Love, take my side
I'm The One Who Lost You

Evan tried his best to find the whereabouts of his wife. He has set a target. His wife must be found before the second trial. But alas, that maximum effort did not pay off. The information she gathered from her family and Ani's aunt could not be a clue to Anggita's whereabouts.

Thanks to money and technology Evan also managed to meet with the taxi driver who drove Anggita at that time. But again the taxi driver could not provide meaningful information. When Evan showed me a picture of Anggita. The driver did not remember the face of the passenger's face so far let alone the passenger two weeks ago.

Evan stress himself. No one is a place to share when there are problems like this. His family seemed to let Evan enjoy his own regrets. While Rico who became his best friend, was indifferent if Evan complained. And if Rico responds to complaints about his existing story will make him upset because Rico always emphasizes if Anggita leaves because of his attitude.

"You're his best friend. Where is he?" ask Evan to Nia. Now the man is in the rainbow cafe. He's been coming to this cafe for a week. And his arrival today, Evan hopes that if Nia is willing to tell where Anggita is at this time.

"I really don't know sir. We met last time in the hospital when she had a miscarriage." Evan's face looked limp after hearing Nia's reply.

Evan ruffled his hair in frustration. Nia's answer only made the guilt in her heart grow. Evan felt guilty for not providing support to Anggita during the miscarriage. Evan is increasingly aware of all his mistakes. Seeing her situation like this. Evan is well aware that losing their fetus is the toughest thing for both of them. He once thought that only he was sad because of the loss of the fetus.

At times like this, Evan also remembers all the kindness and care of his wife who never deigned in his heart. Remembering that, his chest grew claustrophobic like a huge rock. Almost every day, Anggita serves her needs. In the morning, clothes are ready. Breakfast is eating. Anggita is trying to be a good wife but Evan is trying to make Anggita feel uncomfortable with the marriage. Not just the attitude of ketus and the look of the clock that he gave to Anggita. But also sometimes do not say the words Anggita.

"How much am I paying you to get information about my wife" Evan said, holding his phone. He is ready to transfer anything to Nia's account as long as he knows where Anggita is at the moment.

"I wish I knew where Anggita is right now. The round does not need to pay a dime I would have been happy to tell him. I also don't want to be away from good people like Anggita. But dear sir. I don't know where your father's wife is."

Evan looked at the face of his wife's best friend. Nia said seriously and did not seem to be lying.

"Nia, I'm asking for help. If Anggita contacts you. Please tell me as soon as possible."

Evan asks for help before leaving the rainbow cafe. Nia nodded her head. Rico felt sorry for his best friend because for the first time to ask for help for information on Anggita's whereabouts.

"Ah, where is Rico?" asked Evan while hitting the Car dashboard. His face looks pale because often stay up late thinking of Anggita. The question is like a desperate question. Three more days will be the second trial. The divorce was getting in plain sight making Evan even more afraid.

"When a woman decides to leave it means being too tired to face her partner. I think that's what Anggita experienced. He deliberately went far away because his heart wound was too deep." Rico said while turning on the car engine. As a living witness of the household journey Evan and Anggita. Rico had just heard that Evan repeatedly referred to Anggita as his wife. When still together do not mention Anggita his wife. Evan did not even mention the name Anggita.

"I knew. I realized that all the negative judgments that I referred to Anggita turned out to be wrong. But isn't there a second chance for me?" ask Evan as if Rico is an Angita.

"You've got a second chance, even a third chance. You are the only one who is unconscious. It is painful if good deeds are rejected raw. It is painful if ignored is not even considered. If you feel regret now it's nothing compared to your wife's heartache. I reckon. Better let him go." Rico said relax.

"You mean I give up without fighting to get my wife's forgiveness?" Evan asked in anger. Rico's suggestion to release Anggita made his blood boil. That's not what he wants right now. All he wants is for Anggita to return. However, he felt lost because he was used to getting attention from Anggita.

"Trust Evan. Women like Angita must have forgiven you before leaving. But to return to you. I think it's impossible. Like broken glass can't be repaired as soon as a woman's heart is hurt."

"Dare you talk like that Rico. You know not. Grandma's gonna get Angita and Danny together after we get divorced." Evan looked at Rico sharply. But the one who was stared at felt innocent and even looked serious driving and staring at the road.

"Yes already. You will be happy with Adelia. Didn't you accept Anggita as your wife because you want to start a new life with Adelia. So stop looking for Anggita's whereabouts if you're still holding that woman in your house."

"Oh my God. Did I choose my best friend wrong?" evan said frustrated because the words Rico like a person who does not empathize with his regrets. His best friend said it was very appropriate but made Evan have to endure patience because it was very upset.

"You didn't choose the wrong friend. You chose the wrong woman."

"What is your mascud?.

"I don't mean what. Forget that!. We need to get to the office right now. We're going to meet in an hour" said Rico, who doesn't want to talk about Adelia at this time. He had already heard from Nia about the woman's crimes against Anggita. But Rico thought, Let Evan know the nature of his women through other people.

"Take me home. You were the one leading the meeting" Evan said. He's not excited to work today. His heart is not good. He does not want the impingement of his frustration will affect his employees. Over the past few days, Evan is aware that his employees have gained a lot of attitudes that bring personal problems to the company.

By nightfall, Evan was already lying in bed. She fumbles on the bed where Anggita has been sleeping with her for almost two months. The bed was cold. The warmth that warmed his body for these two months had left.

Evan closed his eyes. He misses the moment where he shares his warmth with Anggita.

"Ah this bed even became a silent witness of my crimes to Anggita," muttered Evan. He still remembers how he played on that bed. Although he was not rude to Anggita. Evan realized that only he won a lot over their activities in that bed. He never asked whether Anggita was comfortable or not with his touch. Evan only attaches importance to his self-satisfaction without thinking about whether Anggita also enjoys his game.

