
“Why should this be?“ I rubbed his back.
He just shakes faintly. His breathing was wheezing, he was still as unwilling as it was so clear.
What is it with his emotions? If not wrong, the late brother Kin he had a mental illness. Is Ken the same? They were not siblings, but they were still one descendant and one grandfather. If it is not wrong, Umi Sukma asked for divorce because of Haris KDRT abi. Is bang Ken like that too? Therefore, it is so easy for Riska to divorce Ken bang without thinking.
I left him in this position until morning. I don't know what time and from when we started to fall asleep, because obviously we were sleeping after the commotion of floating things was over.
Now, bang Ken is even sick after a rampage. He has a fever, but he doesn't want to take medicine. What he was looking for was even green coconut water, with some vitamins that he turned out to stock himself. Yes his name is also a doctor, he understands what kind of treatment he needs.
The swiftlet nest had been covered by the contractor, so we did not have to go back and forth to feed the construction workers, or check the situation every day. The total renovation of this building, too, has been encouraged.
Even though he was sick, we still prepared to move to a rented house. I do not understand, because the effect bang Ken as if he was taking me to live a simple and makeshift life first.
Now, the rented house he chose was only land floor. With half the wall using cemented stone. You know, by waking up the black and white polkadot with black is stone and white is sand and cement. Plus, the bulkhead room in the house uses bamboo woven. The windows only, using full wood. Like a house that has consumed time, but is still habitable.
Honestly, I'm used to living in a magnificent building. The shophouse building that I occupy is also, walled solidly with a modern building model.
Not much we moved, because there was only a large storage cabinet, living room sofa and table. Then, there are two large spring beds and also a wardrobe. Bang Ken said, the furniture of the magnificent house he sold since he bought the house for fear of being damaged inedible damp.
“You make warm tea, Bang?“ I see it's pretty bad.
His face was so red because of his fever. His skin is bright and clean, so it is obvious if he is sick like this.
After stalling the kite thread, with his kite is his Ken bang. Now, I've been pulling kite threads since this morning. The goal is one, which is to mess up his feelings and make him crazy to me.
I would seem to love and worry so much, before the end I stall the kite back at the right time. Don't ask her how I feel, because honestly, my feelings for her are covered with great disappointment.
He did not glorify me and took away my virginity, which is what made me so disappointed in him. If asked if I love him? Yeah, I love her. It's just, my respect is a little reduced because I know more about his true nature.
Suppose, and if only, he could change for me. Perhaps, it is likely that I will be swept away in the feelings and attitudes that he gives again. I am a common woman, who is easily carried away by feelings if given attention and united in such a way.
“Bby.“ He put his hand in his hoodie pocket.
He wears a black sarong with a variety of white lines, with a black hoodie with embossed letters on his cloth on his chest.
I understand that people with fever should not wear thick clothes. But the condition of Ken bang is currently cold, cold hot the term.
I've washed and dried half a dozen glasses, spoons, forks and dishes. It is quite a lot and stored neatly in a large storage cabinet. Fortunately, the closet was able to enter the rented house as it is.
Quite a lot of kitchen tools, even the material is made of ceramic all. But I just took out a medium cauldron and a pot, not forgetting the sutil to make it easier for me to reverse the cooking that is usually just a plucked egg.
He nodded and asked me to sit next to him. On a thread-pulling mission, so I'll just obey.
“Buy special rubber slippers later, let the slippers inside the house are the same outside it is different.“ He rubbed my arm which was deliberately hugging his arm.
I will make her feel loved by me. Yes, although I actually love it too.
“I'm a long time no money, Bang.“ I have no cash at all.
“Later tomorrow the meticulous motor comes, Dek. Adek do not want to use the duck motor that you bought the used?“ He gave a quick peck at my temple.
“Abang was attracted a lot of money, later Abang kasih.“ Maybe he remembered my confession.
Indeed all this time, our needs here he who meets. It works, even from far away. I did not expect, it turns out that for two weeks he was busy in Singapore, he had taken a pharmaceutical company that sent special drugs to his hospital.
The only thing he didn't do, was go straight down to the operating table. In my opinion, it's useless until he gets a specialist education. If at last, he just plunged into the world of medical business.
Either is useful too. I don't understand, but I do know that he's not active as a doctor anymore. It is used as a stepping stone.
“Bang…. We chatted dong.“ I want to pry about the domestic violence that he might have committed on Riska first.
“What, Deck?“ His voice was relaxed and he was not in an emotional state.
“What do you like to hit Riska?“ I asked carefully.
“Tak, never hit. Why is it?“ He now releases my arms, with him embracing me.
“I was scared of Brother last night. I'm afraid to die at the hands of Brother.“ I say things like this, so that I know the reason behind the destruction of those things.
His hand dangled from my shoulder. I just ngeh, if his knuckles get red and scuffed.
“Abang never hurt people. Same Ghifar once, Brother never reply.“
Isn't that true his confession?
“Why indeed?“ To be honest, I don't believe his confession
“Anything can be damaged, especially if it is to the body of people. Brother does not want to create new problems, because the emotions in themselves are difficult. If you can snap and maki-maki kek Givan, maybe you take the option to be angry that is so. Or, upset the more private kek Ghifar. That is, just nyungsep on the pillow while crying. But unfortunately you can't go to that cake. L*** that's stiff for all sorts of people, this mouth can't be snapped. Nangis in silence was difficult, tight and even Abang was taken to the hospital because of emotion. Can be heart failure, anger that is too explosive brother's bridle is also at risk of heart attack. Because the heart is suddenly racing faster when emotions burst. Detained heart failure, evaporated heart attack. It's difficult for this cake gini problem, so why did you ever try to approach......
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