I Am Home

I Am Home
Parallel worlds


"Why did you dream about it?" Without Namira in between her meals.


Dimas just stir the food without even putting it in the mouth, Dimas was thinking about weighing what risks he would accept if he spoke honestly to Namira about his past relationship with Dinda.


"Gue just doesn't have Mir's appetite" Dimas replied as he tried to smile to hide the distress he was feeling.


"Did anyone disturb your mind?" Namira stared fixedly at Dimas' eyes to find out honesty.


Dimas.


"But your eyes say yes Dim" Namira said.


Dimas was silent, inevitably, sooner or later Namira had to know everything.


"Can we talk somewhere else Mir?" Pinta Dimas's.


"Why not Dim here?".


Dimas looked at Namira with a pleading gaze.


"Alright" Namira stood "Come" at Dimas' hand, then he held it tightly and then pulled it while walking away from the restaurant.


Moments later they arrive at a park, not a garden full of memories between Dimas and Anna, but a garden that has memories between him and Daisi.


"Tumben here?" Namira asked after arriving at the park, because as far as Namira knew, Dimas always came to his favorite park first.


"Sit down first" Dimas pointed to a bench "Gue wants to buy a drink first".


Dimas walked slowly away, he twisted his body occasionally to see Namira sitting while humming, he had lost someone in the park and on the same bench, it was possible that it would repeat itself, he said, the difference is Daisi left by leaving memories and making Dimas happy, but Namira's departure I don't know let God manage everything.


Dimas came with two bottles of soft drinks, one he handed over to Namira, and Dimas sat right next to Namira.


"Mir lo believe there's a parallel world?" Asked Dimas who made Namira immediately scrunched his forehead.


"Engga" replied Namira briefly.


"If second life?


Namira shook her head "I can't believe it" Namira sipped a drink given by Dimas.


"If you?" Ask Namira back.


Dimas was silent for a moment, he then turned to look at Namira's face and smiled.


"Gue can't believe it, but I wish those two things existed"


Dimas then recounted his wish that if there was another life, Dimas wanted to live his own way and be happy with his choices.


"You want to live with Anna?" Namira asked with a slightly disappointed look.


Dimas.


"Gue wants to meet you faster and happier with you without any past that can separate us" replied Dimas steady.


"What past time? With Anna?" Ask Namira.


"Not" Dimas breathed in "Dinda" He said.


"Dinda" Namira laughed "Dinda who I never heard of Dim You ever had a girlfriend named Dinda?"


"Dinda your sister" Dimas looked into Namira's eyes in "And maybe it's time you found out".


Deg.......


Namira immediately gasped at Dimas' stern gaze, still confused by what Dimas meant.


"Look good Mir, don't cut when I'm talking, okay?". Namir nodded.


Dimas then told me from the beginning of his meeting with Dinda when MOS first, then intertwined into a close relationship between him and Dinda, then Dimas just looked at Dinda as he focused on Anna. At the beginning of meeting with Namira, Dimas does not know if Namira is the older brother of Dinda, until at Namira's birthday show he just found out if Namira is Dinda's older sister, Dinda, since then Dimas has been determined to no longer approach Namira, not to forget Dimas also told me all the pain he had on Dinda, all the maci poisons also did not escape, he said, but fate says another Dimas who wants to stay away from Namira but it is precisely fate that brings them closer, until today they both sit on the bench of the park.


"How far is your relationship with Dinda?" Namira asked still with a surprised look on her face.


"We've done..."


"Stop" cried Namira "Don't you go on".


At the instant Namira's cry broke out, she did not expect that the person she loved so much was the same person, the person she hated so much, too, namira told Dimas several times about his sister, but there was never a response from Dinda that implied his closeness to Dimas.


"Why should Dinda Dim? Why!" Namira shouted while sobbing, his hand continued to hit Dimas's shoulder, Dimas was just silent, he knew at this moment that Namira needed just to listen to all his complaints without being given anything.


"You're the person I love the most Dim, you!!!!" A heart-wrenching mess was heard by Dimas coming out of Namira's mouth "But you're also the one who hated my sister the most!!" he shouted right in front of Dimas's face, no defense coming out of Dimas' mouth, perhaps Dimas felt he had no right to defend himself.


Namira continues to sink into her tears, there is no hug Dimas gives to just calm Namira, all he can do is shut up and listen to all the complaints of Namira.


A few moments later Namira no longer heard, Dimas also dared to raise his head and look at Namira who was wiping the remaining tears on his face.


"It's quieter?" Namira nodded, Dimas then rubbed Namira's back.