
“You crazy, Dek??? You hurt the same brother?! Yeah??? Why nyaranin Abang to castrate?“ It clutched my jaw tightly.
My heart rumbled, I imagined the impact of his hand landing on my body. I thought, that he would do violence to me.
I don't like his rude habits. I told him he was rude, but he said he was just joking.
“If you do not want to have another child, yes it is better not to have sex again.“ I tried to get his hand off my jaw.
Irrespective.
I moved my neck, enjoying the remaining pain. He was so rude, I was afraid to die at his hands.
“Bang, I'm going home? Later, I send people to continue our project.“ For some reason, I made this decision suddenly.
It's okay, I didn't marry her even though I loved her. Instead of a lifetime, I have to bond with people as rude as he is when angry.
I just carried my hood into my tote bag. Then, my phone reached and I started walking out of this room.
I'm fine for an hour, to get to the highway. Provided, I didn't die here and was buried unworthy of him. I mean, my body was hidden like that.
Brakhkh…..
I was wrong to love people. Many times I have said, if I have misplaced my taste in men. I don't know who to blame, for taking me all the way to this Banjarmasin and locked up with someone like him.
Who could not be alarmed, saw a chair that landed exactly on the door of the room that was slightly open. Not to mention, the chair was instantly broken and shattered before my eyes due to the force of the throw.
I'm still safe, because that chair didn't hit my body. What if that chair hit me.
Prangs…..
Brughhhh……
I'm shaking. Heard the mirror being broken, then the bookshelf being torn down. I know who did it and who made me even more frightened, because the perpetrator was now in front of me with his angry face.
Her eyes were watery and so red.
“You dare to mess around, Dek?!“ He took a step forward and made me take a step back.
His voice was coldly deadly, his lips until they trembled as he spoke. His face was so stiff, with clearly visible neck muscles.
Bang Ken is not such a friendly doctor.
Both of his hands were raised and pressed against my neck. “YOU HEARD YES!!! YOU'RE A MANLY BROTHER, LET YOU BOND WITH BROTHER!!! SO, DON'T MESS AROUND LET ALONE THINK BLURRY!!! YOU REMEMBER THIS, RIA!!!“ He screamed right in front of my face.
I had no trouble breathing, but I was locked in a giggle. He did not loosen, or allow my head to turn.
“Abang!“ I feel uncomfortable with this kind of emotional overflow.
“Abang nakutin me.“ I took a heartbreaking hug, holding his hand from my neck.
He's creepy. She's not Kenandra, she's possessed like she is.
Is he mentally ill? Is his brain not functioning normally? Or, is there a fallacy in its central nervous system?
He is not like a healthy man, in the way he loves a woman. Why does he lock me up and keep me bound, if he doesn't want to have me in the afterlife? Does he want permission for the rest of his life with me? With all the boasting yesterday, I know this is his honesty with his actions.
“Abang nyakinin me. I'm in pain, Bang.“ I clapped his hands, which still blocked my neck.
“ARGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH....” He pushed me back so strong, fortunately there was a mattress that became my falling base.
He turned around, then he beat the door of the room in a row. You can imagine my fear, every knuckle hit the wood of that door very strongly.
I'm scared, I'm worried, I'm freaking out here. I don't know what to do, I don't know who to run to. Because it could be, it's not Ken's bang. Rather, there were astral beings possessing it.
I thought so, because it looks so different. It is very rough and tempramental. The way it evaporates emotions, worse than some relatives I know.
“Abang.....,” call me shaking.
I rounded my eyes, saw him lift up a chair that had been so badly damaged. He glared at me, with a chair he was ready to throw.
I closed my eyes, hugged myself trying to withstand the blow when the chair landed on me.
BRAKKH…….
My heart slipped, my heart was beating suddenly hard. That chair, was thrown right on the floor next to the bed I was sitting on.
My cry already resembled a roar, I could not control my cries for being so afraid of the violence that followed. In my life, I just felt really endangered. Before, I had never felt so afraid of dying at someone's hands. However, in the hands of Ken bang. I'm sure, if I'm going to die young without my successor again.
Ken's cry sounded so loose. My body was pierced by him and made me roll with him.
I could only give up and be silent as he hugged me so tightly. We hugged each other on this bed, bang Ken's body shaking violently along with his cries.
“Do not go, do not go home...“ He turned like a child crying while talking.
Was he frightened enough, with my silence after the incident? Coupled with my sudden decision to leave this sudden? Does he really love me? Does he really want me to always be next to him? Does he really want us to be together forever?
But, why did he get this rough on me? Or, it was the form of an unstoppable outburst of his emotions?
“Abang, I'm afraid.“ I hugged him tightly.
I'm scared of the situation right now. I was terrified by his attitude. I was terrified if my life disappeared in his hands.
“Sorry...“ His bass voice sounded inappropriate to carry in tears.
“Sorry, Dear. Sorry.....,” he continued with as many breaths as he could.
“Abang will not hurt Adek. Brother apologized for making Adek afraid.“ He stroked my hair.
“Abang apologise, Dek. Please understand Brother, Brother is pretty fucked up right now. Aja brother does not understand about wanting to be Abang at this time, Abang is not able to understand the feelings of his own brother. Brother does not know how to do and make a decision what.“ His voice was so raucous, with unstable breathing.
He was crying at the moment.
“Abang darling same Adek. Brother does not want Adek to leave, Brother does not want Adek stayin Abang.“ He hugged me tighter, he hid his face. He may be embarrassed, because he was caught crying.
I don't understand the line. Because he could have made it up like yesterday. Today he was honest, but how to know today is his lie again.
I mean, like a lie covered with lies again. Like poison, which is offered with poison again. Like a less than perfect foam that must be covered with other complementary clothes.
If that was his lie. So, is today his word of honesty? What this time, he was telling the truth and what is it? Or a complementary prank to perfect the crap?
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