Love, take my side
Evan's Heart

Aunt Tiara felt time was slow. Suppose nothing is awaited anymore. It can be ascertained if Aunt Tiara will quickly pass from Grandma Rieta's house. Fortunately, Rendra came quickly.

"What's wrong, ma, mbak," asked Rendra after sitting on the soft sofa.

"What's wrong with you, Rendra?. Why did you file for divorce with Anita?" ask grandma Rieta sharply.

"Isn't that what you wanted during the gospel. So why does mom seem to disagree."

"But why after old bangka like this. Poor him. He must have trouble later to get on with life. To find a job is no longer possible" Grandma Rieta said. As much as he hated Anita, the old grandmother still had pity.

"I just found out his true nature ma."

"So not because you want a descendant?" ask grandma Rieta. Rendra shook his head. Finally Rendra told all the foul nature of his wife to Grandma Rieta and Tiara.

"That's just sorry. After all, Evan already knew that Gunawan and Tiara were his biological parents. You guys are old. Mama would've been a little too if she didn't have a granddaughter of yours."

"Can't ma. It seems my heart is instantly bland. I don't feel comfortable with Anita anymore."

Grandma Rieta and Aunt Tiara could not prevent the divorce. Rendra was heartened to divorce from Anita. Although the divorce will occur at least Anita's efforts to ask for a solution to her in-laws to benefit herself. At the insistence of Rieta's grandmother, Rendra was willing to give up the house they occupied to Anita. Rendra moves to Rieta's grandmother's house.

Aunt Tiara quickly withdrew from the house after the talks were over. He takes his car to Evan's house after receiving a message from Ani's Aunt that Evan is home.

"Auntie, please take my granddaughter to the guest room. I went upstairs to Evan's room first," said Aunt Tiara as she placed the sleeping Sisil into Aunt Ani's hands.

"Good mistress."

Tiara climbed the stairs quickly. He wanted to quickly meet his first son. Anggita's existence clues make Aunt Tiara want to know Evan's true feelings at this time to Anggita.

"Evan," called Aunt Tiara while opening the door of the room that turned out to be unlocked.

"Mom can you come in Evan?" ask aunt Tiara again. Evan was sitting on the sofa in the room with a laptop in front of him.

"Please aunty" replied Evan. There was a sense of unwillingness in Aunt Tiara when Evan still referred to himself as an aunt.

Aunt Tiara stepped into the room. In addition to Evan who greeted him, There is also a large photo of Anggita welcoming aunt Tiara in the room.

Without asking, Mama Tiara found out that the photo must be a longing cure for Evan. Because he had previously entered this room. The photo doesn't exist yet. The tail of his eyes can also see if in the corner of the room near the bathroom door there is a bottle of alcohol used.

Aunt Tiara was certainly sad to see her eldest son. Evan must have drank the forbidden drink to calm his soul for a moment. As much as he gives Evan affection, Aunt Tiara feels that still is not enough, considering that being with Evan is only a short time. And certainly the memories of Evan's childhood without him make Evan feel there is a distance with him. Aunt Tiara clearly felt that distance.

"Sit aunty," Evan said as he shifted. In the room there was only one long sofa.

"Evan, there's something you want to ask" said Aunt Tiara. Evan turned his attention away from the laptop and looked at his mother. Even though Evan calls himself a aunt. Aunt Tiara always insists that she is a mother to Evan.

"Ask my mom" said Evan. Aunt Tiara was stunned to hear Evan's name for herself. Aunt Tiara. She cries happily as Evan finally recognizes himself as her real mama.

"Thank you dear," said Aunt Tiara, pouring into her son's arms. Evan returned the hug tightly as well. Just like Aunt Tiara, Evan also shed happy tears. During this time, he could also feel the affection of Aunt Tiara. In childhood and adolescence. Evan can remember if aunt Tiara and Gunawan always pay attention to him. Just a separate place. But from the clothes, what toys did Danny get. Evan also got it from aunt Tiara and Gunawan.

They hugged for a long time with happy tears still flowing from each other's eyes. If asked, if Evan is happy to have a biological mother like Aunt Tiara. Evan was very happy. Especially considering the familiarity between aunt Tiara and Anggita. The relationship between the two women looks natural. They have a lot in common.

"I'm sorry mama" said Aunt Tiara after they let go of each other's embrace.

"There's nothing to forgive mama. I have lived this life. Whatever it is," answered Evan.

Heard Evan's words. Aunt Tiara was not happy but her heart was still filled with sadness. Actually, if you pay attention. Evan's life includes a life full of trials. Starting from childhood he was separated from people who should love him. And after grown-ups like this. He must face the twists and turns of an unusual life.

"May your sincerity bring you true happiness."

"Amen. Hopefully ma," replied the man while nodding his head.

"Evan, mama would like to ask about your feelings to Anggita at this time. Sorry, if your question makes you sad again" said Aunt Tiara slowly. He is afraid if the question offends Evan or returns sad.

"I am a fool ma. I can't recognize myself. I can't recognize my own feelings. And that makes me and Angita hurt."

"What do you mean, son?"

"It turns out I've wanted him to stay with me for a long time. But I've always been haunted by Adelia. I'm stupid. I can't be strict with Adelia and myself. Plus Anita's mother's insistence made me want the divorce even more. But look after we divorced ma. I lost half my soul."

Aunt Tiara could see the sadness of her son. Even though Evan did not say clearly. Aunt Tiara can catch if Evan really lost Anggita.

"If you meet, what will you do?"

Aunt Tiara asked that so Evan would be more open.

