
“Canda, you must know the portion of brother to interfere. Let us make sure.“
Canda's breath was already blowing rough, he glanced sharply at Ken Ken's bang.
“Sok finish!“ He immediately got up and moved away carrying Kirei.
“Mbak I called him panicked.
“Solve one hour. You just need a tram, if you're hurt. Ma'am in the room, listen to all your chatter. Mbak didn't go far.“ Plus the room has no door.
“Yes, Mbak.“ I got goosebumps, because I was given a chance to talk to bang Ken.
“Ria, same as Kirei. You don't be stubborn.“
Why else would Kirei's father be?
“Kasian why? Kirei is in good hands. After all, Bunga was clearly there his parents were given to the Givan bang as well. Brother can't take care of his own child, don't be as attentive as nanyain Kirei. There are many widows out there who use the services of caregivers, keep their children taken to their homes and the widower lives happily there with his children. I definitely love Flowers to bang Givan kok.“ He must be aware.
“Let Flowers enjoy complete affection, can education without having to bother joining his father to work here and there. He must also be able to teach a strong religion, in order to live by religious guidelines.“ He felt his decision was the most appropriate apparently.
“Berati Abang is not a good father, because it can not love Flowers affection, education and religious teachings. Then why care about Kirei? Kirei has me, his mother is caring and able to love him. There are budhe and pakdhenya who can take care of, when his mother is busy looking for money for her needs. But I'll make sure it's not long, because it's stable later, I'll bring Kirei and his nanny to stay with me,”.
“You know yourself, Ria. Lena....“
I intentionally cut his words. “If the mother is again puberty herself and her father is swept away in her own freedom, you are burdened with children, until your own child is taken care of by people!“
He glared sharply, his eyes instantly giddy and as if he had an evil lightning.
“Mouth you sassy, Ria!“ He puts a strong emphasis on his voice.
“It actually is? You animal cakes! I'm actually tied to marriage, but I'm splitting up but still doing the relationship! Slut!“ I always remember the photos of their togetherness at the night club in Bandung. I recalled the circumstances where I met them at the mosque, where me and bang Ken got married. When Alfonso and I came to the mosque, to hold my four-monthly program.
“What slovenly relationship do you mean? You always seem to be corrupting if you're cheating. How many times did your mouth say gini, what do you mean?“ Bang Ken pointed at my face from afar.
“Oh, it really is. What are you trying to do at a nightclub together and drunk? The most logic that has s** right?“ I always look down when I think of the early events where I lost faith in him.
His eyes glared like boils wanting to break. It was seen how sinister and angry he was at this moment.
“Abang wonder, why do you always think that Brother committed a sin behind you?“
Heh, it's worth the question? It seems he is not aware of how.
“Tau Which Cake? Know what? Where do you think I'm on the cake?“ He got up half-standing, pointing to himself in front of me.
“You pervert! Your exes are uncomfortable and ask me to get rid of you, because they don't want to be bothered by you anymore. You always dashing them when you meet! You think your stamina is that strong?! You think you're that brave?! You think yours is so special?!“ I pointed at his face which was right in front of my face.
“I KNOW, I'M MARRIED TO YOU, RIA!!!“
Whose heart is not broken? He screamed right in front of my face.
Shock. I couldn't speak of getting her screams loose in front of my face. After which, he stood up and walked back and forth with his uneasiness.
“I know your ugliness, Bang.“ I tried to smile at him. I tried hard to get her screams after that in front of my face.
“But I know committed, Ria! You don't know me, but you think I'm as bad as you think I am! I was that same age, my status was a youth. I just left Riska, then I look for an impingement for my own needs. Not that I play slovenly, in my time of husband and wife commitment! You think I'm that cool?!“
Why is it so hard to trust him?
“You don't need to find recognition for who you are, Bang.“ I still wasn't that loud to hold back my tears.
“Where do you know if I didn't tell you how I was? You know I'm like that, you know that from people, right? They don't know the truth, they just know the value of me. Even living together, you can't know what I really am. You're more trusting people say, not sure about how the husband keeps the marriage commitment!“ He stood a meter in front of me.
“My trust in you is gone!“ I wiped my tears rough.
Goddamnit! I was always weak when faced with him!
“Because your mouth never asks, but you assume for yourself. You're more trusting, whatever it is about things you know yourself. Instead of asking your husband directly!“ Bang Ken sat on the single sofa that was near the entrance.
“What's for? When I asked about taking care of the letters for the inauguration, brother just said if he forgot and forgot. How many times have you tried that cake?“ I didn't bring it up, but I still remember it clearly.
“Perfect leverage.“ He chuckles discordantly.
“DO I HAVE TO SAY, THAT I AM OLD AND MY MEMORY IS NOT SHARP ANYMORE? FORGETTING IT IS HUMAN! I THINK I FORGOT, RIA! BUT YOU'RE ALWAYS NUDUH, IF I ACCIDENTALLY FORGET THAT! I DON'T WANT ME TO FORGET, BUT I DON'T REALLY REMEMBER TAKING CARE OF IT. LAST TIME, I DIDN'T FORGET. BUT I DIDN'T TAKE CARE OF IT, BECAUSE I WAS IN A HURRY AND PANICKED BECAUSE YOU MISUNDERSTOOD ME AND RISKED IT! I HURRIEDLY CAME, TO EXPLAIN TO YOU. BUT IN THE APARTMENT, I GOT YOU WITH THE OTHER GUY! WHERE IS THE MAN, MUST BE THINKING BAD IF YOU SEE THE SCENERY OF THE CAKE, RIA!!!“ He spoke very loudly from his place.
I'm sure, if bang Givan and Mbak Canda heard clearly.
He came when there was Alfonso, because he wanted to explain the misunderstanding? But he even misunderstood himself, when he arrived and saw me alone in the apartment with Alfonso?
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