I Am Home
Will you marry me?

"Are you serious!" peeking Ardi in a high voice, he could not hide his surprise after hearing Andro's words related to the cause of the commotion in the hotel lobby earlier.

Andro nodded, he then gave his phone which contained several photos and viedo events that occurred in the ballroom, Andro also showed chat from Namira to strengthen his alibi, he said, ardi previously told Andro that his best friend Dimas is currently in a relationship with Namira.

Ardi immediately threw his body leaning on the sofa, he twitched his forehead because suddenly his head felt heavy, a small punch Ardi gave right on his forehead, the effects of alcohol and the facts he had just discovered.

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Dimas had just stopped his car in the parking lot of the apartment where Namira lived, all the way there was no chatter from them, silence seemed so comfortable.

They both still drowned without anyone to talk, no intention of Namira to just say goodbye and get out of the car, he was still sitting with his head bowed, his hands clutching each other as if he was gathering the courage to reveal an honesty.

While Dimas still faithfully gripped the steering wheel, his gaze straight ahead with a flogging mind, Ardi's words always ringing in his head "the special will lose to the ever-present", suddenly the desire to have Namira was completely so strong tarasa from his heart.

"Dim"

"Mir"

Dimas and Namira talk together, but Dimas slightly gasps to hear Namira calling him by name directly, because after they formalize the relationship Namira always call Dimas with affection.

"Ladies first" said Dimas.

Namira shakes.

"You used to be Dim" Namira asked Dimas to speak first.

Huhhhhh.... Dimas tried to breathe deeply before speaking, the question from Namira before they came out of the bar was enough to make Dimas uneasy.

Flashback......

"Where would you rather live with someone who loves you or loves you?" namira asked after a while they were in silence.

"I will choose to live with the people I love" Dimas replied.

"Why?"

"At least I'm happy that I might end up getting hurt" Dimas sipped his drink "I'll have time to make him love me, I'll have time to make him love me, if I live with someone who loves me, I'll hurt him because I'm going to keep going after the one I love".

"If you?" ask Dimas.

"Just like you" Namira replied while nodding.

"If you are currently living with a woman you love but she loves another man and that other man also loves your woman" Namira looks at Dimas' face with a warm smile "You'll choose to let go of it to be happy or to hang on to your ego and make your woman feel all the pain?"

"Why are you asking like that?"

"Only opinions?" Namira nodded.

"But I don't think it's just an opinion" Dimas smiled obliquely.

Degs.....

Namira was surprised to see the change in Dimas' expression.

"I'm just kidding" Dimas laughed as he rubbed Namira's head.

"So?" Namira tried to express himself as much as possible.

"I won't take it off unless he asks me to go"

Dimas clasped Namira's hand tightly, a grip that felt so painful as if he was about to lose Namira a second time.

Flashback......

Dimas leaned his head and looked towards Namira.

"Last time we met before parting you ever asked me about my life plan" Dimas explained trying to reminisce with the past, Namira put on a flat expression without addressing Dimas' words.

"Do you remember when I talked about having my life plan with you in the future?" Namira nodded.

"But after you left I lived my life with a life plan without you, and then you came and asked me to give you a chance and I gave it to you, now I'm living my life according to my plan with you"

Namira took a deep breath, she seemed to have been able to read the direction Dimas spoke.

"Then does your life plan fit everything you imagined?" ask Namira.

Dimas.

"Live one that has not materialized" said Dimas while shifting his sitting position to face towards Namira.

Dimas grasps Namira's hand tightly, he looks deep into Namira's eyes hoping to still find a shadow of himself in Namira's eyes as they used to when they loved each other.

"Married to you" said Dimas steady "Only that has not materialized".

Namira immediately threw away her face to avoid Dimas' heart-piercing gaze as she said one thing that had not materialized in her life plan.

"Look into my eyes listen to me" Dimas cupped Namira's face then he looked Namira in the eye.

"Will you merry me?" pinta Dimas with a hopeful look.