I Am Home
Sincere prayer Dimas

Dimas kept his feet up, he had no direction and no purpose, he just wanted the silence, the silence he needed so much now, Dimas stepped up as he followed his heart, until unknowingly Dimas had reached the edge of a lake.

His eyes swept over each side of the lake, not so big but it looked very reassuring, the sound of branches of trees that stood together because of the wind, the sound of water, like a beautiful symphony that sounded so melodious in Dimas' ears.

Dimas sat down, he bent his legs then dropped his head on his knees, the sound of sobs was heard so softly, time was running so slowly around him, the occasional cry of a mother calling her son's name, also heard the whining of the child because he got a ban from his mother when he wanted to play in the water, the lawful speech between the parents of the child was heard, where the father defended his son.

Dimas smiled bitterly, the universe was mocking him, the universe seemed to be showing off to the senses that Dimas had imagined before, a shadow about his happy little family, a shadow about his future with Anna, which now seems as if it will not be able to reach Dimas and will only be a beautiful shadow for him.

"Lord" said Dimas as he looked up at the sky.

"*I've said****listen if you always give your servant what you need".

"You are the master of the life scenarios of all the people in the world, You are the determinant of one's life's destiny*".

When she returned a mouthful of crying, she rubbed the tears on her cheek again.

"*However, may I ask God for one thing only"

"Ijinka to set my own scenario, allow me to set my own destiny"

"Only one thing I ask for, make Anna my beautiful destiny, make Anna the main character in the beautiful scenario of my life*"

"Please grant me this request, Lord, I'm sure it's not difficult for you".

Dimas then stood up, holding the stone tightly in his right hand, Dimas took a deep breath, then he threw as hard as the stone toward the lake, Dikas seemed to be throwing away the anxiety in his heart, the fear that was very deep in his mind.

Akh.......

In the chest, screaming very loudly as if he was cursing the destiny of his life, he was always looking for justification for what happened to him, was looking for a scapegoat for what happened to Anna.

"L**echemistry" murmured Dimas.

"Gue hates lo Leukaemia, I hate" cried Dimas as loudly as possible until Dimas finally sat back down weakly, the gunda he felt a little reduced after Dimas vented the taste by shouting.

The shadow of the beauty that always imagined Dimas, always dreamed Dimas every day suddenly flashed in his head like a short film he was watching, but the film was changed with the scene of consciousness, but the film was changed, the scene that makes Dimas devastated by the loss of Anna, the loss of the person he loved so much, the person he loved so much, the person who had always been the solace of every sadness, he said, the man who had been the medicine in all his ways.

"Gue has to be strong" Dimas said, trying to motivate himself.

"If I am weak, Anna is weaker, if I am sad Anna is sadder, I must be strong for Anna's sake, at least from now on I know the purpose of my life, Anna, Anna, Anna is the purpose of my life right now".

Dimas stood up from his seat, in the absence of the remaining tears on his cheek, he already knew what he had to do, he already knew how to treat Anna, he already knew, Dimas wanted to give Anna good memories every second if fate would have separated them any minute, or Dimas gives fond memories for their future if fate is kind enough to unite her and Anna in the future.

In his deep breath, he then exhaled slowly.

"Gue can do it"

Dimas tried to smile again, at his tattoo all the beautiful memories with Anna.

Dimas twisted his body, he wanted to return to his very beautiful life, even though he knew that life was only a moment, but at least Dimas could enjoy a moment of such a thing.

Dimas stepped away from the lake that had slightly treated the wound in his heart, but his steps came to a halt when there was the sound of someone sneering at him.

"Cowo is a crybaby" said the man.

Dimas just staring lazy someone who just invited him to talk, no desire even just to say hello, maybe if the current condition is good Dimas will give a sweet smile, maybe, will present her best smile to the woman, the woman who had attracted the attention of Dimas when they first met, Namira.

Dimas resumed his steps after seeing that the person who had just reprimanded him was Namira, he was reluctant to get in touch with the opposite sex for the time being and maybe his diving, except with Anna, Nirvanya Attalia is the most beautiful woman in her life.