"I have no face to face with a good woman like Anggita ma. If my mom asks me what I'm doing. I can't even figure it out. For sure in every breath. I want to meet her."

Aunt Tiara nodded her head. He knew his son's true feelings. But to inform the pointer of the existence of Anggita from Sisil, Aunt Tiara still postponed it first. Aunt Tiara planned to investigate the pointer first. If the pointer is clear. Aunt Tiara will tell Evan. Aunt Tiara still hesitates. Kids are not good at lying. But information from a child like Sisil is not necessarily accurate. That's why aunt Tiara is still hiding the pointer. He did not want to give Evan false hope if it turned out that the pointer was inaccurate.

"Mama wishes you all the best for your relationship and dear Angita. Many households are divorced but re-referenced. I hope your relationship is one of them."

"Thank you ma, may your prayers be answered. And I want it that way too. Adelia and I are no longer in a relationship. It turned out that the woman was a hornless female demon."

"Much gratitude Evan. What you're going through there's a silver lining. The arrival of Anggita in our family can make you know the true nature of the woman you consider good so far. Don't know what would happen if she were your wife."

"Right ma," answered Evan briefly. He was also thinking the same thing that Aunt Tiara had said.

The talk of the son and mother is growing not only about Anggita. There was just a topic of conversation making the two people forget about time. They seemed to make up for the missed time because they rarely spoke together like this with a long time.

"My job is done, Mama. Come on, I'll drive you home" said Evan. Aunt Tiara developed her smile hearing the attention of her first son.

"I'll bring the car, baby."

"Yes already. I brought my mom's car. I'm gonna stay at my mom's tonight."

"Thank you dear," said Aunt Tiara happily. Because it's too happy. Aunt Tiara hugged Evan again.

"Ma.ma, your elbows hurt me. Augh...augh..."

Evan whimpered in pain. Aunt Tiara also immediately let go of that hug. He felt astonished. His elbow did not touch Evan's stomach. But Evan really looks in pain.

"What's up, son?" tanya aunt Tiara still looks astonished.

"Sick ma."

"Still sick?"

"No ma. My mom's hand has slipped from my body. Augh..."

"It hurts again?"

"Little ma. It's weird, mama. My mother's hands no longer held me. But why does it still hurt."

"How feels?"

"It feels like someone punched me in the stomach."

"Ah, you're hau it. We're the only two here. Someone punched you in the stomach.

"But it's true loh ma. It still feels a little. But it's not sick anymore. Amused by mama." Evan laughed because he felt the stomach area was amused.

"just ignore. Maybe your worms asked for food. Later, a long time also disappeared," said Aunt Tiara then laughed to see Evan stroking her stomach exactly like a pregnant woman.

"You're exactly like a pregnant woman."

Aunt Tiara laughed out loud. Evan instead of stopping his stroking hand now the man actually leaned his stomach forward so that it looked like a pregnant person. Not forgetting his hand was still stroking his stomach.

"Dead of the negligee" said Aunt Tiara. His mother's words made Evan laugh too. But Evan was silent.

"Mama, if Anggita doesn't miscarry. Her stomach must be looking right now."

"Don't be sad anymore, son. Now the most important. You keep trying to find his whereabouts. Mama will help you."

At the same time in a different place. Anggita also feels the movement of the fetus is not as usual. The fetus is very active to make Anggita grimace does not make a sound.

"What's up, son?" asked Mama Feli who was sitting in front of her. Anggita is writing a list of items that he should spend tomorrow for the purpose of opening his cafe the day after tomorrow.

"My stomach hurts a little. My foetus is very active in motion" Anggita replied.. Then back grimacing because of the movement of the fetus.

"You better check first, son. At the end of the day you look very tired. The day after tomorrow is your cafe opening. You better go to the doctor now. You can ask for a vitamin injection. So that your body stays fit and your fetus is also healthy."

"Should it be mama?"

"Should son. Especially during our two months in this place. You have never checked for pregnancy. Come on, mama accompany you."

"Mama's at home. I can do it myself" Anggita replied. What Mama Feli said made sense to her. During these two months, Anggita was too busy designing a cafe and busy on the platform where she worked made Anggita forget the schedule of pregnancy checks that should be done every month.

The distance of his house to the hospital is quite close to make Anggita decided to walk to the hospital. Only fifteen minutes walk now Anggita has registered himself as a pregnant woman patient at an obstetrician.

Because it is too long to come, Anggita get the last queue number. That doesn't matter to Anggita. The pregnant woman is now sitting in the queue. His eyes that can capture the intimacy of married couples who are also in line do not make him feel inferior.

But not with his heart. Her heart screamed miserably as she and her fetus were living a destiny without a man being referred to as their protector. Anggita stroking her stomach. He was determined inwardly if without Evan. Their lives will be happy later.

Anggita moved from her seat after her name was called. The queue bench is empty now.

"Please sit down, ma'am" the doctor said after the door was closed again by the nurse. The doctor only briefly looked at Anggita's face and returned to focus with the book and pen that was on the table.

"Sitting member. As a patient. He waited for the doctor who was still writing seriously.

"Sorry, I kept you waiting. You...."

"Doctor."

The doctor and I were equally surprised. The doctor in front of Anggita is currently the doctor who helped Anggita four months ago convince Evan of the miscarriage.

"We meet again, Mom. Excuse me. I forgot my mother's name."

"Womens," Anggita answered quickly as she looked at the name of the doctor on her right chest.

"People."

"Have known the doctor." Doctor Angga smiled. How could Anggita forget to the doctor who had helped him to convince Evan if he miscarried.