I Am Home
the extra part 9

Pov Reni

I was sitting on the bench with Anna, my hands gently rubbing the back of Anna who was crying bitterly, even though Anna did not tell me anything but I am sure all of this is related to Dimas, because earlier I had seen Anna who was chatting with Dinda who according to rumors if she was Dimas' girlfriend from first grade.

"What is it about Ann that makes you survive the same human model Dimas that" I asked in a high enough tone because I felt annoyed.

Anna wiped away the remaining tears on her face, though she looked stiff as Dinda told her about the extent of her relationship with Dimas, but Anna's heart hurt.

"You won't know until you love Dimas Ren" Anna replied, smiling sweetly at me.

"Cih..love" my lips as I throw away my face.

"One day you will know when you love Dimas, even you will be willing to accept the pain he will give you later when it happens"

"Amit Amit" A spontaneous word came out of my mouth as I smacked my head slowly and then I hit the table in front of me.

Anna's words that I used to think of as mere nonsense, words that I thought because she was crazy crazy about love, today I have proven myself the truth of the speech of Anna, Anna, even I continued to smile when I remembered Anna had spoken if one day I would love Dimas, something I immediately rejected raw at that time.

Now that I am so happy with Dimas beside me, I have trusted all Anna's words, now I love and love Dimas even I would if Dimas treated me badly, I will still survive as much as it hurts, but God is very good to me, Dimas reciprocates my love and love even more, never even though Dimas shows his badness to me, Dimas always treated me like a queen.

"You're right Ann, Dimas is special, it's worth it that you stay by his side as much as you hurt" I muttered as I remembered all my best friend's words.

I remember how Dimas faced my behavior, when I was drunk at the disco with my friend, I was in a semi-conscious state seeing Dimas coming, there was no anger or disappointment on Dimas' handsome face at the time, he came smiling and talking to my friend to take me home because I was drunk, at first I thought he would curse me at that place right then and there.

"Are you so in love with alcohol hmm?" asked Dimas in the morning after I woke up.

"Are you going to scold me because I'm drunk?" I looked into my husband's eyes, I wanted to know how patient he was.

I always denied Dimas, I often talked to Dimas at the beginning of the marriage first, because this is how I am, I am still not used to living under the rules of Dimas, he said, I still want to live my own way and do whatever I want.

Dimas just smiled sweetly in response to my behavior at that time, maybe if my husband was not Dimas, at that time I would feel pain in my face due to being slapped on my insolent attitude.

"I'm just not ready to have to dissect your stomach to remove your kidney later Ren" I instantly widened my eyes, how could this human even joke.

I was very surprised to get such a response from Dimas, even though I had imagined Dimas who would curse me out, even I was ready if Dimas would slap me.

"You better be mad at me, you slap me, don't scare me like that!" I was so upset to see that annoying smile when he was joking.

Dimas even chuckled softly, he gently stroked my head while peeling my forehead, the thing that instantly made my heart melt because of the sweet treatment.

"How am I going to hurt you when I promise not to hurt you in any way" he said, looking me in the eye "A promise is a man's pride, my bad girl" my heart immediately pounded at that time, what else did he poke my chin, huh so anxious I was with him.

"I'm not a girl" I teased her, "Did you forget almost every night you fucked me" I told her about what she did every night, even though I really liked it, hehe.

Such was the household of me and Dimas, never did the two of us resolve the matter by arguing or cursing each other, Dimas was always gentle when I was angry, even though he was not wrong he still relented.

If Dimas already felt that my attitude had gone too far, he would have spoken formally and mentioned my full name, I immediately shuddered in horror if that happened, she said, I was most afraid of Dimas's gaze with his flat face.

"It's better if you yell at me or nag me, I'm more afraid of you talking quietly while looking at me sharply" I often protest like that to Dimas, I'm used to facing my father's harsh disposition, my father, I've been used to being snapped and scolded by my father if I make mistakes, even punches from my father have often been felt first.

"I'm afraid that you've called me by my name plus your flat face and your terrible smile is dear" I wooed like that when Dimas had started to put on a flat face with a cold look.

What do you think is most terrible when someone is angry? the swear? or a sharp glare with a reddened face, maybe true, I really would prefer that if Dimas was angry, but Dimas was not like that he would stare at me sharply with a flat face and a devilish smile on his face, what a terrible thing for me.

