I Am Home
Heroes

One week passed, Dimas proposed a sabbatical trying to organize his heart after the harsh reality he experienced, Dimas spent more time in the apartment, and more, Amar almost every day accompanied Dimas just to make sure he was okay, Noval had returned to the end of the country to carry out his obligations, Ardi only occasionally came in the middle of his busy business.

"Men mending lo take the road family lo mumpung family road again here, as my eyes see your face every day men" said Dimas when they were relaxing in the living room of his apartment.

"Every day I'm with my family, now I'm again quality time with my best friend men" replied Amar while smiling humorously.

"Gue got tired of seeing you every day mulu mulu malu" Dimas sumpul, even during this week Amar stayed at his apartment, Anggi and his children who came to the Dimas apartment.

"Gue is not bored but men" said Amar who made Dimas sneer.

They both spend time lazing around and playing games, this is the last day of Dimas's leave and the last day for Amar to be in his homeland before returning abroad tomorrow.

"Lock not in the key" cried Amar when he heard the bell from outside.

Anggi enters with his two children and someone who Dimas did not expect.

"Two tuyul lo come anyway" said Dimas with eyes still focused staring at the phone screen.

"Donakan lo also, meaning lo om tuyul dong" replied Amar who made him receive the impingement of pillows from Dimas

"Oom Dims" called the twins who immediately jumped on Dimas' lap.

"Hey why don't you say hello to papa first, papa's son" Amar said as he placed his phone on the table.

"They know who's more handsome" ledek Dimas "Not so twins"

"Yes oom" said the twins who made his father bend his face.

Dimas joked with the two, he did not notice someone who was staring at him intensely.

"Sit here Mir" said Anggi pointing at the empty section next to Amar.

Dimas stopped his activities when he heard Anggi say a name, the name of someone who in recent days continues to disturb his sleep.

"How are you doing Dim?" namira asked after sitting next to Amar.

"Well" Dimas replied without shifting focus away from the twins.

"Lo take his own drink if thirsty, your husband has been bothering me this week" said Dimas who was repaid by Anggi.

Dimas was still playing with the Amar twins regardless of Namira's presence, while Amar was in the kitchen with Anggi, they seemed to be in a coalition to give time for Dimas and Namira to speak.

"You're on a week's leave, Dim?" ask Namira.

"Yes" replied Dimas.

It's not that Dimas hasn't been able to come to terms with the situation, it's just that there's a small part in his heart that hasn't been able to accept what Namira did, although it has been mengikhlaskan but the pain in his heart does not necessarily disappear just like that.

"Hallo bu Inggit" said Dimas.

Inggit one of the young lecturers who had a taste with Dimas just called, Namira of course knew him.

"Hallo Doctor Dimas" he said in a crisp voice and calmed Dimas's troubled heart, Dimas did deliberately mens the loudspeaker of the call, saying, the goal is for Namira to know that she is uncomfortable with her existence.

"Doctor Dimas is on leave this week?"

"Yes Bu Inggit, what is there?"

"I just went to the hospital to deliver a letter of invitation to the dock seminar, but said the staff there the doctor was on leave" said Inggit.

"Maybe we can just meet outside?" dimas bargained, Dimas was just trying to find an excuse to get away from Namira.

"If the doctor has time, I happen to be free today" replied Inggit.

"Alright, I send the address to Inggit ma'am, one hour later we meet there" said Dimas who was managed by Inggit, after a little stale Dimas disconnected the phone connection.

Namira could only endure the turmoil in her heart knowing Dimas would meet a woman, there was a hint of disbelief in her heart if Dimas was in a relationship with another woman, I don't know what Namira thinks he took off Dimas but he's also not ready to accept if Dimas is happy with another woman.

The neat dimas immediately say goodbye to Amar and Anggi, after a little drama with the twins finally Dimas can go without the frills of the twins, Namira only Dimas pass by, just like that, just a glance was not Dimas do, Dimas just want to show that at this time he is back to live life without Namira as before and Dimas looks fine.

"Dim" Dimas who was about to get out of his house stopped his steps when Namira called him.

"Hm".

"Heart on the road" Namira said, making Dimas take his breath.

It felt like Dimas was cursing at Namira right then and there, how Namira unhappily came to Dimas' place after what he did, even the shadow as Namira begged by kneeling in front of her while asking for one chance still vividly remembered in Dimas' mind.

"Thank you for your concern, I hope you are no longer present in my life because I have no life plan to make you my friend, and one more thing you need to remember I've lived my life well before you came and asked me to live my life with you, after you leave I go back to living my life well as when you have not come, so I ask to live your own life, please understand"

"But wouldn't we be better friends with Dim?

Dimas smiled smirk.

"Which side do you think is good?" cynical Dimas.

"At least we've had a good past Dim"

"The past was good for you but not for me, just keep that fucking friendship" Dimas couldn't help himself anymore.

Dimas immediately passed away without waiting for a response from Namira, Namira just bowed to hear all the words of Dimas, while Anggi who saw it felt bad for Anggi who brought Namira, while Anggi, she only wants Dimas and Namira to live as good friends, but Namira is her best friend and Dimas is like a brother to her husband, but now Anggi feels if that hope will never be realized, she has memorized how the nature of her husband's friend, the person who always keeps his promises and holds the word, that's Dimas.