I Am Home
3 times the chance

Dimas immediately laid his body on the bed, the shadow of Anna's face flashed across his head making a smile appear on his lips, but his facial expression turned angry when he remembered Anna who was leaning on Aldo's shoulder.

The sound of a cell phone as if unable to attract the attention of Dimas, he was still immersed in his daydream, the happiness he had just felt for a moment suddenly shattered and turned into the pain he now felt, moreover, the person who gave him happiness was the same person who was currently giving that pain.

"Why should I feel sick considering Anna, I'm not who she is, I should know myself to not expect more of Anna, I'm too stupid still *believe same girl"

"If you know you will be rich gini Ann, I will never be good with you, disappointed I am with Lo Ann, I promise I will change my appearance and make you nyesel Ann already hurt me"

Dimas continues to monologue himself, I don't know why he can't hate Anna even though he continues to suggest himself about Anna who has hurt him, about Anna who has given hope but Anna is also devastating, about Anna who had taken him flying high but Anna also threw him into a crater of pain.

"Isha." Dimas was cracking upset when his phone kept ringing from earlier, at the sight of who contacted him, a smile appeared when he saw Anna's name on the screen of his phone but he immediately brushed off the happiness.

The Dimas phone that just stopped ringing is now beeping again but with a notification indicating an incoming message.

"I'm waiting at the stop where you used to go" said Anna.

"Lo just go home, I can't go there" said Dimas trying to fool himself, but deep down he wanted to meet with Anna just to ask for an explanation.

"I'll wait until you come Dim, even if you come tomorrow morning"

Dimas squeezing his phone restrained his annoyance, he who already knew Anna very well of course understood how stubborn an Anna was.

Dimas immediately got up, he headed to the bathroom to just wash his face, not forgetting to change clothes because Dimas was already wearing a nightgown.

"Ma Dimas wanted to go out for a while" she said as she passed through the living room and found her mother still sitting there.

"Where's deck?"

"In front for a while mama" Dimas took his mother's hand "Ntar Dimas clearin okay, now Dimas go first" Dimas immediately left, his speech just now was enough to calm the mama so as not to ask a lot of questions.

Dimas stops Amar's motorcycle right in front of the stop, where Anna is sitting alone with her face down.

Huhhhhh...

Huhhhhh...

Huhhhh..

Dimas tried to regulate his breathing, he could not take pity before hearing Anna's explanation.

"Ann" said Dimas.

Anna who had been bowed directly raised her head, the smile on her face expanding when she saw Dimas standing in front of her.

"Dim. mas" said Anna a little stammered because she was crying.

Dimas then sat down next to Anna, his hands slowly wiping away the tears that drenched Anna's smooth cheeks, much more heartbroken Dimas saw Anna's cry, so that, it hurt more to see Anna's tears shed from her round eyeballs.

Silent....

Dimas did not say a word from the moment he arrived, it had been 15 minutes but Anna still did not speak and continued to cry.

"5 minutes you don't talk, I'm home, and if we never know" said Dimas, upset to see Anna who was just crying earlier, in a hurry Anna wiped away her tears, she immediately put on the best smile for Dimas.

"Why did you come here at night?" dimas asked after Anna had looked calmer.

"Sorry" said Anna.

"I'm sorry?" Dimas knitted his brows "For?".

"I'm sorry it hurts you" Dimas smiled faintly, for some reason his heart immediately flowered flowers, the pain he felt instantly evaporated.

"There's no need, we're just friends anyway" Dimas replied.

"Even though we're just friends but I feel sick of you, I can't lie about how I feel Dim, sorry to think of you as more than a friend, sorry to wish I were more than a friend"

"Cih" Dimas screeched "Basar cewe pinter really back the situation" said Dimas in his heart.

"OK Ann maybe it's time we made things clear" Anna smiled broadly at Dimas' words.

"From now on it's better off on our own, let's just say we've never known".

Crutches....

Anna suddenly felt her heart cracking, in just seconds Dimas was able to make her fly but then Dimas threw it away.

"Ap.. What do you mean Dim?" Tears came back from his eyes.

Huhhhhh....

When he returned to breathing, he felt heavy to speak.

"Gue loves you Ann" Anna smiled behind her cries knowing Dimas' feelings for her.

"I'm also Dim"

"I used to talk about it" said Dimas, making Anna close her mouth.

"Gue feels like you love me, even though I'm scared" Anna shook her head.

"I love you" said Anna in a cheerful tone.

"Can't you hear me talking until it's over" said Dimas.

"Yes yes" Anna pressed her lips forward.

Dimas then spoke everything he felt, the difference he and Anna were too much to make Dimasa feel insecure, even though Anna denied it, even Anna had snapped at Dimas when Dimas spoke if Dimas would only make Anna embarrassed later.

"Lo want to be my girlfriend Ann?" Anna nodded quickly and steadily, even Anna kept nodding which made Dimas laugh.

"But not now" continued Dimas who made the smile on Anna's face disappear.

"Gue will come when I feel ready and I feel worthy to be with you" Anna shook her head.

"Lo love me?"

"I love you so much Dimas"

"Means you can ignore my request" Dimas took a deep breath before continuing to talk "Gue ask you to keep your heart until I think I've pantes dampingin lo"

Dimas was desperate with his stubbornness Anna, had repeatedly Dimas gave understanding but Anna did not want to know.

"As far as you go, from tomorrow and forever I will not want to know you again" said Dimas, Dimas immediately rose but he did not step when Anna's hand held him.

"OK I want, but you promised to come get me and love me happiness".

Dimas nodded "As long as tomorrow you do not my negur, suppose you never know me, until later I come to see you"

Huhhhhh.... Anna breathed a rough breath.

"alright". Dimas smiled.

"But if I forget or commit a mistake and violate your request, do you want to forgive me and come and pick me up?" asked Anna, squeezing her hand.

"Gue will forgive you 3 times, no matter how big your mistake"

"I'll wait for you whenever Dim"

They then leave the stop, Dimas escorts Anna back to the hospital not so far from the stop, Anna initially does not want to be escorted by Dimas, but with Dimas' persuasion finally Anna wants to "This is the last we know before I pick you up later, you sure don't want to break up first", a speech that is able to melt Anna, all the way Anna hugged Dimas so tightly, so tightly, he seemed to want to keep these happy memories until Dimas came to pay his promise.