I am so grateful for the grace that God has given me for giving me such a wonderful gift by making Dimas my husband, perhaps many out there women who become her husband's outlet when angry, she said, the woman who slept with moans and tears after facing her husband's anger, but I never felt it, I could have sworn, Dimas had his own way when he was angry at me, her way of educating me to be a better person made me fall in love with her every day, she would have me stand in front of her, she spoke in formal language while interrogating me, I think it was more scary than the father's clash, especially when Dimas had called myself by full name somehow my courage instantly disappeared, my hair immediately brushed at that time, and then, I would not dare to argue and refute his words, even my body seemed to automatically respond to all Dimas' orders.

Once I tried to ask Dimas to find out his patience level.

"Darling that I get drunk every day you get angry?" ask me with a dirty smile.

"No" she even replied with a sweet smile.

"If I fight you, yell at you or upset you even if you're not wrong, you're angry?"

"Mmm means you won't be mad no matter what I do?"

He nodded "Unless it's treason, besides as much and as much as your fault I'll forgive you Ren".

I gave a smile, I thought he was just talking nonsense to just seduce me when asking me to be his wife, it turns out he really holds his words, not once did he break his promise.

"Darguably if it's like a baby" I'm really trying to muster up the courage to talk, actually I'm so afraid to ask "I accidentally cheated will you forgive me?" I squeezed my hand so scared.

Dimas still smiled sweetly "No one cheated on Ren accidentally" she replied calmly, how soft is your heart my husband?.

"So?"

Suddenly his gaze turned sinister with a demonic smile on his aunt, I was really afraid to see her face like that, even I immediately threw away my gaze so as not to see her face.

"I'll forgive you" Eh. I was so shocked that I unconsciously flashed a smile on my lips "But after I dissected your body with my scalpel without giving you anesthesia".

"You're the demon Dimas, even if you treat me like a good angel" I growled in my heart, don't you know how scared I am, huh! loathe.

Glek.... I immediately swallowed my saliva with difficulty, my hands suddenly shook at his very reassuring words, there was no doubt in his eyes when he spoke like that, and there was no doubt in his eyes, I tried to smile even though my lips were shaking violently.

"I can't do that, baby" I said to reduce the fear of seeing the devil's smile.

"Arrrrggg the devil is the devil"

Dimas smiled warmly, he grabbed my trembling body for fear of "I believe in you Ren" as soon as my heart calmed down, my fear just disappeared as she whispered in a soft voice in my ear.

Dimas cupped my face "If one day you get bored of me and there's another man who can make you happy, you tell me straight away, never betray our marriage, never betray our marriage, I will release you with a smile even though there is a cry in my heart"

"There won't be anyone like you out there baby, I'll bet".

I smiled broadly, I kissed her cheek repeatedly "Only a foolish woman throws a diamond in her hand dear, and I am not a foolish woman" I replied aloud.

I firmly believe that if Dimas was the creature God created for me, I would still survive even if he behaved as badly as I did.

"If you're tired of me, baby, you go with the woman who makes you happy, but come back to me after that, I will still welcome you with a warm hug that always calms you as usual" I spoke in a conscious state, I swear.

"Hahaha" He chuckled as if I was yelling in front of his face "Hey nothing funny", I sometimes get annoyed with him who is always joking, Huh.

"Why are you laughing, baby?' I'm curious.

"You're just gonna hug my picture when I'm having an affair"

"What!!!!"

"Isa... Dimas" I randomized his hair out of annoyance "wouldn't you come back to me" I'm so afraid he's gone, even in my shadow I'll never let him leave me.

Dimas smiled, Uh. Why is there a man as unique as you, baby.

"Noval will kill me immediately and dump my body in the forest if he finds out I'm having an affair" he replied, which made me look away for a moment.

"Hahaha" I was loud, yes I remember, the cold guy once gave me condolences when I got married.

"I forgot Noval used to say that if you hurt me, I have to say the padan, he will teach you a lesson".

I kissed her face repeatedly, I pinched her cheek, hey Dimas you know how valuable you are in my life, maybe if it was another man he would instantly be big-headed and act like he wanted to when he knew I loved him so much, just like my former brengs*k, but you did the opposite, yes you! In a very irritating dimas, you actually reply many times with love and affection greater than what I give, I can feel it.

Another one that made me sometimes annoyed with Dimas, he was the one who laughed out loud every time I was bullied by my mother, he said, I also don't know why he was so happy when I saw my face was upset because it was bullied by my own parents, ' Dimas said.

Behind his boyish nature when with his best friend, behind his pretentious attitude while in the hospital, but you are a very perfect person when with me Dimas, Dimas Mahendra I love you, period.