evan felt the need to ask because Evan knew if the phone was held by Mama Feli.

"Oo can son. I'll be out for a while so you can talk freely" said Mama Feli then changed the camera to a front camera and then gave the phone to Anggita. Mama Feli finally came out of the room.

Evan smiled at Anggita's face that filled the screen of his phone.

"Good night Anggita," said Evan softly.

"Good night, my. What's up?.

"I'm just asking your permission. How about our daughter. We name the light."

"Yes already mas. It's okay what. Light a good name in my opinion."

"Thank you Anggita."

"OK mas. I'm closing the call right now."

"Wait for Anggita. Whenever you need me. I'm ready twenty-four hours."

"OK mas. Thank you." Thank you." Assume to immediately disconnect the call.

Evan smiled happily while staring at his phone. Now he looks at the screenshots of the video call.