"I hurt you too deeply Anggita. I'm sorry," said Evan again. He sat down and got out of bed. He went down to the first floor and sat on the sofa in the living room.

Evan spread his gaze to the corner of the house. The walls of the house decorated with landscape paintings remind Evan of his evil attitude to Anggita. The walls of the house that should have decorated their wedding photos. None of it was hanging on that wall. And it's all because of him. Evan once forbade even getting angry when Anggita hung the frame of their wedding photos.

The flashback of Evan's memory doesn't just get there. When he went to the dining room to get water. The dining table mocked himself. At the dining table. Evan often ignores Angita. Did not answer Anggita's question when the woman asked him what breakfast or food to prepare for her. Staring at him sharply even said sniffly.

Evan regrets. He felt like he was the most stupid man in the world. A man who can't understand what a soul mate and destiny mean. Suppose he accepts Angita as a mate or destiny maybe the situation is not what it is today. They may be happy and know each other.

Evan is obsessed with his love story with Adelia. Letting the woman stay in her heart. Something forbidden when he had tied a sacred promise with another woman. Worse, she promises Adelia happiness. And make a marriage agreement with Anggita.

He had once thought that it would be easy to let go of Anggita. But what he was feeling right now was the opposite he was thinking. After Anggita left, he expected the woman to return to his side.

"Evan, what are you doing here?" ask Adelia. Adelia was hungry in the middle of the night. His intention to find food he finds Evan sitting down and slapping his head to the table.

"I think of my wife, Adelia," Evan said as he lifted his head. His tone indicated that the man was sad.

"Evan, he left because of his will. Suppose he has a love for you. Assume that you will survive and defend you. But look. He gave up after getting what he wanted."

"He didn't bring anything. He gave back all the grandfather's gifts. He has good reason to accept an arranged marriage with me."

"He had a good reason you said. So, what about me?. He indirectly ruined my happiness. Destroying our love. Why do you think of him Evan. Don't you remember what we went through together. Our love and sorrow together. I was loyal to you when you were barely saved."

"I clearly remember that Adel. But the one who was hurt in the relationship between the three of us is Anggita," said Evan sadly.

"Then if he's the one who's hurt, what are you doing. Let go of me after the sacrifice I gave you. Or do you intend to wear both of us?. Don't you really don't get comfortable with both of us."

"What do you mean Adel?. Do I look like a greedy man in your eyes?.

"Yes. That's all I can see. Angita. You're like a man who's lost his way."

"That's because I've realized all my mistakes to him."

"Then you realize. What do you want to do. Forgetting me. Answer Evan!. Adelia said angry. Evan did not answer.

"Remember Evan. You can breathe air at this time because of my sacrifice. I'll have you any way" said Adelia sharply then stepped her foot leaving Evan. He did not want to linger with Evan for long because Adelia was afraid that Evan would say something that would make her heart ache.

Once in Adelia's room vent her anger. He pulled out a pillow and threw it against the wall. Remembering Evan was not trying to calm her heart made Adelia disappointed mixed with fear. Adelia can sense if Evan is imposing himself like a stranger.

Adelia looked towards the door. He wishes Evan had appeared at that door and apologized to him. But after almost half an hour of waiting, Evan did not appear either.

Adelia returned to the dining room. He wanted to ascertain whether Evan was still in that place or not. Evan is no longer in the dining room.

Adelia took a deep breath. He was increasingly afraid of himself being excluded from the heart of his beloved man.

Three days later the day that Evan did not want finally arrived as well. He has now sat on the bench to hear the judge's decision on the divorce suit himself and Anggita.

Evan just lowered his head. Many times he said words of hope in his heart about the arrival of Anggita in the court.

What Evan was afraid of finally happened as well. The judge knocked the hammer as a sign that Anggita and himself had been decided to divorce. Evan felt his life as if floating on hearing the verdict. But the evidence of the affair that was used as a plaintiff's reason to end the household was very strong. Made Evan helpless and accepted the verdict with a heavy heart.

One that Evan doesn't understand. The video of her kissing Adelia on the couch is proof of her affair in addition to a photo of her sleeping together when she was sick. Didn't Angita wasn't home at the time. How did he get that video. The question kept spinning around in Evan's head.

Evan came out of the courthouse with the new status of a widower. Obviously, if he doesn't like that status.

"Women, I lost you. I'll make sure you never lose me. Love is not on our side. Again, I'm sorry. Wherever you are I wish you well" Evan said after sitting in the car.

Evan took his car home. Not to his house but to Martin's grandfather's.

"Grandfather, I'm sorry. We're officially divorced" Evan said after arriving at Martin's grandfather's house. Evan gathered in front of Grandpa Martin who was sitting in the living room.

Grandpa Martin said nothing. He simply stroked his granddaughter's head as a pity for Evan. As bad as Evan. Grandpa Martin loved that man.

"Sit Evan. It's all been happening. Regretting could. But don't fall. Make this a valuable servant for you," Grandma said as she patted her grandson's shoulder.

"Divorce?. You and Angita are divorced?" ask Danny who just showed up in the living room. He could clearly hear what Evan had said earlier. Although he had been a week this City but he did not know if his sister's cousin's household turned out to be on the edge of the horn was even over.

"Yes they are divorced. Finally, my two handsome grandchildren bear the title of widower" replied Rieta's grandmother mocking the two men.

Danny was silent for a moment to hear Rieta's grandmother's explanation. But then he lowered his head and there was a smile on his lips.

"Is he happy that I'm divorced from Anggita?" ask Evan in my heart. He could see Danny's smile.