Drunk Duda (Ceria Skalane Time)
MD77'S. Choice of Dika
[I've had a lot of contact with him, we even live under one roof. I mean, if I go home, I go back to him. Mother was recently in Indonesia, because she joined her new husband in England. Mommy's here, just another vacation. This was the last woman in my house. I don't get it, less manly where I am. I don't understand what he's harder to say than more prone to making mistakes. The last two years, we've been pretty happy here. I trust enough with one of the friends I entrusted to pick up my ex's work and her activities here. I told you, please accompany Sherin when she's scared. He had a trauma about the rain, because both of his parents died due to the storm. Toni here, she's just fine. I often look at the story of their togetherness, the time I was again on duty. I thought it was a normal relationship as a friend. Because I never thought at all, that Sherin was playing with Toni. Until the time comes I leave, I take him on vacation and in one villa so. Sorry-sorry, I'm not a virgin anymore even though I'm a bachelor. At the time, I discovered something unexpected from Sherin. You know that little padlock for variety, but the one with the key? I didn't realize, I didn't know, why Sherin was so difficult to take a vacation, always refused to be invited to chat. After I force it and I know, on the bottom lip, there is a small padlock that closes one point where it is sensitive. Small bumps, which can also be called female life. You must understand, right, Ria? After I found out about it, he opened up everything he lacked from me. The most he threw out, it was about our adult activities. I can't do this, I can't make him that way. I can't give sensation, I can't give him the highest point. Not that I'm denouncing, but he's actually passive. I think this passive is because of inexperience. Apparently, this passivity of him, was a sign of his resignation. So in my conclusion, he's a deviant s**s. Whether deviated or not, because he also said that he wanted me to be more rude and he opened up everything he wanted. What makes me not believe anymore, he admits that he got that sensation from Toni. Toni loves sensations, tastes, favors, pains, which I cannot afford to give her. I'm in shock, Ria. I can't believe that the woman I made the place home was that cake. After that, I came to the psychologist for his story and asked for his opinion. The point is, I want to share that. Because there are so many close friends, I feel that their opinions do not understand my feelings. They always had opinions, which seemed to blame me for not being able to love the cake that Toni gave Sherin. That's why I came to a psychologist, I need an insightful and pro person so as not to make me more stressed. At least, I can accept that Sherin is not my bed opponent. His fantasy interest is not human, because he there also mentioned that he also likes s**s through disposal. I don't think it out, Ria. My mind never arrived, if I had to do that good. According to me who feels human, yes the activity is slovenly. Because the name is also a dirt production line, not a farm entrance. I'm sorry, maybe because of this story you know how I am.]
I read the story so serour. I can't believe it, as it's a case of that sinister romance. But by the way, what was Sherin den Toni's story after?
[Keep, did they finally get married?] My reply was quite short, after reading a huge message.
[I don't know, because the last time I saw them was in the hospital. I was advised to check my reproductive and my health with the psychologist, because according to the science I know that s***** disease comes from there. From changing partners and passing the path that the moon should. I am thankful because I am clean and healthy. I can't imagine what my fate would be like if I were still in contact with Sherin, who most likely brought illness to me.]
So I thought about it. Are they both receiving regular treatment at the hospital, due to their illness s. Uh, but for what reason have I interfered too far. It's not my problem and they're not my closest people either. I don't deserve to know much about them, because I'm nobody to me.
[But honestly, I can't believe you weren't contaminated ðŸ¤.] I reply to him like this. For some reason, my fingers made such a reply.
[😡 You don't believe, Ria? Okay, we prove it? Later we meet, let's duel about our health. I'll bring you a health check, too, 'cause I know you're contaminated ðŸ¤.]
I chuckled, reading it that casually responded to the thing I was throwing out. From his sentence, he did not look angry despite giving angry emoticons.
Duh, this contaminated word shrouds my brain and my calmness.
[Why not reply, Ria? Why, just in read? You're angry at my jokes? I was just kidding, Ria. I know, you can't afford to admit to such a bad thing. I know, you're a good girl. I understand, you're a holy woman. I'm sure you won't do such a thing. I'm sorry, because my joke is so presumptuous?] I can't believe I got the next message that reads like this.
Should I start opening up, then tell Dika the whole truth? Will he stay away? Will he ever be friends with me again?
[I know you're still a saint, Ria. I'm sorry, I'm not a picky. Sorry, I'm not selfish. For forcing you to accept my past, while I seek the best for my future. But have you ever heard the phrase, which says that even bad men, will look for good women to be the mothers of their children. One of them for this reason, I really want to ask you. But before I asked you to get engaged first, because I felt we didn't know much more. Even your long name, I don't know. I'm sure your name isn't just Ria. So far as we've been communicating, I wasn't given to look at your social media, because I'm sure you kept a lot of stories there. What, as long as we communicate, you don't trust me, Ria?] Dika kept sending me messages that made me not believe the contents of his message.
How should I respond to a Dika who is looking at me like that? But, to be honest I had no intention of getting engaged at all. I know, it would hurt her side.
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