Drunk Duda (Ceria Skalane Time)
MD70S. Childhood wounds
“I have a business trip with Keith, Bang.“ I pulled my hand from the warmth of his fist.
“Oh yes? To where? How long are you waiting?“
I saw great hope in his eyes. But, I must not be carried away by that hopeful highlight. Because he managed to trick me with such a highlight.
“Abang no need to wait for me, just find another woman. Brother was right, I was too cheap, to the point of coming and serving myself.“ I smiled bitterly.
“Lupain, Bang. We live our lives, we are family, right?“ I was so sick with this big smile.
You know, I'm trying to hold back my tears.
“What are you talking about, Dek? You know Givan is haughty, arrogance must be countered with arrogance again.“ He tried to frame my face. “You don't talk about Givan.“ He rubbed my cheek with his thumb.
I clasped his hand. “What to boast about by humbling a partner? I have a heart, Bang. I can't hear my partner humbling myself, to keep his authority. I hope, Brother humbled himself to get blessing, take care of me. Not that cake, Bang.“ I'm not a person who is good at keeping my own eggs.
“Now, I want to focus without Brother. But, your struggle will be considered over the next six months. After that, maybe we really will never be us if indeed you do not want to lose from the Givan bang. Because Abang argued, arrogant retorted arrogant. The problem is, you're not arrogant. The brother exalts himself, humbling others. If you want to be arrogant, you pride yourself without dropping others. I understand for example arrogant to the arrogant person is counted alms. But, that brother humbles me, bragging with demeaning others, obviously it hurts me. If you really want to fight bang Givan, yes show that Brother is superior to him in the field he mastered. If you want to be arrogant to him, show that Brother can be more than he reproaches about Brother. His business is amazing, yes show that you are also able to move in the business field more capable than him. It's not degrading me and priding myself on saying I'm that stupid. Bang Givan lost respect with brother. If Umi Sukma is strong enough to travel far, maybe Givan bang will not come here. The brother always processed things incorrectly, his brother was troubled. Whether it is the brain of Brother, mental brother, or something else related to the principle of Brother. Maybe you really need a psychologist, so not much to embrace a lot of hearts anymore. I was wrong, felt the most right and hard to understand. Live with yourself, if you do not want to hear the advice and opinions of others. Moreover, this brother can not appreciate others. Yes, live with your own independence and your own feelings. Take the child, raise it yourself. Stay away from relatives and family, live without socialization.“ Believe me, this is a combination of my frustration with him.
“You only know how to judge, Dek. You won't know why someone can be a gini kek. Don't feel the most hurt, you don't know how sick you feel Brother.“ He's bowing down.
“More.“ He breathed after saying that.
I was silent, and I noticed his face turning the other way. Indeed it is possible, childhood made peer****n now? Indeed it can, childhood makes people so arrogant and easy to demean others?
“You won't know what it's like to be left alone in the middle of the night in a big house. From midnight until dawn, you look for a woman who is a role model for you. She's not home, she left home, she left her son without being tipped off to anyone. In fact, Abi did not know that he was alone in the house without his mother. Stop being right about yourself and your opinions. You won't know anyone's hurt, you won't understand the other person's journey and life experiences. Although Abang finally knew the main problem and reason, but Abang was already a man who had a bad experience about women. The existence of Abang here too, because remember the reason behind the departure of umi in addition to indeed want to devote to parents.“
I'm stunned. Between disbelief and unexpected, it turns out he grew up with the wrong condition of understanding. Why hasn't anyone set that straight since he was a kid?
He grew into a man who wanted to take revenge and hurt women, because he felt hurt by women. So, is it better to be told early on like his parents have a conflict? But right, it's not good for his psychic growth either. However, if left with its own understanding, it will certainly be misguided as well as bang Ken.
“Abang should change. How many more women? How many more hearts do you want? Old man, remember age. Brother must also remember, there is a Flower Daughter Brother. if Brother does not see me, because I am only a toy Brother. But try to look at the daughter of Abang, how if in the future he became a victim of the brother brother. Indeed Brother must feel no hurt, Brother must feel right, but in fact Brother hurt and play tricks on women. His brother admitted maybe unconsciously, because Abang had been injured by the incident left Umi Sukma alone. Asal Abang understands, if the mindset of Brother is a lot to be addressed. Sorry, sorry. About freechild too, you can take another opinion. If everyone thought brother, the descendants of humans could become extinct. Instead of thinking, the child will have no father, no role model, no guardian and no funds for the future of his education. Better to think and prepare funds for his future, investment for the life of his son and wife after he left. Because the one who died in fear was just Brother, right? Brother's wife and Abang's descendants did not immediately die when Brother took his life, right? They continue with their lives, the wife is responsible as a single parent and take care of the property and investment that you leave for her and the children. Even the children of Brother, will continue their education and their future even without Brother. Bang Ghifar used to be slumped, up to six months instead. But after that he got up, even he married again up to twice. He also still has offspring again, although not from the womb of the late brother Kin. Death is for yourself, not for others. They must be grieving, one or two days, or one or two years. But in addition to their grief, they continue their lives, right? I tried to resuscitate him and explore the potential for his change.
At least, I hope he comes up with a different principle. I see, must be the logic of the man goes as bang Givan said.
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