Drunk Duda (Ceria Skalane Time)
MD44′S. Fear Ria
“You don't embarrass yourself, Dek. We were both washed away, and no one raped you. We like each other, we open up to each other. Just so you know, you're not underage anymore.“ Bang Ken gave an affirmation right in front of my face.
“But Brother didn't ask for permission!“ I was amazed to hear him raise his voice when he was sitting in me like this.
“Abang apologize. But I thought, if you want too. Your eyes are full of hope of more, you give because you think you really want this.“
So, he misinterpreted my gaze when I almost got my climax peak just now?
Oh gosh.
“Abang can it first.“ I pushed his body back.
I want our union to be broken.
“What's?! Mature brother, brother doesn't need an answer. Brother is quite familiar with the reaction of the body you love.“ He straightened his back, he let go of our union as I wished.
Relieved, first impression felt.
However, I felt like I was grieving in my sensitive area. I felt pain, as my legs moved to close.
Am I hurt?
I grimaced in pain, lying on my back to bang Ken. My fears revolved around systematically. So many questions about tomorrow and after?
I felt a wobble in this spring bed, with a hand hanging over me.
“Sorry, Deck. Sorry, babe.“ I felt his voice full of regret.
“Abang by the way honestly, Abang kira Adek hope this happens. Adek's gaze was full of hope, Abang understood Adek was right. What should brother be? I promise I won't leave Adek.“
Really?
Did he really think that I wanted to? Does he really not know if I just want to let go, not have sex?
“Udah like this, how am I?“ I hugged my own body, I felt so deceived by him.
“Abang will not go. Just calm down. What the hell is Adek afraid of?“ He pulled me to face him.
I hid my face in his chest. I'm so fucked up right now, I can only cry right now. I was confused as to what it was like, I was confused as to what to ask for marriage. I just need to cry and cry.
“Abang will be responsible.“ He kissed my head.
“Ria, you should know that Brother loves you. Not the cake that you want, not the cry you are waiting for. I swear, you didn't know you didn't expect Brother to come in. Brother Kira, Brother articulate, Brother understand, if Adek wants more than that. Brother accidentally, Dek. What should brother be? Brother apologise.“
Isn't that right what he said? His voice was full of regret. What made me not believe, however, was that he was really sorry? Or, he just wanted to manipulate his mistakes with regret? In order, he was detached from my responsibilities and demands.
True to Keith's remarks, bang Ken is a family scandal player. He was so willing to kill women in his own family, not brothers-in-law, or distant relatives like me.
“Dek, the quiet one. Said Brother can be held, Brother said Abang will not leave Adek, Adek must believe it.“ He rubbed my back.
“Princess.“ I don't understand why my lips gave that name.
“Adek want Abang stayin Putri? Brother can stay directly Putri.“ He let me go and looked for his cell phone.
He focused on his phone for a moment. Then, he showed me his phone screen.
[I understand, Put. Maybe I'm busy with my business, I realize that. Well, we take care of our own business. We focus on each other personally. Sorry, I'm too busy for us.] I read the text in my heart.
Did he not realize? That at the beginning he was so chasing after the Princess.
“Call bang Givan, say you want to marry me.“ I'm not sure he dared to do it.
“Abang will be responsible, Dek. Just for the commitment of marriage. We are in right conflict. Brother wants childfree, while Adek must reject it. Although Adek did not say, but you already know. Many more reasons, Adek can not possibly understand about Abang.“
The more heard, the more lazy Ken bang speech for me to listen. His mindset seems very wrong. He did not understand the broad understanding of childfree. It's just that he doesn't want to have the only child he knows.
Another story, if our partner has infertility or difficulty getting pregnant. Not with a story like this, not with a reason like bang Ken.
“Say bang Givan!“ I gave the same order.
“What to say, Dek? It feels strange suddenly the phone, continue to tell that Brother has accidentally mengawarin Adek. We're both undressed, said to be accidental or an accident? Yes, clearly a logic flaw, Deck. No matter what the story is, Adek is still wrong. Brother is the perpetrator, but the perpetrator there is nothing so fitting with the conditions in which you have to turn over, if the owner of the goods also gave himself up?“
Loh, right?
Then, how should I?
“Bang, how do I keep doing? Brother please marry me, I do not want if I have to continue living with the condition of gini kek. What do I say I'll be with Mamah Dinda's family? Scolded am I the same bang Givan? Brother doesn't fuck with me? You don't think about how my life goes? My life could be over, with Brother taking off that responsibility. I'm ruined because of Brother, I'm like this because of Brother. Evil brother!!!!“ I beat his chest without a fight from him.
“Quiet, Ria. Kira still has plenty of ways out.“ Bang Ken even tried to hug me tighter.
What's the way out? Only marriage is the way out. Just a marriage, a way to save me about my future.
“Abang must remember, if you have a daughter! Little brother hurts me, Brother imagine how if Abang's son feels the pain I feel!“ Until my voice was so hoarse. I was tired on the way, coupled with this kind of exhaustion.
“Abang knows, Deck! Threshold, Brother think, without you reminding me! Then Brother should how to remember you? You're just scared, you're just not calm. Because of this, your world is not finished, Ria! You can still continue your life! You can still color your life! You can still reach out and reach for your future! Missing a virgin, not the end of your youth story! Especially with the story, Brother there is no intentional intention. I thought you wanted to and you were scared here! So, how should you??? You know, maybe this isn't the way out. But, you try to get your virgin back. Brother does not guarantee this looks genuine and feels the same, but at least you can be a little calm for example your virginity back.“
One question. Can virginity come twice?
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